today sucked.
i hated going on stage to share the quote.
cos i was so damn freaking nervous.
and so many tchers had to catch me for my attire.
i mean,HELLO,go look at germaine's skirt if you think mine is short.

and then there were all the boring lessons.
and i'm so tired this few days i just feel like stoning.
and i'm scared about bio.
cos i havent read the txbk at all.
so like,i brought it home to study. =]
and i'm gonna complete ALL of my hmwk. =]

tml is labour day.
happy labour day!

went town with germaine ytd.
and so much idiotic things happened.
tt black guy in the train.
germaine keep 'almost' falling down.
and stepping on my shoe.
and i twisted my ankle.
and her keep shouting out random names and making up her own songs.
hahaha.=]

and we took neos!=]






and we stayed in forever21 like,forever.

i tot this was nice.but germaine didnt agree.=(


more random pics.

for the past week i had so many free periods that i dont even feel like i went to school at all,except for the fact that i still had to wake up early in the morning.
and i think my eyes are really getting smaller,it's like,i'm slping less and less everyday.but i want my big eyes back!hahaha.=]

and the tests sucked.i mean,the chem test was ok,cos i actually studied for it,so let's just hope i pass.but the geog test was hell.the chapter was so long and i only had so little time to look through the stuff inside.and i was just crapping all the way cos i dont know what else to do alr.and i was like,the second to finish in class.hahaha.1st was junting la,nobody can beat him.

and with all this things happening around me,it's making me lose confidence in relationships.i mean,being an outsider i can tell them straight in the face where the problem lies,but it's so difficult to make the right choice when all you want to do is follow your heart and go with the wrong decisions.
and everything is just making me doubt myself and i'm feeling so insecure.but he doesnt know,and maybe he never will.people tell me that i should talk to him,but he's so busy and caught up with so many things that if i ever mentioned it,i'll sound like some unreasonable bitch.

ok.it's raining like mad now.
and i'm stranded in germaine's house.

tml is my chem test alr.
and like,i'm so NOT going to be the lowest AGAIN.
it's just too demoralising for me.
hahaha.

and i wanna wish everyone all the best.
cos like,there are so many depressed ppl around me this few days.
=]

next week is my sharing of quote of the week.
and i'm so jin zhang la.
i think i'll screw it up.

is this the path till the end?

i love cable cars.=]

the LOST in chinatown thing has been over for one week.but i decided i still wanna post up the pics.hahaha.esp the one of nigel and jason kissing,they're so cute.

ok.my face is still as screwed as ever.
and this is the worst case of breakout i've ever had in my whole entire life.
this totally sucks.
i just hope that it heals over the weekend la.
cos it's seriously making me feel so depressed and its bruising my ego.=|

and the history test is so screwed.
or maybe,all the recent tests are screwed.
it's just so freaking hard.
and even though i studied,nothing goes into my brain.

and there's bio ssp tml so early in the morning.
cos the thurs one was cancelled.
so like,tml i have to wake up so early again even though it's a weekend.
it's even worse than when i was having band.

and i always feel so tired nowadays.
i mean,i DONT SLEEP in class.
but recently i'm just so tempted to.
ok.it's all the bad influence from shirlynn and all the ppl tt sleep.
hahahaha.

you're neither here nor there.

ok.i'm officially sick now.
i've got this terrible sore throat.
and i keep coughing and sneezing.
and germaine thinks that this means i'll get fever tml.

and my eyes are finnaly back to normal.
it was so swollen and painful ytd that i cant even put my contacts in.

and now my pimples are resurfacing.
I HATE THEM!
like,i thought they finally wanted to disappear.
and then it turns out that they wanna come out again.

and today was FUN!
hahaha.i think i love my class.
and all the P5 kids are so so so so cute.
and they can run super fast.
cos they were like,chiong-ing all the way.
and i still had to ask them to slow down to wait for me.
and i simply love jordon's group la.
hahaha.but my group got 2nd!!!
and we were the first to finish the game.
and jordon's group was the last to arrive.
hahahaha.i think we're so pro!
and nigel is super cute.
hahahaha.though i keep telling the kids tt he's irritating la.
the pics tt i took with him is so funny.

