`chenyingg says:

onli got one word to describe the learning carnival-LAME-..went de malay heritage thingy then de battlefield thing..de teacher so wat lorr..dunoo how she becum teacher de..anyway..haha..i'm one of the flag bearer..den need hold flag for de ceremony..hope tml will be a lot beta..stay back in school until 7 plus leh..cuz need get ready for tml's ipw..so lame..we got nothing except for one video..then we hurry make some lame lame de posters..haha..

tml will be until late late..oso not very late la..but for school quite le..think will quite shiok la..

`chenyingg says:

today is be yourself day!! haha..damn nice..wear class tee go sch..then so shiok..after recess never go back class le..the show very nice lorr..so damn funny..then we all scream like hell..then after tt we all stay back ma..supposed to do tree..but then we all never do..haha..then help to put the notice board thing then went back to class and have contact time..haha..we talk for so damn long lorr..then super nice..think got 2 hour plus..then talk so many thing..kelvin damn bad leh..he sit until my chair spoil..haha..

tml is learning carnival le..tml and fri..but i think fri will rock more..cuz got movie screening..haha..

`chenyingg:

today reached home around 7.30 like tt..so late right..haha..i 3 then eat lunch lorr..cuz got tt talk then after got meeting..then still got lit play and everything..then around 6.20 then went for band..i playing for band investiture leh..then have to go back for more prac..then gerr kipp threatening me..haha..

tml is be yourself day..everybody enjoy ok!!

`chenyingg says:

yesterday totally roxes..haha..went my neightbour's chalet..quite lame la..cuz dunoo them well oso..but till went..then have barbecue la..i eat so damn much..then never help to cook at all..yupp..then reach home tt time is like 1 am le..then still needa get up early for school..

today first day of school..weiting like so depressed like tt..haha..then me and bird kipp telling her to cheer up..haha..u onli get one first day leh..must treasure it right..i MISS mr wong..mr wong is de best lorr..he so damn nice..not like ms goh..ok la..maybe i'm being unfair..cuz today onli the first day..but i mean..cant she be more like mr wong lorr..come in onli then request so many things le..

my ahma very bad leh..just now ulric called me wat..den i was talking to him la..then my ahma say have dinner liao..then by the time i hang up she clear everything le lorr..wdf..so bad right..then onli eat a bit dun wan eat le..cuz de rice so plain not nice..hungry sia..

`chenyingg says:

did anybody see the sky last night..so damn many stars u noe..i counted..=)..think got around 50 like tt..then got 3 or 4 is especially bright de..very nice leh..

i was rereading my diary yesterday..haha..a bit regret la..cuz last time very long then write one time..but then still brought back a lot of memories..haha..i miss 6g lorr..tt time so fun de..then always got quarrel one..so exciting right..haha..yeah..then think last time i very childish lorr..esp when i first come zhss..somemore tt time so boliao..everyday stay back..

tml school jiu reopen le leh..i dunoo whether i feel like going back..haha..i'm contradicting myself..i wanna have hols..more free ma..but go back school like more fun..

`chenyingg says:

today is SATURDAY!! haha..yupp..and i just realised..i like very long never use messenger le..haha..cuz this few days kipp using aunty de comp then canort go ma..my uncle today going back le..

just now i got a lot of things to blog de lorr..then now all forget le..nvm la..muahahahas..tml de performance cancelled leh..shiok lorr..then dun nidd go le..can stay at home and pack bag..haha..then yesterday supposed to meet yan ling de ma..but think we missed each other la..then i wait for her until 5 o'clock like tt then i go home le..but maybe is my fault la..cuz i went swimming with my ahma and cousin until like 4.25 like tt..haha..then i freaked out then rush there like siao..but damn fun leh..we kipp splashing water..

going to school reopen le leh..sians lorr..i wan another month of hols!!

`chenyingg says:

wees..today rocks..haha..went meet grace at 10 plus..so stupid lorr..haha..yupp..then we were trying to book ticket from her fone wat..initial d really very wat leh..ps de fully book le u noe..and den de booking there de name so strange de..'return of the 36 chamber'..haha..lame right..yupp..then we went meet them la..then arrive so early lorr..jiajian very wat lorr..kipp scolding in de fone..like my fault like tt..haha..so happy lorr..everybody like never change much..yupp..then we separated in j8..to go eat lunch..haha..then actually wanna buy earring de..cuz everybody buy same de very nice wat..but den shujun say she insist on stud de..then in the end nv buy le..so wasted right..

