`chenyingg says:

woah..woke up so early today..die le la..slp so lil onli..4 hours onli leh..all shawn's fault la..

didnt go to the concert with xinrui and ruipeng.dont know in the end they got go or not..still got so much homework leh..just realise got compo..si le la..

`chenyingg says:

my comp is like..refusing to cooperate..haha..just hope it doesnt hang before i post this..

finally posting le..haha..the whole week full of tests..then i was like mugging and mugging everyday..but actually nv really studied a lot..at a certain time at night my eyes will close on its own..haha..think i'll pass my maths and history..but my chinese..sucked..sheesh..so difficult..didnt even understood what the passage was trying to say..everybody's answer was like..totally different..

timothy rocks!! haha..he let us off for the council dance rehearsal when there's contigent..haha..but tuesday got one last rehearsal..dont know whether can go or not..haha..the scene on stage today yi ding xiao si ren de..so damn messy..so many ppl forgot the steps..and some of us were just standing there luffing..and it's not even funny..

yesterday reached home quite late..went bus stop to talk..haha..so long never talk to her le..everytime walk past merely say hello..then at band oso cant talk..all mel mel's faoult..haha..everytime talk then he'll say 'keep quiet' with tt sickening face..but dont worry..we still love u mel mel..yupp..u must take care of yourself ok..

think shawn is really influencing me too much le..haha..i kept listening to him..canort listen too much..he oso cant make up his mind de..

saxophone section..remember pay band fund horr..i dont want pump or pay extra..

`chenyingg says:


ahh..die le la..went to tt streaming talk yesterday..i dunoo wat to take!! ok..maybe to others my result is not lousy la..but to me..it sucked..it's been so damn long since i last got this kind of marks..maybe i aint working hard enuff..like what my mother said..anyway..maybe i want to try out for B2..but like nobody wanna tke tt one!! haha..ger want take course C den shawnie wan take B1..then a lot of ppl wan take C leh..dunoo la..after exams then see ba..

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i'm like..so damn pissed off with my mother..i mean..is just a few more days before she goes off..and she has to ruin the whole thing by scolding..BECAUSE ms lie called..i mean..why must every single thing that ms lie says be like a bible..cant she be more flexible..everybody makes mistakes..including ms lie..so why does she make it sound like ms lie is god and holy and never wrong..anyway..we got into this huge fight around 10.30 and woked my ahma up..then i spent a bloody long time crying..aahhh..i tot everything was so nice..she finally understood..and now things have to turn out this way..it suck..


main gate is NICE NICE NICE!! haha..i'm mad..but tt's wat i just realise..i just cant start my day right without crapping with kengchong..looking at rachel's big and bright smile..see shiling run from the cat..listen to czander's ren sheng da dao li..and last of all..certainly not without michelle asking us to shut up and put our hands behind our backs..haha..main gate totally rocks..


today got science test..cham cham cham..the chemistry part sucks big time..i didnt even noe one single word equation..so i was just staring blankly at the paper the whole time trying my hardest to recall the notes that i took down..i'm gonna be so dead..


band sectionals was fun..i think..cos we havent had sectionals in a long long time..and melvin was like..'germaine..like drop jaw..NOT drop jaw'..haha..and germaine would scream 'i come that one la'..haha..damn funny..luff until stomach cramp le..then marching was ok..i didnt understand de new command..in the end i reported sick..cuz i really am..then the few of us sitting there started telling ghost stories..in broad day light..haha..

`chenyingg says:


i'm sicked.

i've got a fever, a sore throat, a flu, and a terrible stomach cramp..i'm feeling cold and hot at the same time..and my eyes is so damn tired..this feeling sucks..i cant even talk properly without my stomach hurting..dunno how to go out later..cuz aunty say wanna bring us out to take photographs..cuz my mother leaving on sat..i hate this feeling..like tt tml how to go school..


we're drifting apart..the post a few days ago was talking bout someone else..but this is talking bout me and him..i dont know how much i meant this..but yeah..i think it's true..i think we both realise it..but we just dont want to say it..but i cant pretend tt it's not there becuz it IS there..and very real..i think it's my fault..i just cant manage all my time to please everybody..maybe i just aint tryin hard enuff..but i'm tired already..i just realise this few days that i aint luffing as much anymore..i used to be so happy..and now i've just got too much on my mind..i kept trying to please everybody around me..i kept saying sorry..but sometimes i wonder whether it's necessary..i care..but maybe i just dont show it enuff..i think that maybe we both feel very unsure..maybe we both expected too much from each other..you dont need to put up a false front..u can just say what u feel..i'm fine with it..it's better that way isnt it..

i just want to say..i'm sorry if i've let u down or hurt u in anyway..i didn't mean it..

`chenyingg says:


wahsai..i hate my comp le lorr..was trying to get my tagboard..then suddenly show wat safesurf thingy..then say canort access..wat de hell..this few days like so sueys de..


i feel like we're just drifting apart..i oso dont noe why i feel this way..but de feeling is just there..it's like..i kipp telling myself i'm imagining..but i noe i'm not..there's this hole btween us tt's getting bigger..we dont even really talk nowadays..and even when we talk..u just dont listen enuff..everything i say is like water off a duck's back to u..and i'm irritated..

`chenyingg says:


haha..this few days so tired..but quite fun la..BI was ok..i miss yujia huifen and shuk man like siao..haha..then we took a lot of fotos..but i went home earlier than the rest..


monday playing for morning assembly..wish me luck..cuz the uniform damn ugly..haha..