`chenyingg says:

today was great..
lols..
nothing much happened..
but at least i didnt have any mood swings..
yesterday blog spoil leh..
then actually wanna post a lot of thingy de..
but now bo mood le..
lols..

tried to change my blog layout..
lols..
generally ok la..
but got some PROBLEMS!!
lols..
anyway..
ask gerr help me out le..
so i'm going offline le..
lols..

`chenyingg says:

erm..today nth much ba..
talked a lot..
then in the edn ended up under hdb block with gerr..
lame right..
was thinking bout wat sebastian said..
cuz was toking to gerr bout is oso..
he say we needed find a best fren that truly understand us..
but wat if we like..
dun wan to be totally understood..
if not why must we put up this wall around ourselves..
why must we try to be someone that we are not..
why must we try to please others..
if we got someone who totally understands u..
isnt it worse..
like u r being seen thru like tt..


wanna say something here..
so tt person pls listen up horr..
please..please..
stop butting into my life..
and wanting me to thank u for it..
i dun appreciate it ok.
i noe u got good intentions watsoever.
but i dont care.
u are just messing up my life.
giving me unnecessary stress..
cant u just go find something else to do.
cant u just like..
find someone else to care about..

`chenyingg says:

yupp..
we lost our debate..
as expected..
lols..
chu jun so damn pro leh..
so fierce oso..
lols..
luming u rox k..
lols..
thanks ferr the ice cream..
gerr..
euu needa cheer up..
big time..
lols..
heys..
dont let him direct ur life..
just forget about him..
if u cant..
well..
treasure the nine months n hope everything turn out fine..
lols..

`chenyingg says:

i m letting go le..
think no use trying to hold on to it..
it's just too hard..
i dont even noe wat i m suppose to do anymore..
so yupp..
let's just be frens..

shawn..yanling..gerr..
i'm ok..
seriously..
lols..
dont make it sound so bad leh..
not like i gonna do anything oso..
lols..
yupp..
shawn..
ur blog i help u do le..
but is anyhow de..
lols..
i noe damn ugli la..
but no time so anyhow do first lorr..
got time then help u change la..

think later going swimming..
with leyi they all..
gerr..enjoy urself lah k..
dont think too much..
everything will turn out fine de..
anyway u say he say if he dun wan go can dun go le ma..

`chenyingg says:

ppl..
go watch eye 10..
it's so damn nice..
so funny lorr..
lols..
then abit scary oso..
yanling damn funny..
squeeze my hand until so pain..
lols..

to those ppl asking right..
yupp..
nth happened..
we r just gonna b frens k..
u wan detail u ownself come ask me..
lols..

gerr..
dont b so sad la..
he leaving u oso cant do anything ma..
just treasure watever is left now lorr..
cheer up kaes..

shawn..
jie will support u de la..
must go tell her soon soon kaes..
hope u all will kai hua jie guo..
lols..
then horr..
dont so naggy la..
will do blog for u de la..

`chenyingg says:

=(
me so poor thing horr..
today good friday leh..
like everybody go out..
but i stay at home facing a pile of hmwk..
lols..
ok la..
actually not tt bad..
sianx oso must blame myself..
lols..
cuz i din wanna go out wib gerr n qingting they all ma..
lols..
now regret le..
haha..
is like..so little ppl online oso lorr..
sto0pid shawn..
cant tok to him too much..
later i becum lame oso..
haha..
maybe later going swimming with grace..
wahkao..
today i kana leg cramp again..
then i pain until wanna die le.
is now walk oso pain lorr.
so sueys right..
haha..
i noe la..
gerr just call me..
she watching eye 10 leh..
lols..
i oso wan watch..
the advertisement like very nice..
but like v.scary leh..
lols..
but i wanna watch swing girls oso..
then she say wat alvin de fren call her..
lols..
*wink wink*
haha..
kk la..dont say her le.
i think i wan die le..
my maths i all dont noe how to do..
all my answer diff from the back one..
lols..


8.11pm..
now is at night le..
just finish calling sebastian..
so lame right..
then he go analyse my character for me..
cuz he say wat he got learn from one phyciatrist..
then is like..
everyhing he say is spot on one leh..
then he say wat i very easily confuse de.
then say wat very little ppl understand wat i thinking..
then he say i very ai mian zi but very soft-hearted..
then he guess guess guess all the thing..
then realli true de..
but dont noe is he by luck one or wat..
lols..
gerr say eye 10 very nice.
i wanna watch oso.
lols..

