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Monday, February 28, 2005
`chenyingg says: ms long totally spoil my day lor... she thisass hole idiot.. just cuz i say weather very hot.. she say i bytching arnd then say i complain.. then scold me cuz of tt leh.. so bad right... then she wan give medemerit point summore lorr.. she idiot de leh.. last yr scold me cuz of my hair... then today scold me cuz of this sto0pid thingy.. grr... carn stand her... think i shdnt like him cuz like caused a lot of trouble.. then cuz so much misery.. no la.. not realli to me.. heex... but like a lot of things cum up cuz of this lorr... then is like horr.. realli dun noe him well leh.. then like tt will very strange.. dun even noe wat he think of me oso.. then summore horr.. nv see him ferr so long then a bit numb liao.. tt kind of feeling oso dun hab liao.. so like i was saying lorr.. this kind of thing at this kind of age surely will not last de ma.. heex... then still got horr... sum thing happened lorr.. then i dunno whether things will change cuz of it.. dun wanna say it out here.. thoughsuppose to b bout my feelings.. but scared too mani ppl see tt's y... heex.. i noe can liao.. but if cuz of tt things change i will think he realli shallow.. then i will think i mis-see ppl de... =(
Sunday, February 27, 2005
`chenyingg says: today quite ok lah... went do project till like 5.. summore i went at 10 in the morning lorr... then we crap here crap there... but at least managed to get it done... most of it lah... quite an achievement le... lolx... today sms quite a lot oso.. sms until weiting buay song le.. but duno why oso.. everytym wib them then damn mani sms de... heex... sorry lah... finally learnt how to use adobe imageready le... quite nice lah.. too bad i dun hab it on my comp... if not then can use le.. my uncle kipp getting on my nerve.. hope he faster go back... comp dun let me use.. digital cam dun wan let me.. bleahs... dun like him....
Saturday, February 26, 2005
`chenyingg says: today was ok bah... went library wib shujun... then we revise a bit... no lah... is she revise i read story bk... then we went walk around amk.. was quite sianx lah... cuz nth much to do... she wanna watch movie de... but in the end we never watch... wahkao... i think i damn sei.. today use fone use until card left 30 cents... so smart horr... actualli got arnd 5 dollar inside de lorr... luckily i not everyday use like tt... if not sure die de...
Friday, February 25, 2005
`chenyingg says weex.. yesterday was ok bah... met gerr at 1.30... can u believe it... supposedly we meet at 3.30.. then kipp movingg the tym forward... think we damn lame... went mac eat for very long... 3.30 jiu eat dinner liao... then aft tt went back to school to prepare ferr the rehearsal thingy... tt sto0pid timothy damn wat leh... kipp saying me... i where got scold him lorr... then say i scold him... hu ask him waste my tymm... dun wanna help me repair my instrument... haha... yujia is so nice... mwacks... lolx... she let us design the next section t-shirt leh... lolx... mayb cuz me n gerr kipp saying the current one is not nice... the we think finish liao.. yujia ask us draw out let her see... but we dun wan t-shirt... we wan polo shirt... actualli wan black de polo shirt one.. but a lot of ppl using black ferr section t-shirt le.. so mayb now we using baby blue.. cuz canort take pink cuz of melvin... lolx... yesterday melvin damn funni... think he mix with peilin too much tt's y... haha... he say until so damn funni i luff like mad... later going library... meyb trying to meet gerr they all... gotta revise liao... if not then die oredi... *think mayb she a bit angri wib me bah.. cuz if is me i will oso a bit buay song... but i hope she not angry bah if not then a lot of prob cuming out liao... think i oso shld noe sum limits bah... nvm lah let tymm decide... ms lie sent another letter to my parents leh... shldnt hab given her the addy in the first place... hmphf...
