ok.i realise i'm slacking again.
but today is my ahma's bday.
so guess it's ok ba.

been doing A maths this few days.
but got some questions dont know how to do.
and it's so irritating and demoralising LA.
i want to do well for my EOY la.

tml gonna study with germaine.
hope we dont end up singing the book and recording it again.
or else i'll gladly kill her.
hahaha.

i think this is the first time in the whole year tt i've been so hardworking.
but then, everyone is mugging like crazy now.
even ling. even germaine.
like, wth, you're giving me too much stress la.
hahaha.

just now was quite bored, then went to try my luck at me and ger's blog in sec 1.
and i'm like, waseh, first time jiu can le.
hahaha.
i got good memory la.
anw germaine changed the blogskin.
she's so pro! she still rmbs the use and pw.
and i dont even rmb anything liao.
then was like, rereading my past entries.
hahaha.
i forgotten so many things le.
like, last time we use to call germaine CONGCONG.
hahaha.
cant rmb why we stop calling her tt.
or even why we did start calling her tt.

i'm so freaking hungry now.
i didnt eat lunch.
and when my ahma asked me i automatically say yes,
without even realising eat.
so now i have to starve until dinner.
argh.

i'm really started to panic.
ling is like, doing a maths non-stopp in class la.
and everybody is so clever.
what if i fail?

and something happened in class today.
and it's funny. i laughed like hell.
clarissa's phone dropped on the floor during e maths.
and i said 'OUCH'
and then the whole area of ppl started saying 'OUCH'
and ling was still quietly doing her a maths.
suddenly, mr poh came over and say
"cheeling and chenying ah, you two really cannot sit tgt, talk so much!"
and then we both say at the same time
"we never even talk eh."
hahaha.
ok. i know it doesnt sound funny.
cos it's those kind of you-have-to-be-there-to-think-it's-funny kind of thing.

you're always not here for me.

yesterday was the ss paper and the eng paper 2.
everything just sucked.
and i checked.
aboriginal means indigenous.
BUT indigenous means native.
what the hell.
it totally screwed my day.

aft tt went to mac with the 2 germaines.
and then germaine foo was panicking at her maths tuition hmwk.
and she kept snapping at us.
hahaha.
anyway after tt me and germaine(foo, again) went to the interchange.
and then we kept talking about those kind of thing.
hahaha.
then in the end we both so spooked.

yeah. i shldnt keep talking about ytd.
hahaha. but today was boring.
so there's nothing much to talk about.
yeah. so i shld end my post here.
tada. =D

(edited)
just read his blog.
i dont know what he's talking about.
i feel like asking him.
but yeah, maybe i shouldnt.
but it's like, i treated him so much as a friend.
if he's going to say i'm lying to him again.
i'm going to be very hurt.

i watched finish devil beside you le.
although i got skip some parts la.
cos the cd missing some parts i think.
but yeah, the show is damn nice.
now i know why shirlynn is so crazy over it.

i finished my notes for chapter2.
and i'm starting on chapter 3 now.
and since i dont plan to do notes for the rest.
I'M FINISHING SOON!
hahaha.

think tml going germaine house to study after school.
and yeah. tml is the last last day for my ss revision le.
and i dont know whether i want slp early or slp late tml.
hahaha.

ok. i'm just back from the library.
went to bishan to study with germaine.
and i completed like, 3 chapters of my ss.
but i think i needa read it again ltr.
hahaha.
cos cant rmb much liao.

anw, i think a lot of ppl think we're crazy.
we keep laughing and laughing and then there's like, no joke.
esp on the bus. hahaha. we like some bimbo like tt.
and germaine is a very emo person.

i cant believe exams are so soon.
i think i'm gonna freak out.
i have NO self-discipline.
i'm so dead.

when i thought that i hit the pits.
the definition of pits was lowered.
my life is just one hell of a mess.
so you cant blame me for being bitchy.

ok. the emaths test sucked.
i know everybody thinks it's super easy.
but i always seem to get super easy questions wrong.
and then i wasted one period being in a bad mood.

but i loved today's after school.
hahaha.
i completed my paper 1 for emaths paper 2005.
and it's such a big sense of achievement.
hahaha.
but must thank chunyang la.
cos i was like, asking him about every question.
dont know why he so smart.

i feel so damn stress LA.
but nvm. i'll work hard. =)

HAPPY BDAY JUN XIANG!
(it's for tml.)

i got self-control ok.
i DIDN'T come online yesterday.
it's a big accomplishment.
so congratulate me.

didnt do much studying ytd.
ok, i didnt study at all, except for tt ONE maths question.
but i was reading germaine's storybk.
and it's so so so so damn gross.
it's disgusting.
and tt person in the bk is so psycho.
and i didnt wanted to read anymore,
but germaine die die dont want tell me the ending.
then in the end i had to finish up the whole bk.

i've got 2 test and one advance paper this week.
that's so crazy.
and i dont even know what i want to study tml.
this is crap.

and i wanna go watch 'THE HOST'
when am i ever going to get to watch it?