`chenyingg says:

today like not a very good day..
started off with a terrible leg cramp early in the mornin..
so painful lorr..
then was like..
got muscle pull thruout the whole day..
then now horr..
my comp dont noe wat happened..
restarted 3 tyms still not responding..
haiz..


went tok to mr quek..
thought he wanna scold us or wat..
lols..
in the end he nv..
say wat we canort blame beatrice..
then y did we think we kana kick out..
but is like..
nobody blamed beatrice wat..
at least not me..
cuz is like..
is not her fault..
is mr chew's fault..
lols..
kk la..
cuz we canort play ma.
tt's y lorr.
then went teach the sec1s..
y like everybody wanna join percussion de..
lols..
yeah lah..
i oso like..
cuz so cool right..
but i think i no sense of rhythmn..
weiting they all very bad leh..
cuz we all art make the clay thingy..
then they kipp making on my arm..
then dennis kipp throwing at me..
so bad right..
lols..
then me n weiting kana scolded by teacher..
cuz we play n shout..
then the teacher say is lesson time..
lols..
then went pei qingting n gerr cut hair..
lols..
lame right..
then aft tt we went bball court there tok..
she was like telling me horr..
must seriously think bout it n everything..
cuz diff sch diff world..
will the feeling fade or not..
then is like..
dont even think he really meant it in the first place..
b4 tt yanling sms him..
then i like feel..
dont noe how say..
cuz i haven see finsh think finish..
then u go tell him liao..
then wat m i supposed to do..
talking tt time saw ruipeng n jiahong aft school..
lols..
so retarded right..
they so bad..
go maris..
but tt school like quite fun oso..
anyway horr..
they v.bad lorr.
go say shangwei..
but v.funny..
lols..
they all change the farewell party to sun le..
but is at deanna house downstairs..
but i nort sure whether i wan go le..
lols..
sunday leh..

`chenyingg says:

timo smsed me..
say he was sorry n stuff..
cuz he was v.angry with us at tt time he posted..
so yeah..
say wat he onli want to make us work harder n stuff like tt..
yupp..
so he say no hard feelings..
lols..
ks lorr..
cuz i was like..
ok la..
mayb we all partly at fault oso..
cuz we realli got a bit of attitude problem..
but yeah..
at least we bother to try..


i m councillor on probation..
lols..
lame right..
then cheeling still go say wat she vomit if i b councillor..
lols.
today was quite ok lah..
got back science paper to sign n everything..
got hell from my ahma for the poor grade..
then pw tt time slacked arnd..
went band..
when the lightning tt time so funny..
cuz so sudden n so damn loud lorr..
then was like..
me n gerr n yujia screamed..
then huifen shocked until she cry leh..
lols..
then melvin go take the stand off the ground..
conduct electricity de ma..
lols..
lame horr..
but i luff until wanna die le..
realli damn funni lorr..
then went mac with ger..
she very wat leh..
i dont wanna go then still make me go..
then everytym give in to her le still ask me to give in..
lols..
so demanding n unreasonable horr..
lols..
anyway..
in the end still went lorr.
saw ulric n +ahem+ leh..
so mayb is true ba..
lucky they nv see us..
if not think they will damn paiseh..
hees..
but horr..
they like horr..
lols..
dont wan say le..
xP
then so sueys..
go home tt time saw shawn..
lols..


he asked me tt question leh..
then i was like..
so damn shocked lorr..
lols..
cant take too much shock in one day..
ltr kana heart attack..
lols..
anyway horr..
haven reply him yet..
cuz haven think finish ma..
but yanling was like..
saying i must reply by today etc etc..
lols..
dont noe she so excited for wat..
lols..
dont noe la..
ltr then go reply ba..

`chenyingg says:

arhh..
i officially failed my science..
got 21 over 48..
then was like..
when i counted the percentage..
i almost fainted..
so low lorr..
lols..
even tt sto0pid shawn oso win me..
he got 30 half.
lols..
then kipp rubbing it in..
then kipp luffing at me oso...
so bad right..
summore is i make effort let him win de leh..
lols..


mr wong damn wat leh..
so idiotic..
i send him email tell him is the compo..
then he say must write properly..
must get addressing n everything..
idiotic right..
lols..
but i still love his lessons..
cuz we crap so much...
lols..
think today de lesson damn boliao lorr..
esp fiona tt the other party feel the pain tt one..


timothy like so bad..
i m not sophiscated ahlian ok.
lols..
u like tt say is quite mean lorr..
cuz i oso not intentionally de lorr.
i cant play well is my fault meh..
at least i got make effort lorr..
bleahs..


today saw ruipeng n jiahong at bball court there..
they like so wat lorr..
just leave like tt..
bleahs..
go rot in hell la..
lols..
jkjk...
think e3 got farewell party for them..
hees..
i kpo i wanna go oso..

must help shawn do blog le..
if not ltr he say i no heart...
lols..
stop here la..