the movie damn nice lorr..i first time see j8 got so damn many ppl lorr..then is full seat de leh..even de first row oso got ppl sit..yeah..then we sit 6 and 7..cuz one person onli can book 9 tix max ma..then so far lorr..i book de is right at the back..then grace book de is 6th row..haha..but still very fun..i dunoo why i was luffing like mad in the cinema lorr..den shujun kipp scolding me..but when i see jay pretending to be angry n de fake tears tt time i just cant control lorr..but de person in front of me very noisy leh..haven even watch then he started telling de story liao..then wan watch for wat..haha..so nice..jay everytime race oso win de..he very pro horr..yeah..but he and de girl never together very wasted..de movie should be longer lorr..then can look at him longer..edison oso very shuai..haha..i like da hua chi like tt..

then got de religion de briefing ma..yupp..then after went around trying to play de game la..but we like so hopeless lorr..everything oso wrong..then we like play half way then give up le..but still fun la..

yupp..then after tt we went to liying place..then went like for one hour den go home le..we like quite bad lorr..cuz we go there like eat finish then go le..but i like de nuggets..haha..damn nice..then we play zhong ji mi ma..tt's our traditional game..haha..yupp..and the person who lose have to eat either ketchup or chilli sauce..but i so lucky..dun nidd eat..yeah..but then never stay for dinner la..envy cheeling they all lorr..so nice..think grace say youth day wanna go out again..haha..maybe go watch war of the worlds..but maybe ulric wan watch..dunoo leh..see first lorr..

yupp..i needa borrow marching shoes urgently..haha..for de performance..and i needa bun my hair..stupid lorr..

`chenyingg says:

i'm SAD..haha..i keep thinking bout tt thing over and over again in my head..shawn say he zao jiu zhi dao le..he predicted this will happen..haha..but he never say why..maybe i oso noe from the beginning le..just dat i dun wanna admit..but nothing major happen la..today my aunty come over lorr..so noisy lorr..so big liao still play here play there..like small kid like that..haha..but damn funny to watch them play..then they kipp talking bout last time de things..then very nice to listen..yeah..then my cousin staying overnight at my house again..damn troublesum lorr..i very looking forward to tml..hees..watching initial d..

`chenyingg says:

cant get into messenger again..sucks lorr..everytime oso like tt de..

i'm feeling so DEPRESSED..haha..everybody went to see jay..and i'm being cooped up at home..so unfair lorr..think tml then can book ticket leh..cuz i called then they nv give thurs de date..kelvin still say wat all book finish le..i performing on sunday night leh..then actually is me and ger both perform de..then now becum me and peilin..I DONT WANT..i'm like..one of the onli few sec 2 going..then so strange like tt..plus de next day got school le lorr..

i dont feel like bottling up the feelings anymore le lorr..but i get so confused..and i dont wanna make any decisions that i will regret..de onli person i dare tell was shawn..and it's not the whole story even..i wanna tell gerr de..but i noe she will confirm say i very wat de..i dont know wat to do oso..maybe it's part of the mood swing i'm having and will pass ba..i think i'll just put tt feeling aside for a while lorr..

i dont know wat's wrong lorr..it's like..all of a sudden we are not talking anymore..it just stopped suddenly..w/o any warning de lorr..and it's not wo xiang tai duo lorr..i dont want like this..i tot we were supposed to be frens..then why now becum like tt de..so qi guai lorr..i dont want..i want go back to last time like tt..

`chenyingg says:

today went library worx..did so many jian bao..haha..so proud of myself..not like some low IQ de ppl..kipp saying i stupid..i where got lorr..then i not po la de horr..i is adorable..hahaha..

dunoo bout thurs le la..think watch finish movie then go de gathering..dun change le la..i booking tix le leh..

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`chenyingg says:

i went j8 watch mr n mrs smith today..nice nice..haha..but the ending damn abrupt..then i a bit dun understand..haha..nvm la..still very nice jiu dui le..

`chenyingg says:

haha..broke my spects today lorr..tt germy la..so damn chu lu..then go and hit against the spects then break lorr..yupp..then now i wearing de old one ma..then lazy go and make..can see can le la..but this spects make me look so damn nerdy lorr..haha..then my ahma still go and scold me..like HELLO!! isit my fault..NO!! okok..canort say too much le..cuz gerr kipp saying i make her feel guilty..but u should be lorr..wahkakakas..

not sure isit later go my aunty house or wat..but i noe for sure tml will a sians day..so damn boring..think maybe will finish up my hmwk or wat lorr..haiyos..like so pathetic..who ask me so lazy..actually wan call shawn they all go watch movie de..then wc say he got tuition..dunoo real or not one..haha..then i lazy go ask de other ppl le..

i wan use messenger..i miss it..haha..but my cousin dun wan let me use..he use so long le lorr..maybe later i go scold him..hahaha..

