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so damn sianx now...got nth to do...today quite fun...went library borrow books..then went swimming wib shujun...cuz ah ma say dont go library too long...swim tt tym we tok and tok and tok..she very wat lorh...say my life very sianx...budden it's true lah...she go out everydae...then so rich summore...=PppPpp aft we swim we went 7-eleven...bu shuang very nice to drink...then horh...she very boliao leh...keep saying she very fat must lose weight...summore she wanna lose 10 kg you mei you...summore she not fat lorh...is bodie got shape lorh...haiz...

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so long never blog le.cuz blog still spoil still canort post...then everytym copi paste then will cum out strange strange one...dont noe zhen me ban...me change blogskin lerh...change until i so damn xin ku...then today cum online so mani tyms...if uncle here sure scold like hell...now mood not bad any more le...that tym me strange strange one...me oso dont noe why...i got first in class leh...OMG...i carn believe it...make me worry so much...at least now my parents wurn scold me...budden my ah ma not happi wib my results...say history and maths how cum score so low...she the expectation too damn high le...next year everybodie still same class...haiz...me buy air ticket le...i 19 nov go ...at least like tt me wil be able to see the new instructor b4 i gogo for 3 to 4 weeks like tt...cuz going 2 other places as well...tuesdae got band prac...monday mayb going gerr house to do band banner...stae at home realli very sianx...

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now very bad mood…feel like crying…I oso dunno why…just very very restless then a bit sad sad one…so strange…nowadays cum online alwaes will end up a bit sad sad one…I don’t wat to like that….like that make me feel so weird…maybe I know the reason why I m feeling this way…I just don’t want to admit it…cause I thought it didn’t matter…but it did…feel a lot better aft writing out…


yesterday went out wib yanling till 9++…very fun….

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today went china town...though little india tt trip nicer...budden very fun oso...budden horh...onli went one place onli...so ke xi..it was so stoopid lorh...we tried to figure out one stick was wat then when we realise is snake we all scream like hell...hahaha...then aft tt fiona looked at the hotel model then cok her head against the glass then she scream then i tot she got sucked into it or sumthing...then i scream oso...hahaha...then aft tt we went to the kitchen heard the wok frying things then got baby cry then i say they frying the baby...then napok and edmund scream...hahaha...then the toilet got shit summore...


this morning very suey...cuz ms loo and mr lim and mrs seah cum spotcheck us again...summore everytym is onli check the front ppl then we all so suey...then cheeling and weiting fold skirt got scolded...wahkao...tt mr lim shout until so loud...how dare u blah blah blah...then summore english so boring...must do the white ribbon thingy...then CIP leader not even sure whether needa do all then last 5 mins then say need then we all rush like siao...then bring PE shirt for nth...no handball oso...so wasted...summore maths got hmwk lorh...wat kind of bullshit is this...aft exam le still must do hmwk...then tml onli got 2 period one of them is maths...suey arh suey arh...then everybody noe their position liao..onli our class dunno....


yesterday he asked me two question then he say dun ask him why he ask...then i din ask lorh...dunno why he ask me isit i like him...i mean...like...isit possible lorh...use ur leg use ur toe to think oso noe not possible right..summore he just my godbrother lorh...then dunno why he ask me dunno why he got tt impression...summore tt one is the 2nd tym he ask me liao leh...


dunno wat happen to him...summore not first tym liao...tt tym oso same thing happen then i wrote sumthing in my blog budden not bout him one...budden he tot is him then he say sorrie...then dunno why he yesterday say wat this few days dun tok cuz if not will get irritated...wat kind of shit is this lorh...then is like...wat happened lorh...last tym is like we tok bout almost everything one leh...now leh...dun even tok lerh...fine lorh...since he dun wanna tell me then i oso dun ask too much....he dun even understand me then everytym little bit things will ask isit i angrie...


dun think germaine will go band le....cuz horh...we all change instructor wat...then mr goh say he taking back all the saxophone...then gerrx gold saxophone is his one...even the not so good silver colour one is his one...then now onli left sum gold one and sum very very pathetic derh a lot of rust one...then i not even sure whether my gold one he got take back not...budden tt one shld b the school one horh...hope me need not change back lah...cuz so damn er xin lorh tt one...if change then i realli dun wanna go band le...budden heard ger say today they all go complain to ms loo bout the cca thingy when she went to their class...say wat may as well cancel band then make a lot more other cca like netball and bball....but i heard le i was like...hey...yeah...i agree must hab more cca...but realli lorh...wat school no band no bball one...then why u all dislike band so much...u all made the choice u noe...nobody forced you...budden if gerr never go band horh...then i so ke lian...whole saxophone onli i one person onli then i dun wan...