`chenyingg says:

bleahs..
just got scolded by uncle..
cuz yesterday use comp for 4 hours..
then he check then found out..
lols..
haha..


today first day of school...
got two free period leh...
lols..
today our class got debate..
then we won leh!!!
i cant believe it lorr..
cuz ms lie was like..
their class very strong leh..
very noe how to tok leh..
blah blah blah..
but in the end horr..
they like not very good oso..
lols..
then we won lorr..
lols..
then think now go semi-final..
haha..
then aft tt i pei gerr go buy uniform..
then we went cc bball court there to tok..
she like very buay song with the fat guy..
ppl wear the jersey she oso must say..
xP
then she say a lot of advice to me lorr..
then like help me luk at the whole thing..
lols..
she so good horr..
although i always say she demanding n unreasonable..
then she sumtyms very irritating..
xP
she will always b my bestest jiemeii de..
lols..
thanks la..
but she's the first person i noe who ownself say her advice very good de..
lols..
i sent a email to jonathan le..
to tell him lorr..
cuz if not horr..
gerr say she wan help me tell..
but the way she tell like..damn crude..
so think i tell myself beta la...

`chenyingg says:

today post 2nd time le..
my cousin damn irritating leh..
kipp dont let me use comp then say wat i use 3rd time le.
so irritating right..
then kipp toking to me in tt rude way..
then i dulan..i dont reply him..
hees..
just now got like..10 miss call lorr.
all from one private no de..
then now then i noe..
think is alvin de..
sorry sorry..
lols..
i playing game halfway canort stop..
then horr..
next tym call my house..
i no free-incoming call de..
lols..
i today did spring-cleaning for my email n hp..
lols..
cleared out all the old emails n sms tt is not important de..
then i found out i got so much junk lorr.
lols..
then read back all de last tym me n gerr send the email..
so boliao lorr..
just sent him one email..
took me damn long to type lorr.
think got one hour le..
cuz i kipp type le then delete..
cuz dont noe how to phrase ma..
wahkao..
think i today v.sueys..
i kipp getting stomach cramp lorr..
cramp until i wan die le..
i dont wan so fast..
lols..
then horr..
play game with my cousin i kipp getting busted..
he so wat lorr.
suppose to b we cooperate to kill others..
then he kipp shooting me..
then i kipp getting stuck..
he so bad right..
not like me..
lols..
xinrui ask whether wanna friday go watch movie..
but horr..
ruipeng grace they all will wan ma..
if they dont go i oso dont go le..
hees..
like so bad horr..
see how first lah..

ps: shawn...i no prob de ok..
i perfectly normal..
not like u like tt..
lols..

`chenyingg says:

umm..not sure wat to blog oso..
yupp..
last night talked on the fone oso..
but arnd 12 plus hang up le..
then ltr gonna do some hmwk bah..
if not tml will die le.
i gonna change blogskin le..
i look at this one for so long i got so tired of it..
yupp..like tt le lor..i go change le..stop posting here first...


kaes...cum back to post le..
now is afternoon 3.19pm..
think i not cuming online tonite le..
cuz today online 3 hours le..
i did my hmwk half way thru le..
now still left eng discussion.letter.n the maths tt i dont noe..
lols..
sounds like i nv did any horr..
but i got lorr..
at least the letter rite half way le..
i not sure whether i wanna change my blogskin..
is sumthing like my one now..
but it's white..
n the heading is division of hearts..
lols..
mayb i will continue looking first ba..
think tml after school i wil pei gerr go buy uni..
she so mafan right..
lols..
ok la..cuz i got promise her ma..
he ask me go think bout the question..
ok..so i'm thinking now..
actually i oso not sure leh..
this kind of question how to ans de..
lols..
ltr then go think la..
alvin say he got drop me hints..
got meh..
how cum i din noe..
ok..
mayb i too slow le..
he say de..
lols..
yujia say the shirt cost $34.20..
wahkao..
so ex lorr..
wan me die ar..
one section tee already so ex leh..
no money le la..
sat how to go out like tt..
found one blogskin..
like the words so much leh..
so kewt..
eight letters.three words.one meaning.
lols..