and after went town with the germaines.
and you know what,my ZARA dress is GONE!
i'm so sad la.which means i cant buy it anymore.
so like,i totally didnt buy clothes today.
and i'm so amused by germaine.
she's not your normal retard.hahahaha.
we got caught in the rain.
and she wanted to kill me for not taking the mrt.
and then she went psycho on the bus and kept talking to the air.
hahahaha.so freaking funny.
and she ended up doing so much retarded stuff.

and i've got 3 effing test and 1 a maths quiz on monday.
school is crazy.

i dont want to be sick.it's so xin ku.

band got silver.
yeah,totally depressing i know.
and i guess everybody was super disappointed.
cos practically everyone cried.
i guess that in our hearts we somehow hoped that we'll get gold.

i tot that i wouldnt cry,
cos somehow we alr know the result beforehand.
but i just couldnt control the tears when i saw jason and lihua crying.
and my heart practically broke when jiaying hugged me so tightly and said that she's sorry.

and i guess we wouldnt have felt so bad if we hadnt tried so hard.
and i wouldnt felt so bad if i dont feel so attached to band.
and i wouldnt feel so bad if i didnt like mr chew so much.
i feel like we've let him down.big time.

and i hate it when ppl look at us with the kind of face that says that they expected us to get a silver
or that they think that our band isnt good enough.
because that's total crap and they know nothing.

but thinking back,i cant believe that i cried so much just now.
i can predict how stupid i'll look tml with my swollen eyes.

and i think i'm gonna slp super early tonight.
i'm barely surviving on 3 and a half hours of slp.

tml will be a better day.

isnt he just too adorable for words.he's so cute la.

went shopping with yanling ytd.and i'm like,totally broke now.and i still need to go shopping with ger ltr.and i'm like,so freaking tired now.my legs are breaking alr.

and i've got like,4 big mosquito bites on my hand la.it's so bright red la.cant stand it la.

and i seriously like tt top from zara la.but it's so ex and i got no money alr.but it's seriously nice eh.

he's my new favourite guy.he's just too shuai and cute for words.i love him so much.=]

the recce trip was nice.
freedom writers was nice.
today was nice.
everything is nice,except that i've got terrible muscle cramps all over my body.
all thanks to the napfa 5-items.

my comp is lagging like crazy.i have to wait for five seconds just to use it for one second.and it's making me go crazy.i feel like smashing it.

i took my 5 items alr.the scores suck big time.and i seriously hate sit ups.hahaha.i suck la.thank goodness there's shirlynn.i cant live without her.

there's recce tml!hahaha.and somehow i'm looking forward to it la.the class like so lil outings,so i'll treat tml as one.=]

and i seriously SERIOUSLY wanna watch freedom writers.

there are a lot of things i wanna blog about.but now i just dont know how to phrase them out.forget it.

good news of the day: i got 25/33 for my a maths.
maybe it's nothing to other ppl,but it's my first a1 for a maths.and i'm like so happy la.all thanks to tt 9 mark FYS question,muacks.hahaha.

but the bad news of the day:i'm gonna flunk my bio.again.
it's like,the paper is so so so so difficult.and it's so much harder than the last test.and i didnt even know how to answer the questions or draw the diagram.bio is pathetic.

and we're gonna have napfa tml.i know germaine was pissed today lorr.but aiya,dont wanna go into the details.band was ok.mr chew like not jin zhang at all.dont know why also.

i think i'm having a lot of mood swings recently.maybe it's cos it's tt time of the month.

but anw looking forward to next week.haha.it's SYF! and they're coming to my house to stay.i miss sleepovers with germaine.

and somehow we're not so closed anymore.i never expected things to turn out like tt.but it did.