went to shir's house to help her and jac pick clothes for tml.
so they spent like, 2 hours trying on clothes.
hahaha.
like going for some important date like tt.

i'm like, so uber excited for tml!
i know i'm totally going to screw myself on stage,
but hey, i've decided to stop caring.
i'm just going to enjoy myself tml.

i have to wake up like, so damn early tml.
cos have to reach school at 6.30.
think tt's totally crazy la.
but i bet there'll be a lot of latecomers tml.
not that i'm cursing them. =D
but i think a lot of ppl will take uber long to style.

hahaha.
why cant i have the problem of not knowing what to wear.
i oso want to keep trying clothes!
haha. but yeah, i have to wear the dance clothes.

GERM! just wear whatever you want la.

today is my FIRST day of school.
but there wasnt much diff la. =D
i changed my place!
actually i just moved up.
cos now my classroom arrangement is like, damn weird.
so just anyhow move lorr.

and then now i'm DAMN SAD!
cos like, my phone is refusing to work AGAIN!
and it's not like there's anything wrong.
it's just the screen doesnt want to show.
no matter how i on it how i open it, it stays blank.
it's so irritating LA.

tml there's council rehearsal.
i dont know how to say this but,
I'M DAMN SCARED OF THE DANCE!
i'll screw it up on friday.
i just know it.

i'm almost done with my hols hmwk.
except for the few A maths questions i dont know how to do
and my bio TYS.
hope i can finish today ba.
and hope my headache dont act up again. =D

there's this new song i heard on the radio.
and it's like, damn nice.
but i dont know what's the title eh.

i'm quite excited for tml eh. =D

i'm sick. AGAIN!
i got fever, then now headache like hell.
so sickening la.
have to keep slping.

two more days then school reopen le.
i DONT WANT.
hahaha.
have to get up so early eh.

went to watch scary movie 4 ytd.
it's ok ba.
quite lame eh.

the leadership conference was ok ba.
woked up so damn early and reached there damn early oso.
it was better than i thought actually.
but i'm not sure if it made any difference in my life.

i want to go to escape!
haha.
so long never go le.
i miss all the rides and the haunted house.

and nicholas.
i've not changed ok.
haha.
and the way i talk is completely normal.
i'm not biting my words.

yupp.
i've finally sorted everything out. =D

i'm going to the library to do my homework today.
i'm so nice. =D

so i've finally completed like, half of my homework.
that's a big achievement.
congratulate me, people. =D

i cant freaking stay at home la.
it's too depressing.
i need fresh air. =P

you made so many promises to me.
but you didnt even bother to keep any of them.
maybe i was in the wrong.
maybe i worried too much.
but is this your way of punishing me?
if that was your intention, well, you've succeeded.

hahaha.
now then i knoe backviews, big noses and explosive hairstyles makes germaine excited.
hahaha.

i really think that my chem is hopeless.
i dont even understand a thing.

i want to go watch R.V! =D


i was dumb enough to believe you once.
i wont make the same mistake twice.

de omen was...i dunno wat to say.
the front part was so damn boring.
and the back was, err.
i guess i was scaring myself throughout la.
but hanliang really damn noisy.
hahaha.

i dun give a fcuking damn to what you think.
and stop irritating me when you dont even know what's really going on.

smoking is bad for health. =)

FINE!
every freaking thing is my fault.
are you happy now?
are you satisfied that you've finally ruined my life?
I SERIOUSLY HATE YOU.
AND I MEAN EVERY WORD.

i think i'm just wasting my life away.
or rather, i'm wasting away the holidays.
i'm going to school everyday.
and after one week and two days, i realised that i've gain nothing.
and still, one big pile of homework lie untouch on my desk.
i can think of so much use of my time if i'm just going to slack in school.

today was another of that meaningless day.
i woke up damn early in the morning just to turn up for band,
and all i did was watch the sec 1s play.
i mean, cant they make us go for band AFTER the sec 1s have finished.

and went for the council investiture rehearsal as well.
i can describe everything in one word: CRAP.

first of all, they kept changing the timing.
AND they didnt bother to inform everybody.
just like the last practice, where they CANCELLED and didnt even inform us.
so people just kept coming in at their own time.

second, they had to do their discussions when everyone was there.
so everyone was just hanging around and wasting time while they tried to decide on what they wanted to do.
that's just a total waste of time.

thirdly, there're so much disagreements.
i mean, alan should just listen to us and consider our suggestions.
instead of just dismissing them as impractical and useless.
so we spent the whole 2 hours walking 3 times through the hall, and the rest of the time arguing.
since everybody doesnt want the walk to be so formal,
why cant we just do it our way and have fun.

dont mind me, i'm just having another one of my mood swings.

ZHONG JI YI BAN IS SUPER NICE!
it's like, so lame and nice and lame and nice.
and it's damn funny.
and the ppl are damn cute.

ok.
now my lips are twitching.
and i used to thought only eyelids can twitch.
and it's too irritating to describe.

tml i'm going to watch over the hedge.
like, finally!
and i'm damn excited.
hahaha.
let's just pray band lets us off on time.

i just cant stop thinking bout ZHONG JI YI BAN!
omg! i'm going crazy. -.-

i never meant to hurt you.

i'm gonna start on my homework TML!
yes. i can do it.
i'm going to do it.
and i will definitely do it.
just hope that i still have de determination tml.
=D

i know i'm not supposed to be thinking about it anymore.
i realise that i've been telling everyone that i'm not going to care.
but i still end up thinking and caring.
if it isnt serious, why dont everybody just let go.

today went to school to slack.
haha.
i didnt help in the dance at all.
think we spent more time crapping and gossiping lorr.

i really dont know what went wrong.
you were the one who started everything.
and when i thought that this was it.
you just turned your back and pretended that nothing happened.
maybe it was never meant to be.
but i need you to tell me yourself.
before i can truly believe that this is so.