`chenyingg says:

i m so dead beat..
now 11 plus le..
slept for like so long le then still so tired...
mayb cuz very long nv so late then slp le..
except cuz thur cum back lose slp..
lols..
so long nv talk on the phone for so long le lorr..
lols..
4 5 hours leh..
10 plus start le
then around 3 then slept..
lols..
actually think towards 2 plus like tt my brain already not working..
cuz like sumtyms we talk talk halfway..
then my response very slow..
lols..


yupp...
n to all the ppl asking right..
i really dont noe ok..
dont ask me..
nothing has happened..
we are just friends..
lols...
and horr..
alvin..is not whether i mind..
cuz before u ask tt u shld b asking whether he minds..
lols..
n horr..mayb bah..
u say he should b the one smsing first right..
dont noe leh..
mayb lorr..
yeah..n will listen to ya..
gonna take things ez right..
yupp..mayb everybody is different la..
yupp..n dont worri..
i will look on the bright side de..
lols..
n i think u shld worri bout urself more lorr.
haha...
n arh..haiyah..i noe u alot of experience la..
lols..
but horr..
also no nid kipp saying i wont b able to treat him as a fren ma..
lols..


sorry leh gerr..
really cant pei u go buy uni today..
lols..
if u wan then sch reopen then i pei u go lorr.

then must say sorry to grace oso..
cuz i like last minute then back out..
then think jiajian they all going oso..
lols..
so sorry..


today just gonna stay home n waste the whole day away ba..
lols..
shawn..u damn sick eh u..
fat ppl dancing u oso wanna watch..
then 60 sumthing still say v.cheap..
u can go n die le lorr..
lols..


now is afternoon le..
4.50pm
just cum write summore things onli..
dont noe wat's wrong with me now..
i so damn fed up over nothing..
ok lah..
is not realli over nothing..
is just that like things doesnt go in the direction i wan...
lols..
i just read a book just now.
then got one part very meaningful..
so i post down here..

my look out the window.wondering.
my friends asked me what is running through my mind.
i smiled.but said nothing.
but i wondered to myself.
if i could turn back time.
will i choose not to know you.
at the cross-road junctions of life.
i wonder.
if i had taken the left turn instead of the right.
will things be different.
it may be for the better or for the worst.
that's why i must learn not to regret.
it's hard.but i try.

very meaningful horr..
lols..
yupp..
so i must learn not to regret my choices.
mayb i did some things.
it could have been different.
but everyone has a choice.
so i must learn to bear with the consequences.
i must learn not to regret.
and i must learn not to have so much mix feelings.
insecurity. sadness. and thinking too much.
must learn to let go..
lols...

`chenyingg says:

lols..
really kana kicked for for syf..
is the majority of sec 2s oso..
think onli left bout 3..
lols..
nvm lah..
oso not committed to band de..
aft tt went rachel house..
me n cheeling reach there tt time weiting n rachel finish le..
then they go fix puzzle i listne music..
cuz i dont like puzzle ma..
like life so confusing le still got n twist ur mind..
lols..
then went home around 4 plus..
think me and weiting so lame lorr.
we in the same room still go n sms..
lols..


yest was quite fun..
ok la..
think is very fun..
think at first when we meet tt time hor..
so damn paiseh lorr.
cuz like all dont noe each other..
then tt sto0pid yanling n gerr.
kipp pai seh-ing me..
then still say they got my best intentions..
lols..
but in the end like will not so strange le..
cuz noe le ma..then tok more..
gerr n yanling crazy de lorr.
kipp pinching each other..
then i see fy down there like bu yao kan le like tt.
lols..
we went take neos..
i like the write name de..
lols..
we went cine see son of the mask..
is so funny lorr.
n is got plot de ma..
then aft tt went ps eat dinner..
then was quite funny lah..
cuz kipp crapping ma..
lols..
then aft tt went home le lorr..
i quiite happi la..
cuz v.long nv go out until like tt le..
yupp..
but when i reach home horr..
my sim card kana block leh...
then this morning then fix back..
lols..
actually wanna write alot of things de..
but start blogging liao then all dont noe how to start...
lols..
nvm lah..
u noe i noe god noes can le..

`chenyingg says:

woah..
band is so wat lorr..
7.40pm then let us off..
then i cum back my ahma scold me..
hees..
not sure i friday wanna go not..
cuz they sure kick me out de ma..
then like if i go i so fan jian..
cuz go to get scolded..
then needa do 100 situps somemore..
but cuz i afternoon needa do the lit thingy..
so mayb will go ba...
see how first lorr..
but today they scold us like siao lorr.
think got 1 n 1/2 hour leh..
then like..
scold for nothing lorr.
mr chew angry just cuz of the sports heats thingy..
then he like so childish..
kipp throwing tantrum..
then kipp saying..
aiyah..
quit syf lah..go for ur running lah..
so lame right..
lols..


heard they all say he like regina leh..
dont noe true or not..
but jiaying like quite shocked by this..
but is like..
ok la..
doesnt really matter to me le..
if he really like her then wish him luck ba...


today like nothing much to blog leh..
cuz nothing much happen ma..
then my mind like blank blank like tt..
then got slight headache oso..
dont noe why this few days kipp getting sick..
lols..
at least bo flu le..
tt's a gud thing..

