ok. there's nothing much happening today.

my class has very lil ppl going for the flag day on fri.
so since i'm not going too, i feel like cutting my hair.
yeah, i know.
so many ppl ask me not to cut, but i still feel like cutting leh.
=P

you werent there.
like you promised.

DEATHNOTE TOTALLY ROCKED.
i was like, reading it in class.
and it's so damn freaking nice.
and i didnt learn anything today.

ok. maybe i'm interfering too much.
i still dunno whether i should have told her.

i totally screwed my o level chinese compo.
yeah, i know everybody thinks that i'll defintely egt an a1.
but the fact is, my compo sucked.
i've never felt so uncertain about my compo before.
i didnt even know what the hell to write.
today is a bad day.

went to eat lunch with damien after sch.
then got my contacts stuff.
and tml have to pay for class chalet aswell.
my wallet has only been fat for 2 days.
and now it's flat again.

somehow i feel that we're drifting apart.
ever since my exams started we didnt get the chance to talk much.
and now, sometimes i feel that you just dont care.
or that you're just too busy to care.
or maybe you dont want to care anymore.
and i never know what is going on around you anymore.
i want us to be like last time.
but is it ever possible?

today was a good day until my ahma came back.
and her bad mood is rubbing off on me.

love is so fragile.

ok. i'm depressed now.
i wanted to watch my ISWAK before i lend it to yongcheng.
and guess what?
my comp's sound system is spoiled.
and i spend half an hour trying to coax it to work.
and now it's going from no sound to super loud to no sound to super loud.
i'm fed up.

somebody teach me chem.
somebody sponsor me money.

ok. today is a really really nice day.
i finally bought my bag, my top, and my bottom.
and now the only thing tt i'm sad about is my empty wallet.

and today is so freaking funny.
esp when ger and me were looking for the bags.
we were like, laughing and laughing like some crazy person.
and then there's this crazy indian man.
he kept shouting some funny stuff at us.
and me and ger were so spooked.
hahaha.
and ah, germaine. i know you're very very grateful to me for helping you find tt thing.

and yeah, i'm SO SO SO excited about deathnote2.
linyu say he'll tell me when he's got the movie.
cos it's actually coming out on the 3rd nov in some countries.

BEST:
1. Male friend: now dun really have le ba. yupps. dont have best de.
2. Female friend: germaine foo. hahaha. although she's too anooying sometimes.
3. Vacation: it depends on the person you're going with.

WORST:
1. Time of the day: when i'm having chemistry. it's just too painful to think about it.
2. Day of the week: monday. i got THREE periods of chemistry. but the timetable will be changing next yr.
3. Food: i hate bittergourd.and papaya.
4. Memory: i dun rmb. there's too much.

LAST:
1. Person you saw at school/work: the girl from band. i dont know what's her name.
2. Talked to on the phone: germaine foo.
3. Msg: germaine lee.
4. Conversation in Msn: linyu

TODAY:
1. What are you doing now: on the comp.-.-
2. Wearing: my SYA shirt and green shorts.
3. Better than yesterday?: YES! YES! YES!

TOMORROW:
1. is stay-at-home day.
2. Got any plans: read tt 3 books.
3. Goal:if i'm in the mood i'll try the worksheets by ms lea.
4. likes about tomorrow: i'm excited about the books!

FAVOURITE:
1. Number: 7.
2. Song/s: JAY'S SONGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

CURRENTLY:
1. Missing someone: nope.
2. Mood: damn good.
3. Wanting: i want money.

TRUE or FALSE:
I am a morning person: sort of? i dont slp till very late. like germaine.
I am an only child: yupps.
I am currently in my pajamas: nope.
I am currently pregnant: of cos not.-.-
i'm currently suffering from a broken heart: no.
I am left handed: false
I am addicted to friendster: false
I am online 24/7: false
I am very shy around the opposite gender: false.
I currently have a crush on someone: false
When I get mad I curse frequently: false
I enjoy country music: false
I enjoy smoothies: true
I enjoy talking on the phone: true
I have a hard time paying attention at school/work: true
I have a hidden talent: hahaha. i hope so.
I have all my grandparents : false.
I have at least one brother and/or sister: false
I have been told that I am smart: yeah. a long long long long time ago.

ok. this is a stupid quiz i got fropm germaine's blog.

ok. today is a really really nice day.
i finally bought my bag, my top, and my bottom.
and now the only thing tt i'm sad about is my empty wallet.

and today is so freaking funny.
esp when ger and me were looking for the bags.
we were like, laughing and laughing like some crazy person.
and then there's this crazy indian man.
he kept shouting some funny stuff at us.
and me and ger were so spooked.
hahaha.
and ah, germaine. i know you're very very grateful to me for helping you find tt thing.

and yeah, i'm SO SO SO excited about deathnote2.
linyu say he'll tell me when he's got the movie.
cos it's actually coming out on the 3rd nov in some countries.