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today our class scolded by ms tan...she very wat lorh....we all oso not making a lot of noise...then she cum in and scold then confiscate a lot of things...then ask us to read budden she confiscated the magazine and one library book...oso dunno for wat...then ppl's wallet and neoprint she oso wanna confiscate...


wat shit is this lorh...aft exam liao still must bring textbk...summore maths so sianx...luckily tml during eng we habing sports...summore mr wong sureli teach nicer than mr keong...today during pe we play net ball leh...then horh...quite fun lah...cuz once we all start playin we heck care all the rules liao...then horh...we all everywhere oso run...like play captain ball like tt...the total defence thingy very lame lah...budden tt 1t1 boi answer until very kewt...


actualli we all supposed to go back band take band foto one...budden gerx keep saying dun go dun go if not later go kovan tt tym will very late liao wateva shit then i never go le lorh...then horh...went home put bag tt tym wok back liao hai yao take the long wae...cuz band they all still falling in then if they see me i sureli must go one...then now i feel so guilty le lorh..actualli although band sian le yi dian...ma fan le yi dian...bu hao wan le yi dian...tiring le yi dian...band oso not tt bad wat....at least u got sumthing to do...then y so mani ppl dun like band...then stil wanna quit summore...haiz...haiyah...i jue ding le...next tym practise must go...hahaha...

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wahkao...yesterday nite had a damn strange dream...bout arrow-shooting in my house...dream until i so lei...haiz...then so late then wake up...7am leh...then i freak out like siao...then faster rush...budden reach school le onli 7.15 onli...hai wo neva eat breakfast jiu lai le...then mrs seah today spot-check our class again...so suey...my hair so damn neat le she still say wat cannort...then aft tt is science period lah...then we all group into 1 2pid grp to do wat project wat shit...then me wib dennis trinity they all...so suey lorh...then do the topic i dun even understand...wat antibiotics....chinese tt time ms lie say a lot of stories and everything...then very nice one...then tok bout her last tym the sch graduation is how one...so envious lorh...zhss like shit like tt...then me and cheeling toked bout last tym yangzheng...duno why tok again...then is like ig e6 got gathering oso duno wat to do...not like 6g we will play and everything...then ace period tt tym went hall watch wat stoopid shit...so sianx...


so sadded...my lit onli got 72 leh...then history onli got 69...budden counted not bad alreadi lah...my class a lot of ppl next year canort take higher chinese le...dunno whether will change class not...anewae not much difference oso...

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tt 2pid germaine...keep threatening me...hmphf...=PppPp...zhu ta zao si zao hao....=D...juz kiding lah...


i can go commit suicide le lah...my maths and chinese compo and history bareli passed leh...my maths onli get 64 leh...then my compo onli get 28/50...then my science horh...although haven get back souce based yet...budden alreadi so low..56/85...then my home econs oso 56...haiz....can die le lah...i dun even noe how to break the news to my ah ma lorh...budden heck care le lah...when i got back the marks tt time i so damn bad mood lorh...then tt 2pid napok still keep saying i curse u ur chinese get low low marks...i sure win u one...say until i so buay song...budden oso canort blame anybodie...cuz is i ownself never studie hard...


today so heng i tie my hair...although it's very very er xin...budden today got spotcheck leh...heng arh heng arh...1e4 so unlucky...got tt tigress teacher...then short short oso needa cut even shorter...then see sum ob them cri...then we all is mrs seah lah...she never even touch the scissors leh...cuz is her period then she wanna gib out maths paper...=PppPp...