`chenyingg says:

arrhh...
i so sad leh...
my computer de mouse spoil...
i don wan like tt..
i so sad..
hees..
actually is my fault la..
cuz i drop it on the floor..
like tt i canort use msn and hotmail le leh..
cuz my aunt computer canort access..
then i onli can use blogg and yahoo..
but i don like yahoo de email..
then my uncle like don wanna fix the comp..
cuz he don like me to use...
then like tt i so sad..
kekex..


today went school do project..
i so irritated le lorr..
tt sto0pid person..
go n be sick..
then no one open the library for us..
then say wat afternoon cum..
in the end leh..
nv come..
then weiting late for one hour leh..
then cheeling go and suan her..
haha..
cuz she everytym say cheeling late..
then we went mac..
v.funny..
cuz they all go and ask for all the diff kinds of sauce then bought 3 large fries..
lols..
then we found out sweet n sour sauce is the nicest..
hees..
but we finish the lit analysis le..
then friday go n type jiu hao le..
hees..
but monday still must take tt video..
xiasway...


hees..
gerr say i must thank her a hundred times..
cuz she thurr cuming wib me..
hees..
so i must say
'thank you x100'
hees..
gerr..
u go and read urself lah kaes..
kekex..
yanling say if wan then go there n meet..
cuz she going with +ahem+
lols..


tml i not sure whether i wanna go band or not leh..
cuz if me n gerr both dont go will like so weird leh..
then is like they will suspect de lorr..
i must think first..
cuz hmwk no time to do le..
do le lah..
then tml is 5 hours leh..
the whole afternoon gone just like tt..
sians..

`chenyingg says:

die le lah...
think science test gonna fail like hell..
cuz is like right..
i only now how to answer the multiple choice qs..
then the rest i kipp flipping
thru the whole paper to look for qs i noe de
and the worst thing is..
i couldnt find any..
in the end i got so fed up..
i just anyhow write some answers..
then i finish in like 15 mins..
cuz got alot of blank..
hees..
shawn still say very easy..
think he wanna ci ji me..
ok..
canort listen to him..
dun care le lah..


aft test got band..
then was like..
it's ok lah..
cuz shukman kipp making joke..
then after was so damn tiring..
i practically fell asleep..
just couldnt kipp my eyes open..
lols..
then peilin go and beat me leh..
cuz she say like tt can wake up..
so bad right..
then aft tt went opp to eat..
saw kunloong and jason...
then eat together with them..
wanna die le..
cuz kunloong kipp crapping..
then so damn funny..
luff until stomachache..
then aft tt went for life science..
omg..
i m so thankful for my class..
aft going for life science with the e5 ppl..
i think my class is the bestest class liao..
couldnt stand them lorr..
ok la..actually not tt band..
but just couldnt understand the things tt they do..
then aft went kovan with gerr..
oso dont noe go there for wat..
then we sat at the mrt there to tok..
then aft tt went home tt tym sawe jonathan they all leh..
then so paiseh lorr..


fiona say she thursday canort leh..
like tt so bad..
then like tt i oso dont noe to go or not..
cuz like so strange like tt.
haiyohs..
dont think le lah..
think le make me feel more wat leh..
oso dont noe how to say..


tml gonna go school for ipw..
think ours sucks..
it's so damn wat lorr..
we doing a video and we dont have a video cam..
just imagine tt..
it's gonna be like hell..


shawn is mad..
he wanna watch four movie in one day..
ar..
cant understand why i have a godbro like him..
so bad influence right..
always do all the boliao things..
then me kanna affected as well..
lols..
but quite long never talk to him le..
but think talk to him can die de..
cuz he crap too much le ma..
then still dare to say me..


chinhao say he sprain his hand..
then leg oso pain..
so poor thing horr..
lols..
hope he get well soon..


alvin say he broke with his stead le..
but like..
oso dont noe how to say lah..
think his gf quite poor thing..
lols..
anyway..
doesnt concern me so shouldnt say much bout it lah..