BEST:
1. Male friend: now dun really have le ba. yupps. dont have best de.
2. Female friend: germaine foo. hahaha. although she's too anooying sometimes.
3. Vacation: it depends on the person you're going with.

WORST:
1. Time of the day: when i'm having chemistry. it's just too painful to think about it.
2. Day of the week: monday. i got THREE periods of chemistry. but the timetable will be changing next yr.
3. Food: i hate bittergourd.and papaya.
4. Memory: i dun rmb. there's too much.

LAST:
1. Person you saw at school/work: the girl from band. i dont know what's her name.
2. Talked to on the phone: germaine foo.
3. Msg: germaine lee.
4. Conversation in Msn: linyu

TODAY:
1. What are you doing now: on the comp.-.-
2. Wearing: my SYA shirt and green shorts.
3. Better than yesterday?: YES! YES! YES!

TOMORROW:
1. is stay-at-home day.
2. Got any plans: read tt 3 books.
3. Goal:if i'm in the mood i'll try the worksheets by ms lea.
4. likes about tomorrow: i'm excited about the books!

FAVOURITE:
1. Number: 7.
2. Song/s: JAY'S SONGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

CURRENTLY:
1. Missing someone: nope.
2. Mood: damn good.
3. Wanting: i want money.

TRUE or FALSE:
I am a morning person: sort of? i dont slp till very late. like germaine.
I am an only child: yupps.
I am currently in my pajamas: nope.
I am currently pregnant: of cos not.-.-
i'm currently suffering from a broken heart: no.
I am left handed: false
I am addicted to friendster: false
I am online 24/7: false
I am very shy around the opposite gender: false.
I currently have a crush on someone: false
When I get mad I curse frequently: false
I enjoy country music: false
I enjoy smoothies: true
I enjoy talking on the phone: true
I have a hard time paying attention at school/work: true
I have a hidden talent: hahaha. i hope so.
I have all my grandparents : false.
I have at least one brother and/or sister: false
I have been told that I am smart: yeah. a long long long long time ago.

ok. this is a stupid quiz i got fropm germaine's blog.

ok. today was a sucky day.
everyone was in such a bad mood.
and i almost quarreled with germaine.
hahaha. and we were like, diao-ing each other non-stop.

band was horrible.
we kept repeating and repeating.
and it's so super tiring.
but the mrt v.s. bus stop thing was super funny.

ling is crazy. her tear supply damn rich.
hahaha. she havent even get back her report book and she started crying alrdy.
i thought ppl only do tt when they get back o level result.
o.0?!

my results are ok la.
at least i improved.
despite my failed chemistry.
but yeah, i'm still sianed when i look at it.

ok. DEATH NOTE IS NICE!
hahaha.
i still cant believe tt guy actually killed his girlfriend.
but i cant wait for PART 2!

ok. we're having chalet again!
hahaha. although its very early.
13 nov. one day only.
but it'll be fun. =D

ok. i'm gonna find damien they all soon.
haven seen them for so long.
and i heard chris got a new boyfren.
so gonna ask her about it ltr. =D

last night martin yuetseng and wenshu came to find me.
went for nightwalk.
then they think i stupid.
keep telling me tt the longway was actually the short way.
I'M NOT TT DUMB OK.

and yeah, my ahma was having her moodswings last night.
she hasnt had them for so long alrdys.
so something must be wrong with her.
but yeah, i'm too nice to quarrel with her.
=D

ok. today was a lame day.

we had our final final timed prac.
and the paper was difficult.
the answering style is so frekaing different.
i think i'll flunk my HCL aft the CL paper.

aft went to the serangoon cafe with the germaines.
it's totally not like a cafe.
and there's so lil choices.
and there's this 2 YZP girls playing with the toy machine.
and they spent like, 20 PLUS dollars on tt stupid game.
hahaha.

and yeah, the proton, neutron and electron thing happened again.
and so, my conclusion is.
neutron will always be neutron.
hahaha.
i know you dont know what i'm talking about.
it's an inside joke.

and yeah, kengchong just told me about the council camp meeting that's going to be held at mac tml morning.
and like, OMG, so freaking early.
and so freaking late notice.
i seriously cant make it.

and yeah, i think we're not having our chalet anymore.
so we're just going to go to sentosa for one night.
hope there's no ghosts.

ok. my eyes are like, damn painful now.
and i dun even know why.

i feel like changing my blogskin.
but i'm freaking lazy.

today was a weird day.
went to vivocity with the 2 gers after the performance.
yeah, we skipped band.
cos we were all in a very bad mood.
them becos of their guys and me becos of my PMS.
and like, the whole afternoon we keep changing mood.
cos like, so much happened?

