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today got teachers dae celebration...aft went home eat change wib gerx then went yzps...then went watch 'face' wib her and wallace...it's damn scary and damn lame lah...waste money sia...i dun even dare to watch...aft tt they cum my house tok tok a while then go home le...

b4 the movie was tinking bout him...tinking bout tt time he treat me go watch movie...tinking bout tt time we held hands...tinking bout tt time we wok wok tok tok...he changed...i duno y...but he did...isit becuz of tt...isit becuz he think tt now he above everyone else...or isit becuz she tld him sumthing...i duno...but i miss the old him...i noe tt the old feelings were not real luv...though it seem so then...it's just a 2pid crush...but there were a lot of memories left behind...bittersweet ones...i'll never forget them...thanks...thanks for letting me be the happiest girl on earth those 2 short weeks...thanks for teaching me tt all gd things dun last...thanks for letting me noe tt not we shld not jump to conclusions...tt things cun be forced...tt opinions change...i've learnt a lot...thankx...i wish u gd luck and a happi life...but cum back soon kaes...dunch wan now derh u...

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today ms long kbkb me hairstyle....say wat warn me a lot of time liao i still like tt...if she take the time to remind me i shld take the time to change...blah blah blah....say until i so damn buay song...go fark lah...mr lim oso never complain u complain....


then right....tml is teachers dae leh....then right...think will be quite fun lah...got aces dae..then the actions damn stupid leh...budden i going back yzps after tt...budden i tink will be very boring lah...budden horh...can get to see a lot of ex classmate....i never buy any things for the teachers...never mind lah...bobian mah...i declare bankrupcy le... =pPppP


at least gerx got go band today...if not i going to scold her like siao liao... XPpPp


i realli very unsure bout this...i duno wat to say i duno wa to do...this seems totalli strange...i've never felt this wae b4...all the previous feelings are different...

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went cheeling's house to do IPW...tink accomplished quite a lot bah...


tink i owe u sumthing in my past life...so suay...everytime u go and spoil my things my happiness...wat isit u wan? y must u alwaes like this...



joel and weiming break le...i noe i m in no position to tok bout this...budden it's like...it's so sad...they 2 were the 2 most loving ppl i ever knew lorh...so sweet....then now gao dao like tt...wat happen...then joel blog say until so sad...plus the music summore...i read till i wanna cry le...she realli very poetic leh.



unsure bout my feelings bout u...dun ask me liao...if i m confused...how m i going to answer u...sumtyms tot i like u...then u will go and do or say sumthing tt will make me go rethink again...then i angri tt time u will keep apologising then make me feel so...u can dun like tt oredi not?



sumtyms tink N(T) ppl beta than express ppl...no matter wat they do how they plae...they dun backstab....tot he is a gd fwen will never backstab one....in the end he end up doing this kind of thing...feel so sorri for him...tot he can't be trusted liao...too bad gave in again...y did he do tt in the first place...gain attention?

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yesterdae very fun lah....played and played and played...budden i tink we all very bad...suppose to be fare well party then everybody play until so happi....din even noe when jin kai cried...


kellie they all went to PS to buy things mah....so we went mac sit sit wait for them first lorh...then tok tok ghost stories...then after tt went to eugene's house...damn mani ppl there liao...me and gerx sat awhile then we went look at fishes...the condo so damn big...not like my house....pathetic like siao...then right...we went back help eugene pour drinks...siaow one...pour all the different kind altogether...


me and gerx went swimming pool there tok tok....told her sum of my fellings and stuff..there so quiet...such a nice place to tok...after tt right...we went play water lah...then the guard scold us...sae we not suppose to go down like tt...then xinyun and napok they all still go and shout at him 'si botak....not happi isit' then i was like...he onli doing his job leh...then they all horh...he never cum go down he cum get up...like playing catching like tt...then after quarel wib him for very very long finally compromise sae we can go down for 20 mins...by then was like 9++ le...then when i got out i felt so damn cold lorh....my teeth was chattering lorh....then duno who still go and pour ice water on me...then went up to eugene's house to dry myself...then we went eugene bro room tok tok then bout 10+ went home liao...we still off the light and listen music...hahaha...qi fen so good...


eugene and deanna veri sweet lorh...they actualli wanna take pic together one...then was like...duno the camera spoil or wat...then eugene went look for another cam...budden veri late liao so we din wait....then we went home le...budden they so romantic until i so jealous sia...