ok. today was crap.
it's a total waste of my time.
it's so boring i almost cried.
hahaha.
and i was having this terrible headache tt made me wanna pass out on the floor.
and i cant even sit down and rest.
and i'm like, wtfcuk.
yeah. but in the end went eat panadol.
then now better a lot le.

was watching the channel 8 show just now.
and then i was wondering.
you know in tv, 2 person will be in one scene.
one of them says 'we need to talk'
and the next moment, they're at another scene,
THEN they'll start talking.
like in tt channel 8 show,
one moment they were on the street.
and the next, they were on this mountain top.
then what do they do on the way there?
dont they talk on the way?
or they silence all the way there?
tt's just so weird LA.


ok. i've just made up my mind.
i'm not coming online tml.
i've decided to mug the whole day.
and even if i dont, i wont come online.
cos once i'm online, the whole day will be gone.

i told myself i wont think of you anymore.
then why is the memory still haunting me.

ok. i spent the whole night online.
and all tt i accomplished was to change my blogskin.
and wrote a testi for weiting.
bleh.

and weiting wants me to apologise.
cos i say it's very stress to talk to her.
though it's a fact.
hahaha.

i miss jordon a lot a lot.
i miss him sitting behind me.
hahaha.
and now there's nobody to teach me maths.
there's nobody for me to whack.
there's no body for me to take pencil from.
sians.

there's nothing exciting in sch today.
except tt we pei-ed ger to go cut her hair.
and i dont see the difference.
and i like gerr's bunny.
haha. so soft.
and i like her sis's bed too.

and yeah. to whoever it may concern.
esp tt anon.
i dont care who the hell you are.
but yeah, i still dont think ytd was my fault.
if you got a problem with that,
come scream at my face.
i'll gladly entertain you.

ok.
today is not a good day.
starting from the point r lee change our seats.
like, wth, the 6 of us are all over the classrm.
and i'm sitting in the LAST ROW.
argh.
but at least jac and clar is still near me.

and THEN there was band.
i dont wna go into the full details.
so here's the summarised part:
germaine sprayed water on her face while drinking.
i laughed.
chew almost bit our heads off.
like, wth, what's his problem can.
we didnt even talk and he insisted that we did.
and i DONT have a attitude problem lorr.
and then like, i cried becos of band.
and i totally wasted my tears.

and i think i'm super nice.
i pei germaine go wait for bus.

i thought i was starting to have my good luck.
but i was wrong.
ok. not totally.
but things didnt turn out as good as i expect.
but i passed my chem for the first time this year.
and i got an A1 for my bio.
that's like, wow, miracles do happen.

i'm starting to like Devil Beside You.
hahaha.
now i know why yz and shir is so in love with it.
but youtube is so lag now.
who can lend me the vcd.

eng test was ok ba.
hahaha.
the sec 1 jiahong incident repeated itself.
i pity fiona.
think i sorta wrote out of point?
cos they say no need to choose one candidate de.
my eng interpretation got problem la.

after tt went to hougang mall with weiting.
cos didnt feel like going all the way to tampinese mall at 4.
sorry damien, last min ps you.
very very long never talk to weiting le.
hahaha.
but right, dont know why, she keep laughing at all the not funny things.
then i think very funny de, she never laugh.
and talking to her very xin ku.
cos she always go out of point.
everytime i talking bout one thing,
she will jump to another thing that's totally irrelevant.
and then i'll say 'you can listen me talk finish first or not'.
hahahaha.

i really dont feel like going band anymore.
with their new 'policy'.
like, i think it'll make things worse.
becos for one, germaine may not turn up tml.

happy birthday nicholas.
and happy birthday shirlynn.
(in case i never online tml)

ok. tml is gonna suck.
it's gonna suck big time.
it's the end of hols.
and tml is monday.
and i HATE mondays, cos there's triple chem.
and i needa get up super early.
just thinking about it is making me depressed.

i ate way too much chocolate yesterday.
and it made me so sick.
and i slept the whole afternoon away.
so wasted.
went to jonathan's house last night.
to celebrate his birthday.
it's ok ba.
sorry i didnt bring any present.
xP
watched like, half of little man.
and now i cant go cinema to watch liao.
but it's really really funny.

hahaha.
okay. germaine forgot to mention one part.
the reason why we think the broken sunglasses was funny was because
AFTER SHE BROKE IT, she pretended like nothing happened.
so tt the shop owner wont come and checked why me and ger lee where saying OMG OMG OMG.
yupp. so she pointed at all the other sunglasses and say
'woah. this so nice horr.'
HAHAHA.
ok. it's really funny.

anw. i was too lazy to come online ytd.
so gonna blog bout ytd.
since nth's happened today.
went bugis with gerr and gerr.
and germaine foo was trying to look for suitable boyfriend material.
since there were some 3 on 3 bball comp.
yupp.but in the end she wasnt satisfied with any of the guys.
hahaha.
and in the end we were all so broke.
and germaine foo is the richest. cos i returned her 10 dollars.
and we went to the national library.
and like, we were spying on renee and everything.
and we went to the highest floor to take pics.
and yeah, i saw weicheng.
like, so long havent seen him le lorr.
but he hasnt changed one bit.