heys. dont cry anymore le ok.
it's just not worth it.
if the relationship is making you so tong ku,
why dont you just forget it.
there's no use just keep thinking about it.
but whatever it is, we'll be here for you.

and we decided the dates for the class chalet.
18,19, 20 nov.
and eugene's gonna book.
he's so nice. =D
just hope that when he book there's still availability.

and today just sucks.
cos it was raining in the morning.
i hate it when it rains in the morning.

somehow, it's happening again.

ok. today nothing much happened.
except that ms aw came into our class AGAIN.
haha. but she only told us to keep quiet la.
cos ling they all were playing cards and screaming.
and we were having some sex talk.
-.-! hahaha.
but i'm still pure and innocent ok.

and today is not a good day.
i was having cramps the whole morning.
and it's just so freaking painful.

ok. i'm gonna ask the class about the chalet tml.

today our class got spot check.
totally sian-ed.
ms aw heard some beeping sounds during her lesson.
and she conducted a whole class spotcheck.
even for those not in her class.
and like, so many phones were confiscated.
luckily she returned them (with warning of cos)

timed prac as usual.
it's gonna last for the whole week.
aft went mac with the 2 gers.
and like, wtf.
they always one happy one sad de.
and i'm always de neutral party.
hahaha.

and god bless germaine pls.
her phone was confiscated.
cos of her bill.

ok. the chinese timed prac was crap.
i know i kept complaining bout it.
but it's total bullshit la.
we're just copying the whole chunk from the essay.
it's wasting my pen ink.

i'm not worrying bout my results anymore.
i just told my parents bout it.
and they were like "OMG WHAT HAPPENED TO YOUR CHEM"
even though they expected it already.
but yeah, they didnt scold me bout the rest la.

band was lame.
we had to 4 person share one file.
and me and germaine ended up talking most of the time.
and aft band was *!&^@%^!*@#.
hope she's ok.

ok. i got back some of my results today.
my chem was crap.
my bio was crap.
my geog was crap.
my eng was crap.
i'm saying crap for 4 out of 8 subs.
and i haven even get back everything yet.
there'll be more to add to the list tml.

BUT. THERE'S THIS GOOD NEWS.
i got a1 for my chinese and my combined humanities.
the combined humans is damn surprising.
i thought i will fail.
god is on my side sometimes. =D

went to eat pasta after school.
after tt pei-ed clar buy her father's present.
and we went to eat fondue!
FONDUE!
wahahahahas.
and we bought our friendship band le.
we were like, taking such a long time to choose.
and the guy kept looking at us.
hahaha.
but i still think the red and black one is so much nicer.

ok. i so SO SO believed what you said.
if you did it, pls at least have the guts to own up ok.
can you please dont be so childish.
you think i buy your story?
i'm merely entertaining you.

ok. i'm here to thank GERMAINE.
hahaha.
cos she helped me with the blogskin.
but i know she's very grateful to me.
hahaha.

ok. she's coming over to my house now.
again.
hahaha.
so i'm going offline.

ok.i'm going to reblog.
cos there was something wrong with my blog just now.
and so i decided to just change to whole skin.
and i'm too lazy to go edit the tagboard color le.
so bear with it.

anyway i'm damn damn hign now.
hahaha.
i watched like, 4 or 5 of jay's new MV.
he's like, omg, so freaking charming.
and he danced.
WA! i'm going crazy.
hahaha.

anyway, ytd was fun.
went k box to celebrate germaine's bday.
but i think ger(foo) and me enjoyed it more than the bday girl la.
hahaha.
then walked around and ate.
then ger pei-ed me take bus home.
hahaha. ok. she's nice.
but it's becos i begged her for so long lorr.

and she finally told me.
actually i guessed it long ago.
but she keep saying no.
but yeah, hahaha.
at least she told me le.

rob-b-hood is nice!

ok. the bio SUCKED.
but i shouldnt complain.
cos i think it's easier than the mid year paper.
and i totally dunno how to read a map.
i swear. maps give me a headache.
and the time is too long.
and i was trying to play that string game which needs 2 ppl.
but i only have 2 hands.
so in the end i only managed till the 3rd step.