Thursday, February 24, 2005
.ying. tt sto0pid germaine.... go n change bloggy url again... so troublesum one... then hab to kipp changing cuz of her... tml got band rehearsal at S.C.H hall... but shld b meeting gerr quite earli bah... cuz we wanna go play with the sec 1s... hahaha... no la...is onli me wan to play... cuz i childish ma... heex... but canort blame me lorr... gotta live with them for the next 3 years... so must noe whether they nice or not ma... tml is until 10pm leh... so sucklish right... then like tt go home so late... saturday sure die one... gonna have common test already... hate it lorr... is like... just got back the papers... n u hab test again... aneway... i saturday going library to revise... then do sum research on tt science thingy oso... mafan leh... waste my tym... but i think now i very gud gurl le.. hees... cuz horr... i do all my maths hmwk myself!!! haha... then at least i understand the whole of chapter 5... even though may not rmb... but at least beta le right... ok... i dun noe wat i crappin bout le... dun crap le... haha...stop here bah...
Tuesday, February 22, 2005
.ying. wan euu to be my shrek not my princce charminn.. wan euu to be my plain shrek... n just mine.. wan u to like me for me.. n me to like euu for euu... be shrek... so we can lead a happi life.. together.. n foreva... dun wan u to be prince charminn... to b so perfect in everything... to b faultless.. to b so perfect.. u being perfect would mean me being insecure.. pathetic right... but i dun wan euu to be in the spotlight all the tym... i just want us to enjoy our tym together... alone...
Sunday, February 20, 2005
.ying. think my life is one piece of sucky shit... i hate myy life... i hate my family... everything is my fault... when sumthing goes wrong... surely i m at fault... then they can angry with me i carn angry with them... when i do wrong thing... i get scolded... when other ppl do wrong thing... is becuz they got my best intention at heart... wat kind of fcuking shit is this... i m so damn fed up with everything... i wish i had a different life... a life totally different from now... i wish things will change... dont wanna be sorry bout my life... but tt's just the way it is.. i dont wanna go back to the old days... today kip thinking bout it... think my life now very sucklish... but at least i dont do tt kind of sto0pid things anymore... or do i ???
Monday, February 14, 2005
`chenyingg says: today is valentines day... happi valentines day... to everyone out there... single or attached... married or divorced... chio or ugli or shuai... sad or happi or angry... hahaha... me being lame... but me horr... spend valentines day wib gerr... woking arnd serangoon... sianx horr... cuz me bo hubby mah... bleahs... today is an okok day... no biggie... no smallie... normal normal lorr... then now i needa buck up liao... all my maths hmwk i do myselff... althoughh a lott dun understandd one.. budden at least i noe where i weakk mah.. got backk lit and geogg de paper le... lit = 12/20 geog = 19 1/2 upon 25 so lan right... can die le lah... shawn like so crazy over herr... but he say is onli cuz she chio... realli mahh... wink wink... hahaha... think he crap a lot oso... hahaha... no offence lah... like tt oso quite gud lahh... at least got another crapperr besides me. he damn bad oso lorr... cannort say why... later he *hoot* me... hahaha... but he realli very bad leh... dun care him liao... saturday i going out wib yunjie fiona n chin hao... te ren say he try to go... unless his parents dun allow... at least tt's wat i think his sms meant lah... not too sure... cuz his sms too chim liao... then i sms him he nv reply yet... realli looking forward to it leh... cuz watching constantine!!! but horr.. in the morn i got syf rehearsal.. so will b damn rush...cuz i like onli got half hour to rush home change n rush to the mrt station can die one lorr...
Saturday, February 12, 2005
.ying. my mama scold me like hell leh... i mean... wat's the fuss lorr... it's just 1 puny hole in my ear right... n i'm not the onli one... aneway... she wants me to close back... mayb i'll close the 2nd one bah...not sure... dun think bout it now... i still got newspaper article n assessment haven do.. n i dont feel like doing... think i just have a rotten life... is hmwk aft hmwk... but at least heng nv grounded... just tt must take note dun go out so often le... heng sia heng sia... aneway... must say sorri to my mama... cuz i make her angry... then make her sad... sorry... i'm sorry...
.ying. i m so dead... my ahma is scolding me like mad... cuz she found out tt i pierced my ear... n she's threatening to tell my mother... oh my gosh... wat did i do to deserve this... i can just imagine my mother's reaction... i'm gonna be so dead... i want to die le lah... she's scolding n scolding n scoldin... then the worst thing is... i feel so guilty u noe... but i dun realli think there is sumthing to b guilty about... but i feel so bad u noe... like a kid caught trying to steal cookies... arrhhh... i canort tahan this feeling... then i m so worried tt my ahma will cut my allowance.. n ground me.. if like tt then i canort go out le leh.. wahkao... this totally sux... i dont wanna b grounded... i cant believe this is happening...