`chenyingg says:

today gonna stay home for the whole day bah..
needa study for tml science test..
but now is already 2pm le..and i haven started..
think actually i quite waste time..
lolx..
bobian ma..no mood to study..
mayb later will go swimming ba..
see how first lorr..
cuz must exercise to kipp fit..
then i wont be sick le..
hees...
somemore i wan to get a tan...
hees..
cuz now like so yellow..


was toking to alvin..
forgot when he said that liao..
but now think back..
lols..lame horr..
anyway right..
he say fate is in our hands de..
yeah lah..although before him a lot of ppl oso got say before..
but now i think back only remember he say ma..
then it's kinda true..
it's like..
i always blame everything that happened to me to fate..
i never stop to think..
is it really because of fate..
or am i the cause of it..
is it because no fate not meant to be..
or because i didnt put in the effort...
think alvin say de things all damn meaningful one..
talk to him like talk to councillor like that..
then he will interpret everything for you de..
he say is cuz he study lit..
maybe bah..
hees...


sat going out with grace..
and mayb shujun..
i so excited leh..
cuz like forever didnt see them le..
then now finally see them back le..
lols..
i oso dont noe wat i talking..
but i damn looking forward to it...
so hor..
now must save money then tt day can take lots of neoprints..
lols..


i still havent do the proposal yet..
i not sure whether i can finish not..
cuz rachel say tml need to pass up le..
then i went to see the format..
it's like..
wat the hell..
must write school info..
nric and everything..
where to find all this..
maybe in the end i ask rachel do la..


dont feel like going band le..
it's not dont want la..
it's no motivation le..
then like we still needa pay for the new band u and everything..
think my ahma will freak out when i tell her the price..
they say they will try to cut down the cost la..
but the original cost was like..
150 dollars for just the blazer leh..
can cut down by how much..
then still got section tee and everything..
why must they bother to change in the first place..
it's not like u change le u will get gold..
say wat signify a new beginning..
scarly the new beginning is a bad beginning..
hees..
kk..i like so bad..
dont say le..


shukman like very unhappy here..
although she like always smiling and everything..
her nick always so sad de...
hope she will turn out ok ba..
must look on the bright side of life ma..
tt's wat people kipp telling me..
hees...


kelvin like wanna transfer to nan chiau..
there very good meh..
i noe zhonghua very sickening la..
but oso dont nid everybody start transferring de ma..
like tt very sadded de leh..
or isit he wanna be with huihui..
*wink wink*
jkjk..
later he *hoot* me..
hope he dont transfer lah..
if not our class damn sianx liao..
already so little boys..
then he is the most noisy one somemore..
if he go liao the class sure very quiet de..

`chenyingg says:

jingkai...
i so long never see u le leh...
then u still haven change much horr..
how can u crush 2 girl at one time..
it's like..
so impossible lorr.
anyway..
you shldnt have told me that..
cuz it really freaked me out to noe it..
n tt wink tt u played was totally absolutely disgusting lorr.
i not tt kind of gurl who can just listen then forget it one lorr.
so pls lah..
go sort out ur feelings first k...



today was so fun...
we went to bugis first...
then shop shop awhile then took taxi to far east...
the taxi driver so bad one lorr...
think he think we dont noe the way or what...
then went one big round..
so sucklish right he...
then in the end the taxi fare quite ex...
hees..
but nvm..
i bought a new bag...
haha..
but now i dont really like it le..
cuz i see le then so sianx..
think yanling quite fed up with us..
lolx..
cuz me and gerr kipp deciding which bag to buy.
then we cannot decide.
cuz we like de design then it's eith too big or too small..
lolx..
then i think gerr oso quite fed up..
cuz we kipp encouraging her to buy de bag..
then after she buy yanling go tell her the colour like shit..
kekex...
so funny to see her face...
but their fed up is not really fed up lah...
haha...
i walk until my leg got blister le leh..
so painful..
then the skin peel le..
so yucky right..
i like the neoprint tt we take leh..
it's so damn nice..
lolx..
kk lah..later like i hl like tt..
but i like a lot..
haha..
somemore go queue for so long lorr..
i finally got my pay le..
yeah...
yay!!!
lolx...
tml gonna stay at home the whole day...
to study for science test..