`chenyingg says:

this few days i feel so fcuking stressed..i just dont noe why..i kipp having this occasional mood swings where i hate almost everybody in my life..is tt normal? anyway it doesnt matter anymore..yupp..my aunty came to my house..i tot just for tonite..but guess she wun be living so soon..i'm going mad with all tt noise pollution..dont they ever kipp quiet..yeah..and my aunty is so damn nosy..i turn on the comp and she has to stand beside me to check wat i'm doing. like. DOH. are u my mother or what. even if you are it doesnt give you the right ok.

tml got band..hope gerr dun overslp again..if not i'm going to kill her lorr..haha..twice in a row..i think i not going band nxt thurs ba..yeah..cuz grace say wanna have outing wat..haha..or isit i say de..cant rmb..anyway not important..yeah..and i needa tell jiajian they all..think shujun cant make it la..she got bball training then say sch reopen got tornament le..so cannot pon..but maybe they'll change date..dunoo..but band oso going to have performance le..at some condo thing..maybe they'll just kick me out of tt if i dont go on thurs..haha..hope not ba..performance is fun..haha
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he just called..out of the blue..yeah..then tell me he join one dunoo wat bball team tt's supposed to be famous..except tt i'm totally clueless and donoo wat he's toking bout..yeah..nvm..then he was saying he may transferr school so i asked why la..yeah..then he started doing tt guilt trip thing again..syaing wat got nothing got nobody worth him staying all this..yeah..so in the end i told him i needa eat..yeah..then he wanted to call back ma..then i tell my ahma tell him i not in..and then she started this drilling session and ask why i dun wan pick up fone call from a boi all this la..

i think i need a break le lorr..i'm like suddenly so tired of my life le..stop bombarding me with questions bout ur love life ok..i'm not doing so well myself and it's not like i'm a love expert or what..i'm just a teen if u dont notice..yeah..and i need ppl to stop interferring..stop thinking i owe u my life..stop thinking u own it..yeah..and think my mother like dunoo wat's wrong la..so long never call and everything..but i think i noe why la..my results again right..everytime like tt de..when i result good u wan it beta..when it's lousy (although i dont think like tt very lousy) u dun let me do things n say it's my own fault..i dread july..

`chenyingg says:

today went ps with bird wt rach jiaming n ruiting..yupp..to buy stuff for the art fusion thingy..like duh..why else we go there for..yupp..then went to jiaming de house to try out the stuffs..so mad lorr..the best part is the make the hair de part..haha..saw so many ppl at ps..saw jiajian oso..haha..so shocked..

just wanna say right..not everything is my fault lorr..although u kipp saying is ur fault is ur fault..but u make me feel so god dam guilty..i dun wan ur blessings watsoever when u dun even mean it..u din tell me anythng until today and then u suddenly tell me one big chunk of thing..how u think i will react..how u think i will feel..and can u pls stop guessing me n my feelings..i noe they are accurate..and i dun like tt feeling..u say u wan wait for me..if u wan wait then u wait ba..i tried to tell u dun le u dun listen to me..u say two years is very long..i oso noe it's very long..but now everything oso too late le right..

`chenyingg says:

weehees..i'm finally back from camp le..haha..the camp was ok la..not tt bad la..but the leadership course thingy is a total waste of time..the games rock lorr..haha..yupp..then we like quite stupid..kipp scaring ourselves last night..kipp saying got weird weird things..then actually we want to dun slp one..butthen lie down onli then pass out le..haha..we got second leh..haha..nice nice..then i reach home bout 1 like tt.then went to unpack then bathe..then slept at 5 like tt..haha..but my ahma like damn bad like tt..i just reach home just step in thru the door only then she start scolding liao..wad de heck lorr..is like..can she at least let me rest finish first lorr..dun care her le la..always like tt de..

i monday got project leh..then now i dun really feel like doing tt one le..so sians..then still got de circle of life n the video must take..sure canort finish de lorr..think when school reopen i must becum nerd nerd de le..cuz if my studies dun improve think my ahma going to kill me le lorr..she dun kill me i oso canort tahan de lorr..cuz she everyday kipp mentioning bout it..can die de lorr..

`chenyingg says:

umm..today went band..haha..quite funny la..cuz left onli me one auto saxo..then they all kipp suaning me..cuz i the rhythmn all wrong wat..then got one time mr masree say i very good then they all wahh until very loud..so bad de lorr..xiao kan wo..haha..yupp..and tt masree ah..so bad lorr..kipp scolding us..think he got mood swing..

went home then eat then slp le..haha..i very lazy horr..think me n weiting very bo liao leh..we kip smsing to see wat thing we bringing for the camp..haha..yupp..cl even more bo liao..still ask me wat i wearing tml..haiyos..go out with andrew they all onli ma..dun nidd wear so nice de la..i very enthu de camp leh..haha..dunoo why so many ppl say sians..no matter how sians oso nicer than stay at home de ma..

