me and gerr are so mad.haha.we still went kovan today.then i so good lorr.pei her go until potong pasir for her tuition.she should thank me for my kind intentions leh.but must say thank you to nicholas oso.

i got a lot of mosquito bite leh.haha.i scared i get dengue.i dont want i dont want.

the 'chi zi cheng long' very nice leh.the next episode is going to be so damn nice.the libin come out le.then make shui ling long sad again.cos she tot he betray her again.haiyos.but i want them to be together leh.

i very scared history maths and science.

exams are just round the corner.haha.3 days from now.and i havent even started revision for any single subject.*dead*everybody good luck.

it's already sunday. and i havent touched my homework one bit. and i dont plan to do so. haha. but i'm feeling guilty. *sobs*

flightplan next month then come out leh..think 20 oct. so sad lorr. i wan faster see. but still must wait so long. ling say dark water is nice. but i scared.haha..i now like yi dian dian jiu scared le.

dunoo whether should go back san yu see see or not. cos it's like. the last time i saw tatcha was beginning of last year. and i kinda miss them all. but she told me sarayut johnny they all went back le. then now onli left her and johnathan. but i scared later will awkward leh. cos so long never see le later nothing to talk.

haha..today quite fun la. me and ger boliaos. wanna go library study de. in the end went compasspoint le then went kovan. so long never go kovan le, woah, haha, got qing qie gan leh.realise that i really changed a lot from last year till now. taste a lot different le. that means i grew up. haha.

woah. that person is so damn sick. he'she is no better than the others. i think he/she is worse lorr, and yet still act until like he very high and mighty and responsible. please la. dont make me puke okays. wat 'see how' lorr, please, you're not even fit to say that becos you are just not good enuff. just becos u have connections doesnt make you any better than the rest of us. can he/she just grow up and get a life.

i wan money! haha. i just received my pocket money on friday and i've already spent $30. AND i havent even really been out. just to the library. this sucks. i want buy new clothes. hehe. say i'm vain but all girls are born this way. =)

i just realised i wasted today away. i totally havent got anything done at all. i planned to do my maths in the library. but now pao tang le. never do. must remember to read a bit of lit oso. if not must remember so many quotes can die de.

hahaha.i'm so damn happy now.i just saw my cousins photos!! hehe.for those of you who dont know. i've got 3 cousins ( 2 of which are twins) living in America. Though i havent the slightest idea which part. =P my cousin so cute! haha. i want to see them leh. but i've never seen them in person in my whole life.

today is such a BORING day. in school was okay. ruiting and wanyi is damn disgusting. haha. read those kinf od sicko books. cannot get contaminated by them. haha. after school went j8 with cheeling weiting and rach. then dont know why today everybody so quiet. yes! including me! haha. then weiting quite fed up. cos through out the whole thing only she talking. then we keep walking around the same place for so long. in the end went home quite early. even swimming with my ahma was more fun.

yesterday was more fun. went watch brothers grimm with nick bird and erkee. ling say the show stupid leh. cos got a lot of fairy tales combine together. but i think quite nice ma. haha. but everytime one crow fly out i jump one time. erkee havent finish his dare. hehe. ling ah, you die le. i'll make sure he finish the dare de.

the chi zi cheng long haven finish leh. i still tot last episode le. but how come de advertisement of another show is next week same timing oso? *blur le*

why cant everybody just mind their own business and dont cause unhappiness ah. is it very fun to pick on people? i dont think so. so why cant they just keep whatever mean comments they have to themselves, cos i dont think anybody, beside themselves, is interested to hear it. is it very cool to keep calling people bitch? i dont think so right. so what if you are sec 3, doesnt make you any bigger than normal people what. act tough. act popular. hypocrite. bleahs.

i hope she'll be okay soon. she totally freaked me out today when i saw her. i mean, it's not like she can leave zhonghua very soon and already she's so stressed out. but i think she must solve the problem herself, that's the only way to really solve the problem and gain experience. get well soon! (=

yesterday 11 plus then reach home lorr. cos after the lantern thing i went mac with nicholas and mich. haha. mich de fren very funny lorr. keep saying all the weird weird things, then so hyper de. umm. last night was ok lorr. quite slack actually. just went to take attendance then light up the lantern for people. hees.

argh. i miss my father a lot. he just called then i almost want to cry le. so long didnt talk to him didnt see him. and he's like, so much more understanding than my mom. i want to see him!

i realli dont know what to do for my art le. they say it's very easy 2 weeks de lesson can finish. then how come i think it's so difficult. argh. happiness = good theme? i dont know put what words leh. cos i cant seem to find any lyrics to do with happiness.

argh..wanna scream like hell le la..my father just bought me one nice nice mp3 for my birthday..haha..i know it's still 2 months away la..but never mind..and you know what..the play button is faulty!! so damn bad luck..that manufacturer sucks de la..

haha..now looking at some jokes..damn funny de..

my uncle came back le..dunoo for how long..but he brought back a lot a lot of vcds..and you know what..INITIAL D IS ONE OF THEM!!! haha..so happy..can watch and watch and watch le..

one more hour like that jiu must go and prepare to go school le..cos tonight got the mooncake festival thingy..haha..dunoo will be fun or not..but hope will very fun la..then can qi si germaine..cos she not goin..heehee..=)

wahseh, the 7 o'clock show so damn touching lorr. yuanbao finally reunited with his mother, then they two so cute! even sew their clothes together, then not even afraid of death. the emperor very qian bian leh, keep castrating people and putting people to death, where got this kind of king one. I should teach him how to be king lorr.