`chenyingg says:

i just cut my hair..
mayb for a new beginning ba...
kekex....
but it's damn sucklish..
cuz tt person anyhow cut i think...



ruipeng transferring to maris stella le...
so sad...
=(
tot he will forever be by my side de..
cuz frens for so long le leh...
think got 5 years le...
heex...
how can he bear to leave all his frens..
so dun understand...
haiz...
somemore he go there then jiajian oso there..
then later they fight again..
i dont even understand why they dont like each other in the first place..
somemore both is my good fren...


huiting cut her wrist...
mr wong sent her to mr lim le..
think she actualli no nid like tt one lorr..
cuz i dont think she is not happy..
she seem so happy and everything..
and i tot ppl who cut themselves who hide it..
then she show everyone leh...
so mayb her one is not serious case..
hees...


i dont noe wat to say bout jonathan tt thingy liao..
tot everything was over liao..
then now tt desmond like tt..
wahkao..
so damn paiseh...
everytym see him wanna hide my face le..
if not then he go and shout my name so loud...
tsk tsk tsk...
kekex...


anyway..
my blog is for me to bitch bout my life...
it's my feelings at tt moment of tym lah..
so now think back it's oso not tt serious ba..
hees...
so dun nid so scared de..
i wun commit suicide one..
hees...
jkjk la..
but it's nice noeing someone cares for u
kekex...


yesterday talked to him...
then was like..
spill out everything i was feeling la..
cuz i dont think it's gonna work...
told him tt oso..
anyway..
thursday go out le then see how ba..
unless fiona or him last minute back out..
lolx...


think me and gerr abit drifted apart liao..
it's like..
when i read her blog..
i dont noe wat she was toking bout..
then actualli it's quite sad lorr..
but hope will not drift apart..
cuz if not i will think is my fault...

`chenyingg says:

today was so fun...
ok la...at least more fun than in band..
went j8 wib weiting cheeling n rachel...
then went take neoprint..
but cum out quite small..
but quite nice...
i like...
heex...
cheeling fell leh...
so poor thing horr..
then the whole arm scratched...
lolx...
must thank her for her effort...
mwacks..thankew...
lolx...
then after weiting n rachel went off early..
cuz she wanna cute her hair..
then me and cheeling went kfc tok n tok n tok...
then like we sat there for almost 2 hours...
haha...
so long right...
but fun..
cuz we crap n crap n crap...
so long nv go out with them le..


i oso wanna cut my hair leh...
but mayb only trim only..
cuz i think need a lot of courage to change to new hairstyle...
lolx...
mayb i cutting side fringe...


tml i going out with germaine n yanling..
then i finally getting my pay le..

`chenyingg says:

wahkao...
tt weiting arr...
nv go do project de leh...
then sms her then she say she cant go forget tell us...
so wat right...
kekex...
nvm la...
in the end we oso slack alot...
lolx...
then we all went to create one story or sumthing like tt...
is totally disgusting derr...
lolx...

today yzps 100 anniversary worx...
yzps...
gong xi gong xi...
lolx...
but too bad they dont let us go back without invitattion...
at least tt's wat i heard lah...
then we still call so mani ppl go back le..
then now must cancel everything...
andrew wanna go j8...
me not sure leh...
so much hmwk haven do...
mayb i nb go lerr...
will miss u all derr...
boohoo...
kekex..

actually my life oso not tt bad lah...
so..
me must try to make the most out of it..
enjoy life while i canx...
must learn to lurbbe my life...
so gonna forget all my problems n troubles...
kekex...

`chenyingg says:

life is really unpredictable
one moment you are bestest friends ever
the next moment
you turn ur back on each other
life is so practical
everybody live for themselves
is true isnt it.
i'm not sure wat happened to her..
but hey..
this is life.
get use to it.
and hope things turn out alright for euu.
when things are bad enuff they cant get any worse.
like my father say.
to put it in a nice way
we are helping each other
to put it in a not so nice way
we are making use of each other
how true is it...
anyway.
the most important thing is to control ur emotions.
that's what i think la
cuz is like..
when u are irritated or angry u say and do things that u dont mean to
and you feel bad about it afterwards
so maybe everyone just need to calm down
take a step back
and think about it...

anyway...
this is meant for -him-
i dont noe wat happened
maybe it's time
maybe it's just us
but whatever it is.
i think i m giving up.
i dont want to care anymore.
i cant seem to understand you enough
i just cant make things work
and you seem so nonchalent about it
you dont seem to care enough
am i a burden to you
i hope i m not
let's just all forget it
unless fate brings us back again
we will leave it to fate ba
so if you are not going to take initiative
or whatever
this is it
you understand what i m trying to say
dont you

to -gerr-
heys
i din say you cant voice out your comment
i was just trying to say that i dont like it when you put down band
cuz we have to live with it for another 3 years
why make your self miserable
by saying all this..
cuz the more u say the more depress u will be'
and i say in my blog le
i having menopause
so u cant blame me for being in a bad mood right
i dont scold fuck often
you know me de
i onli say it cuz i realli very irritated canort tahan le
it just slipped out on its own...
so i sincerely here apologise kaes...
anyway
dont say bout it le lah
later end up quarelling
xP

to -*n**e-
i appreciate your effort
i really do
i understand what you are trying to get through to me
but i just cant accept the fact that you are making things difficult for me
you are doing that
did you realise
i dont think you did it on purpose
and i appreciate your effort
for talking to me
but i'm not going to go on with it
you just dont understand me enough
so yupp..
sorry but no thanks...