BUT. BUT. BUT.
there's a good news.
and that is.....
MY EOYS ARE OVER.
OVER. OVER. OVER.
it's totally worth rejoicing over.

ok. i'll be slacking like crazy tml.
and on friday.
and on saturday.
we cancelled the stay over.
cos ger cant make it.
but it's still gonna be fun.

and my uncle was nagging at me just now,
saying that i use the comp too much.
and asking not to talk to strangers online.
like, -.-'''

went to tpy after lunch today.
and when i walked past this vcd shop.
they were playing the movie that i watched with him.
and i suddenly rmb how i didnt understand the movie.
and how he had to explain the whole story to me.
and i suddenly felt so sad.

things will never be the same.

the e maths totally sucked.
i didnt have time for paper 2.
so i left like, 15 marks blank.
15 marks!
and it's 20 plus marks when you convert it to 100%!
i know i sound like some study freak.
but i wanna do well for my EOYs can.
i dont wanna get nagged at for the whole hols.

and geog is no better.
yes, yes, -.-
it's a paper of common sense.
but i DONT HAVE common sense LA.
so i'm like, stuck at so many questions
and i didnt have time to finish.
but i didnt check to see la.
it'll just be too depressing.

and i tell you.
the physics people are DAMN bad.
they've been announcing non-stop that they can start slacking today.
while we still have BIO tml.
like, DAMN IT!
do you have to tell the whole world?
do you have to rub it in our face?
ok, i'm not really angry.
hahaha.
i'm just damn depressed over my hadnt-been-opened bio book.
i got 13 freaking long chapters to memorise in one day.

and yeah,
we decide not to go out tml.
cos we decided to go out on thurs.
and i'll be watching my rob-b-hood!
wahahahahahas.
but i have to leave early la.
but it's ok!
i'll not be sad!

the chem paper is MAD!
yeah, yeah, i know it's 'so much easier' than the mid year paper.
but it still suck.
ther's so much things that i dont understand.
and like, i see others writing so freaking much,
and my answer has only 2 lines.
i seriously seriously dont want to fail.
I DONT WANT TO TAKE RETEST!

ok. i'm back at home.
and i decided not to slp anymore.
hahaha.
and my eyes are so bloodshot now ah
ltr must go use eye bath again le.

hahaha.
and i'm so touched by germaine.
she cooked maggi mee for me!
hahaha.
and it's so funny la.
and she keep saying i pig.
cos i keep asking her want slp or not.
then she really go and tahan.
hahaha.

ok. i'm going to study chem ltr.
i dun wanna fail my chem. again.

ok. i'm still slacking.
and i dont want to slack anymore.
but when i stare at the geog book.
i feel like shutting my brain off.
argh. wth.

and i still think ISWAK is nicer than tokyo juliet.
becos the guy still looks very ugly to me.
in the show la i mean.

A maths was ok.
it's do-able.
BUT it's not easy can.
how can so many ppl think it's easy.
i hope my overall will pass.
i hope my overall will pass.
i hope my overall will pass.

ok. today is friday.
and i'm slacking.
i think i can afford to slack for a while ba.
hahaha.
anw watching tokyo juliet now.
and tt guy is form fei lun hai.
but in the show he very ugly eh.
but i think gong-ye man wang fei will be nice.
gonna try to borrow tt after exams i think.

ok. i'm perspiring like crazy now.
cos i'm lazy to walk over and on the fan.
and then there's no wind.
and it's been so hazy the whole day la.
so not used to it.

woohoo.
god really bless me. hahaha.
the history really got come out chapter 9.
so damn shuang.
no need like SS like tt, keep panicking.
the source base was ok also.
except that last question.

ok. tml is going to be ok.
even though we're the unlucky ppl that have to go to sch.
and A maths will be ok.
it will be ok.
it will be ok.
it will be ok.
(i'm trying to convince myself in case you dont know)

i'm going to germaine's house on saturday to mug overnight.
i cant wait.
hahaha.
and i dont think it's for the studying part either.

ok. i think the physics ppl and the combine science ppl are still struggling with their exams now.
but I'M BACK AT HOME.
hahaha.
ok. but i'll be my turn to suffer soon.
i know.

the chinese paper 1 was ok la.
i keep writing wrong words.
and my paper is super messy.
and the questions are so difficult or cliche la.
there's like, nothing to write.
and the hall is so damn freaking cold.

and there's like, history tml.
i feel like studying only chapter 9.
if i really did, god bless me that it comes out tml.

ok. i seriously think it's true.
3e3 is cursed.
we get caught every single day.
first it's our attire.
then the mdm lau episode ytd.
and today, ling's hp got confiscated.
and it's so pitiful to see her crying in class la.
and now mr lee is super angry with our class.
haiyos.

i think i'm gonna flunk my biology and chem.
but i have to score for at least one.
i dont want to get 22 again for my L1R5,
like i did during the midyear.
and like, omfg, everybody is becoming so damn clever LA.
i dont want to be the only stupid one left behind.

i'm currently in germaine's house now.
and she's bathing.
or rather. she's washing the bird shit off her arm.
hahahaha.
just now some unknown aqueous thing drop on her arm.
i think it's bird shit. =D

today is a very nice day.
cos it's really funny.
esp tt part when mdm lau come into our class
and ask bala to go and take table for the e5 guy.
cos she didnt know he not from our class
then she thought he no table.
damn funny la.

some more we had 4 free period today.
and we're released early.
shuangs like siao.
hahaha.