Thursday, February 10, 2005
.ying.
gosh... this sux... staying home n doing hmwk during new year.. this gotta be the worst thing ever... but i just cant bring myself to go out of the house... i think tt chu xi was already a disaster... made my mood damn bad... if not for the angpows i would freak out... naw is like... i'm alone at home... i dont feel like cooking... i have nothing to eat... i'm so damn hungry i can freak... n there's the tons of homework.. haiz... n my ear is bleeding... can euu believe this... it's bleeding n it's red n swollen... y is this happening to me... aaarrrhhh... n i got this sicklish feeling wantin to b angry wib him.. but it's like... there's nth to be angry bout... we r just fwens... or not even fwens cuz i dont even really noe him.. so i shldnt feel so frustrated... when he's not replying my sms... my instant msgs... my emails... cant he just reply... it's not like it's taking a lot of his tym u noe... right... last night was a disaster... i had to cook my own dinner cuz my ahma went out.. n i put too much salt in the noodle... cuz i wasnt able to find the soya sauce... so i made do wib salt... aft i eat... i found the soya sauce... n i messed up the whole kitchen... i'm soooo not a shu nu.... watched tv till late last nite... couldnt slp... then when i finally went to slp... i was awoken again... i think i m gonna break down... i m so damn stressed... i haven even gotten my ahma to sign my chinese and maths paper... i can just imagine wat she is gonna say... i m gonna b so dead....
Tuesday, February 08, 2005
.ying.
omg... think yesterday eat too much seafood le.. ear now got infection again... think yesterday was ok... i got perform for the concert in zhss... budden damn wat lorr.. so damn jin zhang... then was shaking lyk mad on stage... hahaha... aft tt went back to yzps wib cheeling ruipeng they all... not fun one lorr.. so little ppl go back onli... mostly all guys... then they all play bball... then girls onli got like... me liying huihui cheeling n jiani they all this few... then so damn sianz... so i kept smsing ppl... hees... damn waste sms leh... but nvm lah... we went to mac to eat... then aft tt go playground play... got one small kid damn wat one ... think he interested in joanne... ahahhaa... he kept pestering her ... then he hug her summore leh... then jiajian they all keep saying he got qian tu... in geylang... hahahaha... ok...lame... then aft tt went home then bathe then watch tv... then went aunty house eat reunion dinner... then sms te ren... haha... then aft tt went play catching... sianx lorr... then now i back home le... nth to do...
Monday, February 07, 2005
,ying
.ying.
omg...my acc kana hacked again so tired of it liao lorr... wish whoever tt person is will just stop it... hack hack hack very fun meh? he think fun i dont think fun lorr... life sux... did u noe tt life sux... m so tired of it le... i feel like breaking down... i feel so out of place... like somehow i just dont belong... n no one understands me... hahaha... dont lame liao... but i really think my my life sux a hell lot... it's so not going my way... everything turns out to b the exact opposite of how i want it... haiz... i kinda wish i had sumone else life... but i guess everyone has their own problems... today morning is damn bad day... afternoon quite ok le... morn tt tym damn pissed off... so damn angry wib them... then canort even show it.. then like... all this sto0pid emotions running thru me... feel so sick of it.. then when gerr ask me stay back wait for her... i like gonna explode like tt... this few days always like tt leh cant stand it lorr... dont even noe y... budden when went out of sch tt tym saw jiajian... then woked home wib him... then like we all tok tok a bit then i not so wat liao.. then aft tt calmed down a lot... must realli thank him... alwaes like councellor to me like tt... free-of-charge... budden mayb his face v.guai lan... hees... aft tt went out wib gerr... then met yanling... then pei her wait for him... hahaha... then we sit behind them and observe them leh... so fun... then aft tt he saw us then we went cc... then went home aft tt... jingkai called me twice... later i calling him back... he abit ma fan leh... hahaha tml is cny reunion dinner le... angpows.... hahaha
Sunday, February 06, 2005
.ying.
