omg!
i'm so so so happy now.
guess why?!?
cos i heard all of JAY CHOU's new songs.
and they're so damn freaking freaking nice.
everybody must go and support him.
lalalalas.
i'm so high now.
hahaha.

ya. and i finally cut my hair short le.
and my head feels so light now.
and i realise i only use half the amt of shampoo i use last time.
and now i dont even have to comb my hair.
and i dont need my clips and rubber bands anymore.
hahaha.

i realise exams are so freaking near.
it's just one more months time.
i seriously need chem tuition.
anyone wants to give me free tuition?
=)

it's raining so heavily now.
the sky is like, so dark and cloudy.
it must be that rain dance tt me and clar and yuen chi did.
hahaha.

i finally finally finished watching ISWAK.
and it's like, so nice.
everybody must remember go and watch eh.
i cant wait for part two to come out.

mr lee scolded us for one whole period today.
he said that there are ppl in our class who cheated during tests.
but how is tt possible.
i mean, 98% of the test is essay questions etc etc.
how to you actually copy that?
o.0?

and i dont know if i should look forward to tml.
i have to bring so much things to school.
three sets of clothes PLUS all my stationery.
and like, when everybody is going out,
we have to stay for the freaking bio SPA.
and then i'm going to cut my hair.
and i still havent worked up enough courage yet.
i just cant imagine myself with short hair.
it'll be so freaking weird.

and yeah, i finally finally changed my blogskin,
because wt and cl keep saying that it takes forever to load.
and napok asked me to change the song.
so yeah, i decided to change everything.

and yeah, i know that this posts is so very long.
but this is the last part.
i just wants to say THANKS to tein chin.
because he bought me that FIR CD out of the blue.
and like, yeah, i'm so freaking touched.
=)

luckily tml no a maths no e maths.
or else i really die le.
i spent the whole day mugging chem and chinese.
and i havent even touched my hmwk at all.

and i suddenly realised.
THERE'S ONLY ONE MORE WEEK TO THE HOLS.
omg. i'm so freaking excited.

kor. i suddenly miss you a lot a lot.
i know you're very nice to me.
i'm already effing touched le.

wish me luck.

the band dinner was like, ARGH.
me and the two germaines took turns having mood swings.
and we're like, so sticky and stuff.
the worst part was tt stupid ushering.
we're standing there like some idiots and nobody is even coming.

i'm so freaking pissed off with bio.
i studied for it.
and i still didnt know how to do the paper during the test.

and i'm like, so pissed now.
my comp's lagging like hell.
and it's like, wtf, only the web that i want to go is lagging.
all the rest are ok.
why is everything going against me.

chicken spaghetti. =D
thanks a lot.

OMG. i'm toast.
i'm so addicted to tt show and i keep coming online to watch it.
and i've got like, 3 more test coming up.
and there's two more next week.

actually i'm quite excited for the band dinner on friday.
hahaha.
i dont know why.
but now i dont dislike band anymore.
it's like, so fun and so crap.

and everyone,
please give GERMAINE FOO your fullest support.
she's practising for geitai(is it like tt spell de?)
anyway chinese is ge tai.
the 'show' where you sing for the ghost?
hahaha.
but she's practising very hard for it.

oh yeah. by the way.
if you haven buy birthday present for her.
please get her acuvue define lenses to ENHANCE her eyes.
=P


i really really miss him a lot.
and i'm really regretting my decision last time.
but i know that it's too late now.
i didnt appreciate him last time.
and there isnt a chance to turn back time.
i only have my memories to hold on to.

it's SS tml.
god bless me.

i know i should be studying my ss.
but i just dont have the mood.
it's like, i sit down at the table, i stare at my books,
and i walk away.
ARGH.

i'm hooked on it started with a kiss.
it's like, so uber nice.
and the guy is so cute!
hahaha!
and plus the show is lame.

lalalalas.

we went to watch An American Haunting.
hahaha.
it's such an exciting experience can.
we keep screaming in the cinema.
ok, i was doing most of the screaming.
but me and ger(lee) keep clinging onto ger(foo) lorr.
and she's like, not scared at all.
and she kept telling us to shut up.
actually it's not that scary la.
we just kept scaring ourselves.

anyway.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GERMAINE FOO HUI FANG!
hahaha.
i know you must be damn touched.

And i freaking hate MS FU.
she thinks she's like, so damn chio.
and she thinks she's always right.
blah.