anyway.
since germaine think i'm JAY's promoter(i seriously dont mind.=D)
i'm going to tell you that
SHE's PAULTWOHILL's promoter.
hahaha.
and she's so irritating.
because she dont let me and germaine say bad things about him.

ok.let me tell you about my day.

i kept waking up de whole night.
why? cos i didnt set my alarm clock.
and i was scared tt i'll wake up late.
and THEN the germaines will scold me.
so in the end, i got so fed up tt i decided to get up at 6 plus.

band was like, so damn draggy.
time passed so slowly.
and i thought chew will be there and in the end he wasnt.
and we had to play so many lame songs.
AND they hid our bags.
WHAT THE HELL!
can you believe how childish band is getting.
they hid our bad so that we cant escape so that they can pump us.
wthwthwthwthwthwth.
and we were running around looking so stupid trying to look for our bags.
and germaine even thought our bags drop down or something.
and THEN lisa said 'if you wanna get your bags back, stay back.'
in the end i got so fed up, i screamed at her.
ok. so she screamed at me first.
but I'M NOT IN THE WRONG.
so i screamed back.
and the band room was so quiet.
hahaha.

ok. that's not tt important.

aft tt we went to far east.
then we went to heeren.
then we went to cine.
and yeah, we stood at HMV for quite long looking at jay's mv.
and then we saw sylvester(his name like tt spell? o.0?)
too bad i'm not crazy over him.
too bad it's not jay.

and the germaines were having cramp the whole day.
hahaha.
cant stand it.

went to bishan library to study.
it's the first time i go to a library so early
and you know what,
there were ALREADY a lot of ppl waiting outside.
and they were like, standing at the door.
and when the library door opened,
THEY RAN!
can you believe it, like -.-!!!
imagine running for a table.

anyway, in the end we went to the cafe.
and i finally (so called) finished my homework.
although there are still a lot of blanks.
but yeah, hey, at least i finished it.

and i realise that we kept eating today.
hahaha.
studying needs a lot of money too.

i cant wait for friday.
=))

ok. i'm going to school ltr.
cos there's BAND.
not that i'm very excited.
but it's loads better than mugging at home.

anyway. yesterday went to see my uncle.
cos my shoulder has been bugging me for so long and it hurts like hell.
so yeah, my uncle is a chinese doctor.
you know those kind, acupuncture and stuff like tt.

anyway. it was SO SO SO damn painful.
he used this round glass bottle or something.
to suck out the bruised blood.
and %!(#&#%@*@#
yeah. anyway. now it's not painful anymore.
BUT. there're this BIG BLACK bruises on my back.
and they're so freaking disgusting to look at.
blah.

ok.
so i've decided to stay at home and mug.
like, yeah, but i havent started on the actual mugging yet.
i've only arranged all the books on my table
and lay out my hmwk.
but the moment i look at it i get a headache.

oh yeah. let me tell you about my dream yesterday.
i was in GERMAINE'S house.
hahaha.
and i was helping her protect her key.
and she dumb dumb go believe the key-stealer then she want me to pass the key-stealer the key eh.
then i keep telling her tt one is the bad guy she dun believe me.
tt's only the first part of the dream.
i cant remember the second part.
but i rmb i woke up crying.
and my whole pillow was wet.

and yeah. dont know if she will read this.
but just wanna tell her.
you really shldnt think so much la.
since you're already together
why think about all the bad things that COULD or MAY happen.
you shld just trust him right.

and just wanna say sorry to tc.
thanks for offering to buy me the cd.
but it's your hard-earned money.
and yeah. i dont want the past to repeat itself again.

JAY!
GOD,PLEASE BLESS ME WITH MONEY SOON!

went to watch snakes on plane today.
and it's so freaking disgusting la.
the snakes were so scary.
and when they bite the ppl
i'm like 'EWW!'
then i got so many part dun dare to watch.
and then throughout the show i was so damn 'jin zhang' for them la.
hahaha.
luckily LUCKILY i didnt agree to watch frostbite.

and nic. sorry bout saying not wanting to hang out with your friends ok?
cos i dont know them, then quite awkward.
yeah. sorry.

and yeah. erm. was quite sad to hear you say tt la.
was it the song or was it me tt made you cry?
maybe you're not wrong to regret about the past.
but i hope you wont.
cos it was a part of my life.
and i hope it will be a part of ur life tt you wont look back and regret bout it.

OMG!
i hope i get my pocket money tml or on tues la.
i still owe gerr 10 bucks.
and i'm spending so much money during the hols.
and then WHAT ABOUT MY JAY!
his album is out TUESDAY!
cannot cannot cannot.
cannot go out so much le.

GOOD LUCK TO ALL THOSE WHO HAVE N LEVEL TML!

i'm so so so confused now.
was searching the web just now.
and apparently, some of the title of jay's new songs are different from those that i heard.
but NVM! ahahaha.i wont mind if he has a lot a lot of new songs.
hahaha.

and yeah. JAY'S ALBUM IS COMING OUT THREE DAYS EARLY.
WHICH MEANS IT'S OUT ON TUES!
lalalalas.

i'm so in love with his new songs already LA.