er infection not so serious le... at least nv red... nv swollen... nv hard hard... never ooze the yellowish thingy out... nv pain le... hees... so happi... just now went swimming wib shujun... swim for 2 hours leh... budden not realli swim lah... is laze arnd crapping... told her bout the te ren de letter she luff until mad... not even funni lorr... lolz... siao za bor... then aft tt went wib her to central... then since she on diet... we went to eat at N&B... budden the food there a bit sicklish.. too healthy n soya bean-ish le... then aft tt we went to yzps... so diu nian u noe... cuz we went in then we not supposed to... then got this guy form scouts.. kip looking at us then when we wok past he like wanna ask wat we doing there.. so he kip 'hello...excuse me...' budden we heck care him leh... hahaha... then went home kana scolde d by my ahma... cuz she saw me sitting at bus stop. then she say i wasting tym.. then she scold scold scold... nag nag nag... tok tok tok... crap crap crap... budden i tahan her leh... c... i so good right... cuz today is be-kind-to-ahmas-day... hahaha... woah... summore i today dman guai lorr.. i do finish ALL of my hmwk le leh... ALL leh... including maths n science leh... budden got a few blanks here n there lah... but this proves sumthing... I M HARDWORKING... hahaha... kaes la... dont crap le... stop here bah...
Saturday, February 05, 2005
.ying.
now kidda wanna cut short my hair... mayb not now bah... mayb one or two months later... last nite kip thinking whether shld cut or not... in the end fell asleep liao... now so sianx lorr... still got so damn much hmwk haven do yet.. then dont even hab the mood to do... tml got science test... must revise... arhh... i need sumthing to do... i need motivation... this totally sux u noe...
.ying.
die le lah...my left ear infection leh...think is cuz of my second ear hole...now all red and swollen and hard leh...then a bit painful oso...so yucky...anyway...i took out the ear stud from yellow le...tml then can take out one actually...but heck care lah...then yellow tt ear stick so thin oso..make my hole now so small...poke in then canort cum out... today at home so sianx...neber go out at all...then the weather so damn hot...went swimming for awhile then went home le...cuz nobody pei me then dont hab the motivation to do things...then sms teren he oso bo reply...so bad right...then tok to fiona a bit then she say dont care him too much le lah...aiyah...i oso think so lor...where got this kind of ppl one...then now he online oso...then nv even reply my msg... jonathan yesterday tell me his bday 17 feb...y feb so mani ppl bday...so bad sia...anyway...me and him oso not tt close...just cuz of *ahem ahem* then must gib arr...then now make until so mani ppl noe then i so paiseh lorr...esp tt sto0pid jason...everytym c me make tt kind of face... tuesday think i going back yzps for a while bah...cuz not much ppl going back...just go back see see awhile then get sum ppl's hp no then go home le...must reach home by 2...cuz aunty cuming then we going hougang tt aunty house together...so ma fan right...go there eat dinner...may as well dont go...budden got ang bao...hahaha...my onli motivation...think this few days got meno pause...very short=tempered then always no energy like tt...
Friday, February 04, 2005
.ying.
so long never blog liao...then now waiting for the msn thingy to dl finish...so just cum n blog blog awhile...i hope it dont hang half way... chinese lesson we all each needa write one letter to a person in st joseph...then my one name is terence...finally got his email and hp no le...then his eng like so perfect like tt...budden kidda disappointed u noe... =X cuz he like those kind dont wanna reply sms one...mayb is i think too much le bah...budden kinf of envy fiox...she like so luckie like tt...so close one...nvm lah...dont think bout tt le... yesterday was like so damn embarrasing lorr...i could just drop dead...i wish i could just disappear u now...wont tok bout wat happen lah...cuz dont wanna go thru it again...then summore ulric they all all there lorr... all my test can die le lah...so mani common test then i all do until so lousy...is like maths i all dont noe how to do...then ms see go tell ms lie i copy u noe...then i nv even copy lorr...i just tok to weijian onli...so bad right...then chinese i all the fill in the words dont noe...just lost lyk 15 marks already...not counting the compre and everything...this totally sux...bo bian lah...who ask me alwaes never work hard...next tym buck up bah... |