`chenyingg says:

woah..yesterday night shujun called me leh..haha..like so long never talk to her le lorr..then we talk until like 11 like tt..yupp..then my ahma scold then i got off the fone n went to slp..haha..yupp..this morning got the association thingy..my ahma forced me to go one la..but in the end i never go..then she oso dunoo..i went meet shujun for breakfast..then after we went around srg looking for yz de ppl..haha..think we like damn lame..yupp..but i finally saw ruipeng jiaxin n jiajian le..haha..miss them so damn much lorr..yupp..then they like never change much oso..then now at home lorr..reached home around 2 like tt..then ahma made me eat again..but i still so full lorr..i so happie leh..then i wed going out with them..maybe go cine there watch movie..but like dun have any nice movie recently leh..yeah..then tt day andrew going oso..haha..i like one year never see him le..dunoo whether he got grow taller or not..but he already so much taller than me liao..but grace jiajian they all not free ma..then maybe we sat going out again lorr..haha..

`chenyingg says:

finally load finish le..this page like got prob like tt..take forever to load de lorr..yupp..today i went to wanyi house do project ma..think we quite fast lorr..discuss hao everything le..just needa buy de things then paint the bag all this then jiu finish le..i cut my finger lorr..haha..not i cut de..wanyi cut de..pain lorr..but nvm la..i so nice..forgive her..haha..then she very bad leh..kipp beating me..haha..then got one time we all luff until like hell..now oso forget is cuz of wat le..but we quite early then went home le..then went mac with bird n wt..then say don they all lorr..umm..then aft tt wr come find me ma..then he pei me go home..sorry leh..ps u 2 like tt..my ahma like so late still haven come back yet..dunoo where she go oso..but she dun come back oso nvm la..alone at home beta..if not she come back then scold again..think tml shld b at home de whole day lorr..unless maybe morning go tt association thingy..

y so bad one..haha..everybody not free de..then andrew n me actually wan call them go watch monster in law de..then now like so mani ppl cannot go..then scarly end up onli me n him go..haha..but think bird going..yupp...tt's good la..

haha..i wanna watch mr n mrs smith..yupp..and i wanna watch initial d oso..tt movie rox lorr..cuz got jay act one..haha..everybody..must go see leh..

`chenyingg says:

today whole day stay at home..so sians..then got nothing to do..yeah..today aunty finally going home le..but next week she coming back again..then she staying for the hols de weekday..she very ma fan leh..she come then make my life so miserable..i dont like my cousin lorr..so mommy-boi de..then like always trying to please ppl like tt..pls la..have some backbone can or not..

today i quarrel with my ahma leh..haha..i noe it's very common la..cuz i everyday quarrel with her..but this one is quarrel until very li hai de leh..is she shout i shout she scream back then i scream back those kind lorr..then we chao until very wat..cuz is like..since get back result then she everyday scolding me leh..u think i no feeling de ah..can just let u scold n scold n scold..it's already like tt u scold oso no use wat..then stop thinking u r always right n tt u rule my life lorr..cuz u dont..yupp..then quarrel le then i slam de door then went downstairs..haha..then i like so bu zeng qi like tt..i cry u noe..haha..i like so damn long never cry le..the last time i cry was in march leh..yeah..cuz i very angry with her ma..then i feel very wei qu oso ma..cuz she kipp accusing me wat..haha..then at downstairs there cry damn long lorr..i dun wan de lorr..but just canot stop ma..but after tt i regret le..cuz i cry until i got headache..then damn pain..tt time wanna die le lorr..yeah..then went home slp..then now ok le..at least no headache..

think this few days shawn very happi lorr..haha..good la..congrats worx..hope ur happiness will last long long la..yupp..then yanling ah..umm..i dunoo wat's ur decision la..but just follow ur heart la..dont make choices u noe you will regret..but yupp..i think you shouldnt cry over him anymore..

`chenyingg says:

today got band worx..haha..quite ok la..had a one hour lunch break..the best thing lorr..haha..think we look so funny..cuz we 10 person sit at the table all order kway teow..then the scene so damn funny lorr..then went take measurement for the blazer oso..not nice one lorr..er xin like hell..umm..yeah..the got the course oso..couldnt finish de presentation la..but who cares..going wanyi house on sat..for the art fusion thing..a bit waste time nehs..haha..gerr say she sick worx..hope u get well soon la..cuz i wan my reflection..haha..

`chenyingg says:

today went school for that stupid ipw course thingy..super lame de la..somemore they say it's very expensive de leh..yupp..i was like..wasting time down there la..then crapping with wanyi they all..so lame lorr..cheeling never go..say she got stomachache..today like nothing happen de lorr..so damn sians..think holiday will have a lot of this kind of days..nothing to do at home oso..then dun feel like touching my hmwk..yupp..one thing about today..i smsed so much! haiyohs..haha..

tml got band..maddening de la..the prac so long..