WOOHOO!
it's finally the weekends!
i can sleep late tomorrow~!

i failed my BIO and my CHEM.
did i say that already?
i dont know.
but like, what the hell, i really dont know what all the lessons are about.
someone help me please.

band was really funny.
cos germaine keep trying to do the coordination thing.
but she cant.
hahahaha.
and then there's mr chew.
why does he always i got attitude against him.
i dont okay.
i'm so nice to everybody.

i got like, 4 test next week.
i'm going totally crazy le la.
i have to pass everything, or else i'm dead.

I just dont understand what the freaking hell is her problem.
she trusts everybody but me.
no matter what i do it's just not enough for her.

GERMAINE! CHEER UP!
hahaha.
for those of you who dont know.
she saw a particular campus superstar whom she idolised for a very long time with his girlfriend(i think).
hahaha.
and her heart shattered.

went to her house after tt.
i'm like, going to her house every friday.
haha.
and i laugh until i canort stand le la.
then my leg cramp somemore.

and i'm sick lorr.
yesterday headache like hell.
almost want die liao.
think i lose too much blood le la.

i FAILED my chem.
as expected.
but i'm still damn sad over it la.
cos i'm like, the fourth last in class.
ling more poor thing.
first from the bottom.
haha. but she like ok leh.

hope my a maths can get high high ba.
i dont wanna fail again.
and this test is not even difficult.
just tt i very careless la.
*praying*

i'm happy with my life.

woked up at 5 yesterday.
lazed around till 6 plus.
evan pei-ed me to macritchie.
the cross country was ok ba.
our FIRST EVER cross country eh. (since i'm in ZHSS la)
and it still drizzled.
there were like, so uber much late-comers and the late forms not even enough.
so you can imagine how many ppl actually came late.
it's not very exciting or what la.
but yeah, for a first cross country,
it wasnt that bad la.

met gerr they all at 6 plus.
then went BK eat dinner.
then after went to esplanade there.
ok la. where got a lot of people lorr.
i expected more can.
i think the fireworks are nice!
although jiajian keep disagreeing with me.
i hope saturday one will be extremely nice.
hahaha.

stayed overnight at ger's house.
very fun. =)
watched ju-on.
and it's like, so freaking scary.
i dint see much la, cos i covering my face throughout.
ger(foo) very brave lorr.
she watch the whole thing.
but then after the show, she was like, "i dont dare to go take my hairband!"
then she run back, then she knock against the glass cabinet then cut her leg, then omg, she controlled her pain when ger(lee)'s father came out lorr.
she's so funny(brave?).
and she's so lazy la.
she's the first to slp and the last to wake up.
we talk half way then she slp liao.
then we like, slept one hour ltr than her and she still refuses to admit she's lazy.

this year's national day like not very nice eh.
like, for the past few years they'll advertise a lot.
but this year, it's like, i didnt even know the song until today.
and the show isnt even interesting.

sometimes i'm just so sick of it.
why am i always the middle person to you.
i feel like you're making use of me or something.
and i can't even complain because even if that was your intention, i had to help you because i'm your friend.
but have you ever stopped to think about how i feel.
i feel like you're just trying to get to her through me.
i dont need that from you.

i know i'm suppose to like it and everything.
but i seriously feel like i dont belong.
everybody is in cliques,
i just dont feel that sense of unity.
and we're like, getting all the dirtywork and just embarrasing ourselves.
you cant blame me for not wanting to participate.

ARGH!
my e maths test is so screwed.
i even got some simple questions wrong.
i'm like, learning backwards la.

didnt went to watch the audition.
cos ma fan de germaine want go j8 eat.
haha. was it nice?

tml is cross-country le.
i hope it rain.
i pray. pray. pray.
tml confirm rain liao.
muahahahas.

i hate tml.
i have to wake up so ultra-early just to go there.
cos i freaking have to reach by 6.50.

my mama went back le.
and i know i said i'll be happy.
but now i miss her damn much.

was reading yanling's blog.
and i realise, everybody has their own problems.
not just me.
so i should be happy that my problems arent like, uber much or what.

yesterday watch the fireworks.
and it's like, so freaking nice!
i'm so looking forward to tuesday!
hahaha.

i totally screwed my chem test.
i dont understand what the hell they're asking for.
and i finished like, in 20 mins? when the test is 1 hour.
like, crap la. 
i want to pass my chem for once can.

and yeah, i know a lot of ppl dont like mr ong.
but i think he ROCKS.
he's like, so freaking funny.
and he'll always crap with us.

i'm so looking forward to tuesday.
i'm looking forward to it.
i'm looking forward to it.
i'm looking forward to it.
but i'm gonna miss my primary sch gathering.
blah.

anf if you fucking dont know me.
dont understand me.
dont feel my feelings.
then just keep your bloody comments to yourself.
you're just making assumptions and spreading rumours about me.
and i hate your guts and your hypocritic-ness.