`chenyingg says:

yesterday nv cum online...
all cuz of my uncle lah...
so bad lorr....

i got nominated for councillor...
can u believe it...
is like horr...
when i heard i tot they made a mistake..
cuz is me leh...
i like so not gud gurl leh....
then cheeling still say wat i sure go interview tt tym get kicked out...
lolx...
monday goin for the interview...
see how it goes bah...

today was damn buay song wib gerr at the beginning of the afternoon...
cuz is like horr..
dunno she kana influence by who or wat...
then kipp saying wat band very sianx...
very sicklish...
canort skipp etc etc...
is like horr...
i so damn fed up lor...
then is like...
tyms up liao..
she still wan sit there...
then i so buay song le lorr...
but now ok le...
then at first oso quite angry with yujia..
cuz is like horr..
was just telling her my lip pain then toking to huifen..
then she kinda shouted can u all shut up or sumthing like tt...
then i was like...
wat's ur problem...
think today i got menopause or sumthing..
was damn fed up with everybody...
lolx...

today during lesson damn funni...
fiona kipp asking questions...
then like dunno she is purposely one or wat...
then so funni...
luff until i stomachache...
lolx...
gerr now went zu yao house warming...
i think...
boohoo...
wan her cum online....
lolx...
i becum section treasurer leh...
so bad...
y carn she be...
be treasurere so xin ku...
must collect this month de band fund...
toking bout money horr...
tt sto0pid elearning thingy...
50 dollars leh...
so expensive..
can die le la..
wahkao..
like tt holiday where got money go out...
aneway..
tuesday going out wib yanling...

lastly wanna add...
my blog is for me to post my comments..
n i try to post my true feelings...
but it may just b at tt moment..
so if anything offend u ar..
dun take it to heart...

`chenyingg says:

ppl...
think me not gonna put tag-board anytym soon...
doodle-board dunno got wat sto0pid prob..
teren say is cuz it's not free anymore....
is it true?
i duno...
but nvm la...
so now i change to all pics...
though not very nice lah...
me oso noe...
but bobian...
today was quite a nice day...
had one free period...
then was like...
wednesday is always the most relaxing day...
cuz got ipw etc etc...
then aft tt went to kovan wib gerr and tingx...
bought damn mani things...
cuz yellow having closing down sale...
then all the things cheap like siao...
so we kipp going there to buy...
then took neoprints quite a few tyms oso....
quite nice..

`chenyingg says:

think either i m damn dumb..
or damn forgetful..
there's geog test tml...
n u noe wat...
i forgot to bring my bks home...
like tt how to study...
n today was such a shitty day...
starting wib tt sto0pid play bout understand myself during assembly...
it was one of the worst...
it's the lamest thing i ever saw le...
summore got tt sto0pid stress reliever exercise...
imagine myself doing tt...
grr...
then aft tt left like...
15 mins to eat then went for tt sto0pid life science...
where i learn nothing except how a burette looks like...
n i dunno how to spell it summore...
then went for band...
at first was quite fun..
n bout the uniform thingy...
if u wan me to pay $150 just for one blazer which i m onli going to wear a few times...
u can dream on...
is like hor..
it's just a uniform leh..
then u wan me spend $200 for it...
summore it's like i carn wear it out de lorr...
i rather use tt money to do sumthing more meaningful..
not everybody can fork out tt much money for this lorr...
then horr...
back to wat i was gonna say..
it was fun...
until i realise at 6.30 pm tt they were going to drag on...
omg..
tt was the worst...
i reached home at 7.45 pm leh...
then i got test tml n lotza hmwk lorr..
omg...
think my life is so just work n work n work...
n to ms loo horr...
how u expect us to dun speak vulgarities
when there's teachers calling students brats n bitches..
just becuz tt they say the weather is hot...
they are teaching us all this u noe...
anyway..
wanna make amendment to yesterday de post...
i still not sure wat to think la...
but i decided i dun think too much...
n not gonna let others affect my thinking le...
so...yeah....
like tt lorr...
n i gonna leave tt issue alone for awhile...
cuz i dun realli think it matters much at this point of tym bah...
cuz everything seems impossible..