he said he wanna tok...budden alwaes saw him wib his fwens derh...then they keep saying then i paiseh mah....so never realli tok lorh....actualli i oso wanna tok....see wat he will sae lorh....gerx keep saying he so damn shy and everything...got one time i went back take water saw him wib justin at the bbq pit there...then actualli wanna say things to him one...budden gerx came...then tt justin so disgusting...i duno whether he purposely one or wat...budden gerx say he purposely one....i taking the sausage lah...then he wok until behind me to reach over take duno what...then his front was totally touching the back of my body lorh....damn disgusted...summore not one time onli leh....3 times leh...pls lorh...at first i tot is accidental one....in the end i cannot tolerate liao i shout at him' justin u very er xin leh, u can go awae not'


hab to go do project later le...duno lah....slack slack slack until now must hurry like siao...dun even feel like doing le...

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today is a okok derh dae...went sch tok tok then go comp lab then go mac...


todae in mac right...we tok wib qi hao they all lah...tok bout ghost mah...then jia jie they all cum suggest we all try try call the ghost cum out...then right...everytime try 1/2 wae thru then luff luff luff...zhen shi de...then yong xiang still go and gao po huai...then qi hao right...everytime try till 1/2 wae suddenli scream...then he scream we tot he saw things then we oso scream...scare like hell...


gerx and da shu wanna quit band le...they all sae if they now kana get kick out they will damn happi derh...then i so disappointed in them lorh...gerx last time told me she say say for fun onli leh...then she say actuaali she still quite like band then will stae derh...budden now she going back on her words le...they wanna join media club...cuz they sae damn slack...budden i dun tink so lorh...i tink is they kana influenced...budden....haiz...they quit le then very wat le leh...


tml i going to jin kai's fare well party...though i onli toked to him once and dun realli noe him...go plae plae lah...duno lah...



at mac saw him...he wib 2 fwen...then they go home liao...he still wok around...gerx they all never see him...budden saw like he wok around then keep looking inside for bou 15 mins then he went off...duno whether he isit waiting for me...then after tt saw him...then he sae he going to fwen house so i wok wib gerx they all for a while then i go home le...budden at sch down there i saw him...then he pei me go home...duno lah...so luan u noe...then i reach my house le he still stand outside dun wanna go home like tt...make me not sure wat to do...

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today feel so sick...keep on feeling so faint...then right...cannot tahan liao still needa force...zhen shi de...


now right...am doing the 2pid menu thingy...spent 1 hour still haven finish one page...die liao lah...tonite no need slp le lah...


today the history test so damn freaking difficult...set so hard for wat...so wicked...wan us to fail isit...

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i feel like dying le...zhen me ban...i got headache + sore throat leh...then i think i gonna hab fever soon...cannot even swallow saliva...cannot tahan le lah...


wahkaoz...today maths lesson make me wanna die le...so damn sian...then kelvin keep putting deodorant on my hair...then right...he duno why ask us u tink u chio mah u tink u cute mah...then mr haw call on him leh...hahaha...so sianx during lesson


the science test sux the the core of my a$$...so damn difficult for what....i all never study then all duno lorh...at least after school is fun...me and cheeling actualli wanna do the menu thingy one...budden the lab cannot use then the library all book le...then we bobian then we wok around the school lorh...then saw germaine so we sat at the flag raising the porch down there see ncc...so nice...keep trying to make eugene and augustine luff...then after tt look at the rain wib luming they all...hahaha...very nice u noe..like carpet like tt...then aft tt go mac then we all tok to the yongxiang qi hao they all...they all gonna act guai leh...

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can understand y germaine is upset lah...if it's me i will oso be lorh...it's like...yeah...so long neber see...budden such a big thing how cum i duno...how cum i cannot find out from u urself...i hope i dun hab to go thru the same thing...it's so sad so heartbreaking lorh...summore they so close leh....feel so sorri for her...


today kanasai lah...kelvin go stick bubblegum plus deodorant on my hair...suay suay...then right...duno y horh...peijie say i like ao sheng...zhen shi de...i where got like him lorh...duno y lah...budden nvm...then she so poor thing...lao sai in class...then i still duno then i still go shout teacher very smelly leh...like sumone farted...so poor thing...pai seh lah....i din noe...


i duno whether i like u nia...dun ask le lah....u keep aksing i keep replying u not sian i sian liao...u keep asking i oso wun noe the ans...then u think u wat..answering machine nia...repeat to everybody...