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today got sch sia...so damn tired...cuz yesterday went out....then slp until 6.45 then wake up...so sianx lorh...chinese haven get back yet budden i -20+ marks le leh....so suey...how cum like tt one...budden heng my science not tt bad...hahaha....got improvement summore leh...i gt 86.5 leh....so happi...then my yin yong wen got 18...hahaha...cuz i wrote one very meaningful derh sentence...life is a mirror...however you look at it..it looks back at you in the same way...din get back maths...cuz 2nd last period mr lim came up then saw us making a lot of noise...then make us stand outside general office until school end...so damn sick leh...stand until my back wan to break...even worse than having marching in band...cuz at least u get to move...mr lim keep popping out once in a while then see us move then make us stand summore...summore i so innocent lorh...i reading bk leh....cuz napok borrowed one storybk like quite nice like tt then i borrow mah...budden nvm lah...my class must you nan tong tang...


my class now very not united leh...so mani quarrels...then i think summore all started because of sumthing small...now is like...bois split girls split...then hate here hate there...then summore today huiting and renee shout at each other in class...then huiting was like...telling me bout it lorh...then it's like..all started because of napok they all...if quarrel shld be girls against bois...budden now is girls and girl quarrel then bois sruck in the midde like tt...duno lah...actualli i m in no position to comment...cuz i not involve in the whole thing...budden a lot of ppl taking sides now...i dun wan my class like tt...why cant everybody just happily be in one class together...now is onli sec 1 leh....next year we all atill same class leh...make until everybody derh relationship so strain next year still same clas will not eel awkward meh...


yesterday is last day of exam...went orchard wib weiting cheeling ling ling and rachel...we all go there liao onli 9.30 lik ett lorh...then almost all the shops closed...then we went buy movie ticket liao then went long john....white chicks realli damn nice leh...luff like siao...then ling2 so ke lian...cuz i keep grabbing her arm i oso dunno why...cathay cinema damn good...onli one advertisement then movie start liao...then aft movie saw my church fwen...so paiseh...cuz long long time never go le....then aft tt we went wok wok arnd then went heeren then went to far east...so tiring sia...

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change template le...change song oso...now is twins one...


yesterday i so damn irritated...cuz my grandma keep nag and nag and nag...everything oso nag...she not happi i oso not happi...then summore i got terrible headache...then she still crap and crap and crap...i so farked up wib her...i go slp she oso buay song...then keep 'muttering' very loudly...she very wat lorh...then i shout at her she shout back...then today oso...never tok to her for almost the whole morning...then tok already u noe wat's the first sentence she say...u got 7 fone calls this morning...u more busy than the president isit...tok on the fone tok and tok and tok...then aft tt i tell her i go out she oso buay song...wat's her problem...i at her she dulan...then keep like picking a fight like tt...say and say and say...like she kan bi bu shuang like tt....then i go out she oso bu shuang...fark lah...then aft tt i din even feel like quarelling wib her...then i keep quiet...then i keep quiet she tot is real theh she scold summore summore...then like...suddenli sumthing snapped i canort take it liao...then i went toilet and cry...then aft tt i use comp write down everything...then use comp 1/2 way wallace called...budden din feel like toking so hang up lorh...then aft use comp liao felt a lot beta...then napok call say wat he at amaranda gardens ask me go see....hahaha...so lame...then shout downstairs he shout up...


i hate muy life...everything so messed up...then hab to bear wib my ah ma all the time...she think she so great...she think tt she cares so much for me...pls lah...i dun appreciate it lorh...everytym onli noe how to say i do so much for u i do so much for u...then mentalli leh...u scold me everyday oso wat...everytym say i san ba...i san ba u more san ba lorh...everytym in front of ppl act act then turn ur back onli will tok bad about other ppl...like my neightbour like tt...in front of him say his son very cute then keep playing wib him...then they go home liao then she will say so damn fat so irritating etc etc...still say what she christian...never see a christian like her...everytym listen my relative tok bad about me cum back will tell me THEY say this this this...but i noe deep down she believed it...always act like she got my best interest at heart...pls lah...stop acting lah...not even real...my parents oso...everytym try to make me feel guilty try to make me feel sorrie for them...like if they like tt i will work harder...i hate it lorh...they say they very stressed etc etc...i oso very stressed wat...i stressed i dont say out onli...everytym say wat i very brave i big girl must b brave liao....go eat shit lah...