I got back my PPR. The results were ok, it could have been better i guess. Need to work harder for my science and english, it's pulling my marks down a lot. and according to ms lie, there are only around 9 days left till the exams.

I really really feel like commenting about some people. they are the ones who giving earthlings a bad name, by being so selfish, inconsiderate and ignorant. they always have to complain about every little thing and act like a know-it-all at just about anything. it's really really irritating. besides, why is everything someone elses' fault when they are the ones doing it all the time. why cant they just open their eyes and stop being so snobby.

i was talking to wanyi they all about the haunted house in escape today. then i suddenly realised. the haunted house is so full of fake human-acted ghost, how do we know if we actually saw the real thing inside.

poor jiaming. she lost $50 today leh. and it's like, everybody was there and we didnt see anybody taking her wallet, and the money just disappeared. weiting + jiaming add up jiu yi jin bu jian $100 le leh. and that's like a hell lot of money lorr. there's a thief in our class!!

wahseh. ms lie today really .. hehs, dunoo how to describe. it's like, cant she get a grip on herself. so many days since her 4 - day absence le, she still keep scolding us during lesson, somemore so damn sarcastic. haiyos.

tml school is reopening!! omg. the holidays passed so fast. blink blink. and it's over. and when i think back on what i've been doing for the past 9 days..i realise that besides my homework. i didnt get anything else done. and since exams is just round the corner, bout two weeks time, i really really need to get so revision done.

was reading lything's blog, she's like, so lucky to have so many siblings and be so close with all of them. sometimes i envy those ppl with brothers/sisters a lot. at least they have someone who is always always there for them. yeah, we have friends and all, but hey, it's not the same is it. and i'm not even close with my parents. we're separated by like, so many distances apart, and we seldom talk, even on phone it seemed so awkward. it just seems so strange to be telling someone bout your life when u are so far apart. it's like so strained, and that person is not involved in your life no matter how hard you try. and when i do go back or they come over, we dont talk often too. i just don't think that they ll understand. yeah, they try, but we still have very very different opinions and my parents just dont understand the way i think. then they'll think that i'm rebellious and bad and whatsoever. so what i'm just trying to say is that everybody should appreciate their parents. (=

`chenyingg says:

HEYS PEOPLE!! i'm back and blogging!!

suddenly realise i love my mama so much..yeah i noe we always disagree with each other..but she always forgive me for all my wrong doings..and she always TRY to understand..even though she always end up not understanding..but hey..at least she tried..yupp..AND she bought me all the things that i asked her to buy..weehees..she rocks..

main gate outing was nice..saw shujun grace they all..sorry pple..made u all wait while i went take neos with them..one more chance quite nice la..but super super lame de..i wanna watch red shoe!! haha..

2e6 gathering rocks lorr..haha..although not super nice..but the first class outing leh..lucky nv get food poisoning..weiting and cheeling so poor thing..so red..hees...hope they get well soon lorr..

and i was just thinking..you could know one person for a bloody long time..talk to that person..play with that person..laugh with that person..AND you still know nuts about him/her..tou think you know absolute about him/her..her habits..her feelings..her secrets..but one day u wake up realising..hey..i dunoo this or that..yeah..that's how i feel sometimes..

`chenyingg says:

i think that maybe sometimes i should just kipp my mouth shut..i comment so much on things that have nothing to do with me..in the end i get into so much trouble..

i dont know what to think le..he told me a lot of things that i didnt know..maybe i really blamed him wrong ly la..but that's in the past le..what can i do..

today went compasspoint study with gerr..so sad!! just found out that my maths is veryveryvery lousy..just like gerr the science veryveryvery lousy..haha..i explain refraction to her until wanna bao xue guan le..but at least i did 7 questions..in 2 hours..can u believe it..

tml is main gate outing le..but czander and shi ling like not going..haiyoh..

`chenyingg says:

woah..this is such a big achievement lorr..i finish my chinese test paper leh..BUT..i forgot to bring home all my textbook..then canort do maths canort revise le..but weicheng passing me his book tml..heehee..haha..ok la..must thank him..

monday going cheeling house to do lit project..dont know whether can finish or not..hope can la..if not must meet again very ma fan..

`chenyingg says:

now feeling a lot beta le..haha..today i'm like..mood swing until like crazy..then in school so bad mood..then kinda shouted at almost everyone..sorry..nothing realli happened la..just tt all the small small things add up then i very irritated..then felt so wei qu den a bit wanna cry like tt..but weiting say canort anyhow cry ma..must apologise to rachel..cuz she had to put up with my bad temper for so long after school..then she still nice enuff to help me do my art..but i didnt finish it..

i'm like..so damn pissed off with mr quek..i was nice enuff to tell him i got things on after school and will be late for band..i could have just told the leaders and left it at there..but i was nice enuff to inform him..and then he reprimanded me becos he thinks that 'i'm taking the whole thing as a joke'..if not wat u wan me do..be so damn serious everyday..and he had to do the scolding in front of so many ppl right outside the staff room..i mean..wat's his problem anyway..

next friday going beach..got class gathering..but like..the whole thing not very organised leh..then like go so long lorr..i'm going really really broke..

`chenyingg says:

woah..yesterday very nice leh..went back pri school then saw so many ppl..so many ppl change le..then i cant recognise..

we went j8 watch herbie..haha..de show damn stupid leh..very lame lorr..not nice to watch de..dont go waste money..ahh..haha..they all so bad..all wear contacts le..still say i de extra one..

i haven finish de art leh..then dont feel like doing..but tml must hand in le.. =(