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WOAH!!!!!! today the chinese paper so damn difficult...wan us to die arh...like tt next year dun need take higher chinese le lah...like tt how to get top 3...dun get top 3 sure get scolded one leh...aiyah...all the teacher who set the paper go and die lah...budden now the chinese paper finish le finalli can relax le...then now dun need feel so stressed out...hahaha....today can play le...


ruipeng keep calling go sentosa...then he wan go on tuesdae...budden horh...shujun haven finish her exam yet...so we all canort go...so i tell her horh...mayb next next monday then go...must go ask ruipeng first...my class like gonna hab end of year celebration...then like they all deciding whether shld rent chalet or just go there play play then go bbq...budden everybody say if can stay overnite beta...cuz more fun mah....budden horh...rent chalet now very late le leh...then summore if rent must rent big big one if not so mani ppl how to squeeze...tt's what huiting say lah...budden horh...tt time hui2 derh chalet oso quite small...budden we like 10++ 20 ppl oso can squeeze inside...then so fun nia...cuz very cosy mah...then keep telling sicko joke...then went bowling oso...holiday must go find tatcha...cuz so long never see her le...like horh...aft 4 years then beginning of this year then finalli got back in touch...then now so mani months never tok le...scarli she change fone again how...then so bad christine they all went back le...then oso dunno what happen to sarayut...still canort believe he becum so bad...last tym he so damn guai one lorh...like me like tt...=PppPp...then hear mrs ....er....forgot le...nvm...hear my teacher say he now very naughty i tot is just those kind of very playful derh naughty...who noes he will turn out like tt one...budden i still wanna see him again lah...cuz like...5 years never see him le leh...then what ever it is he still my last time the best fwen wat...


yesterday nite had a very very strange the dream...is so strange lorh...budden no meaning one...is horh...i dream i got one kor...budden real life i dun hab...den he is the commander of the submarine...then the submarine is like cruise ship like tt...then got a lot of ppl on it one...then i met one ang mor...then he not those yellow colour hair one...is those dark brown one...then horh...i fell in lurbbe wib him...then he is those flirt flirt those kind...then my kor wan to kill him...then hang him upside down from the helicopter and dip his head inside the sea...so er xin right...then i very angri wib my kor...then got one tym forgot wat happen le...like got enemy attack or sumthing...then he stop the bomb or sumthing like tt...then he going to die le...then i tot is my kor make one...then i quarel wib him...budden in the end i found out is not...then i cry and cry and cry...the dream so strange...hahaha...then remind me when i yound tt time i keep dreaming got dragon cum and kidnap my maamee and dadee...then i must go fight wib it...then go eat the bai fen summore...then in the end i die...budden b4 i die i kill the bad ppl oso...how cum i alwaes had so strange the dream one...

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me now in germaine house....just now we went library...then she very fan leh...she dun let me read book...then she say she wanna studie budden never studie one...then she horh...got meteor garden the vcd le...still go and watch tv one...so lame right...then aft go library went to eat...cuz my grandma not feeling well never even cook lunch...then she keep see see see me until i dun even dare go take money...then still hab to borrow from gerr...then aft tt went her house actualli wanna eat one...cuz i still very hungri...=PppPp...budden her mother very bad mood then now using comp instead...


how cum today so mani ppl bad mood...my ah ma oso bad mood then keep scolding me...budden kan zai ta shen bing de fen shang...herh...dun quarel wib her...

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today kao maths...then horh...i never even studie at all...spend the whole day reading story bk then in the end found out the ending very lame...*regrets*...then horh...last night slp veri earli le...9.30 then slp liao...budden today horh...wahkao...8.55 then wake up...then i panic like siao...cuz 9.15 hab to be in class mah...then faster change then went school liao...go there tt time almost everybody in class le...then the paper so damn difficult...paper 1 i having even do finish...then summore a lot of question dunno how to do...then paper 2 is slightly beta lah...buden ye hao bu dao na li qu...cuz all the wat 2x^2 all tt dunno wat they toking...then summore keep hearing ppl hp ring...luckily their bag outside then not obvious...then teacher also never ask...dunno is whose one...so heng...


wednesday the CME paper until 8.45...then where got ppl so earli go orchard one...then summore i ask weiting they all can try dun spend more thn $20 not...they never even hesitate then tell me bu ke neng de...woah...i holiday no need go out le lah...


so mani ppl holiday going overseas...everybody...must rmb bring me present kaes...=PppPp...tml is weekend...then can relax le...everybody jia you orh...still got two more paper then we free le...

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yesterday so damn wat lorh…exam lit mah…then tot woah…at least sumthing I noe…then in the end horh…wahkao…stomach cramp like siao…then pain until I canort even write…then in the end onli concentrate do question 1 and 3…then 2 and 4 anyhow do…then aft tt meet germaine then decided cum my house do art…then I went central bookstore she went home…then saw * ahem * then he wok me home…then aft tt play wib the two kitten…then germaine came then do art then went swimming…then aft tt she went home liao then my grandma kao bei kao bei…then we quarrel lorh…then aft tt she cum back from church tt time quarrel again…cuz she say why I watch tv then wait until so late then do…then the light shine she canort slp…then I ask her close room door she oso dun wan…


then today horh…is art and home econs…art quite fun lah….cuz in hall mah...then I do finish le then look around…then me and xinyun so boliao…look at each other onli then luff…then aft tt look at terence then he scratching his head…then look at warren then he shake his head…then look and look and look…then aft the exam they all pass one ruler arnd and arnd…then so boliao budden so fun…buddn home econs so damn difficult…all the fill in the blanks one I duno…then sit there waste time…cum home liao nth to do oso…in the end read story bk neva study maths at all…then my grandma kao bei again then dunch even let me watch tv…where got this kind of dao li one…exam da bu liao isit…then now I so buay song wib her…


tml going out wib gerx…weiting they all say Wednesday wanna had aft exam celebration then say go cineleisure…then I think very waste money leh…=PppPp…if weiting see this she sure scold me derh…budden horh…go taka eat le then go watch movie then take neoprint…woah…just listening to this words make me think of all the money I hab to use…

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feeling so restless now...today the science paper so so damn difficult...then i dun even noe what they asking at all...how to answer lah...then yesterday the history oso so damn difficult for wat...like want to show off they noe a lot like tt...zhen shi de...then aft tt me and germaine went opposite eat cup noodle...then now still so hungry...then aft tt she wanna go kovan then i dun wan...cuz no cash mah...if not still needa ask my ah ma for money...then she keep saying i alwaes dun give in to her....hahaha...so lame right...yesterday dreamt two times leh...then summore the 2 dreams almost similar one...now i feeling so sianx...hope exam faster faster over...then can play le...if not now the days is not ren guo de ri zi...canort watch tv canort use comp canort tok on fone...budden after exam jiu ke yi le...=PppPp...must look on the bright side of life...dunno why my aunty alwaes like to show off her son in rosyth...like very good like tt...so wat lorh...yesterday she cum stay over tt time keep saying last time yangzheng dun have so mani compo to write horh...his school arh...every week oso got compo one leh...i never teach him then his teacher still everytym say his compo write until very good...then so damn troublesum leh...they cum stay overnite then will make so much noise...then yesterday i so damn tired...hmphf...tonite me going use comp...i heck care le...mei you comp de ri zi zhen tong ku...

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today me and shujun toked a lot of thingy…actually now thinking back…yangzheng not as bad as I tot…and zhonghua oso not as good as I tot…at least got shujun got grace…got Andrew got ivan…got jiajian got hao jun…then now in zhonghua leh…such a sucky place to be…can frankly say no best fwen in my class…my class sux…they dun even understand me….joke joke onli then will take it for real…where got ppl so like tt one…then got prob oso no one to tell to in my class…such a sucky place lorh…then so not united summore…not like last time we all do everything together…then now leh…one group one group derh…last time tot sec sch will be very fun…now then noe I so damn wrong…shi qu le de dong xi yong yuan shi zui hao de…yin wei hui yi hui ba ta mei hua…now feel a bit sick le…like gonna fever like tt…tml still must exam…