the batt's running low on the laptop.
AND i cant find the plug.
hope it wont run out until i published my post.

i'm bored at home.and it's super duper bored.
but i wont forgive myself if i actually went out.
cos i'm alr going out tml and there's still papers on tue. =(

but at least i can look forward to thurs when the papers end.

today was BORING.
i know next week i got freaking many major papers again.
BUT.i just have no mood to study.
it feels like mock is over alr.



jay chou's new song for his upcoming movie!
omg.i'm in love with jay chou.
BUT.the girl lead like not very nice leh.
but umm.jay chou is getting old.hahaha.

erkee says in a relationship,girls must learn to give in.
but HEY.isnt the guy supposed to give in.
who cares whether it's fair or not.
where got ppl keep asking the girl to give in one.

and it feels like i'm going for the movie tml instead of monday.
and i keep thinking tt i've got lessons on mon.
i must be crazy.

can somebody clever please PLEASE switch brains with me.
until at least o levels is over. =(

omg.this is bad.
the comp cant be used.
so i'm like,using my uncle's laptop now.
and it's damn lag.and i not used used to the keypad.

but their house is damn nice la.
i like my cousin's room.i'm jealous.><

but today is a bad bad day.
mdm lau caught me for my hair,tie,blouse,skirt,socks and shoes.
and she made me buy zh socks la.but they're so stuffy.
and she kept asking me all sorts of funny stuff.
and i owe her one dollar.and i have to go see her again on tue. =(

and pls.just becos i'm no longer crazy about council,it doesnt mean tt i made no FUCKING contributions ok.
dont act all high and mighty and i'm some rebellious person tt polluted your perfect image of the council.
at least i was devoted to council for the past two years.
and at least becos of me,the council isnt full of ppl tt the student body hates.

and chem paper really really sucked.
i handed in an almost blank paper.
i know there may be a chance tt i'll get marks if i fill in the blanks.
BUT i didnt even know hot to start.
my mind was blank. ><
i want to drop chem.i dont wanna get the lowest in class.

and it feels like so long since i've met germaine!
hahaha.miss her a hell lor.
but she's EXTREMELY zhong se qing you.

i'm so damn bu shuang bu shuang bu shuang la.
all the papers just bloody SUCKED.

A maths was crap.with almost half the paper of integration.
AND i got all my integration wrong cos i confused it with differentiation.

SS was worse.cos NONE of the chapters i studied came out.
and so i had to stone there and think of some crap to write.

and E maths was so difficult,and i've got like,at least one blank on every page.
and i thought E maths was supposed to be easy.

and there's just not enough time to do geog.
and my hand was like,so damn painful.
imagine writing nonstop for 2h15mins.
AND i still havent finished the paper.
and the questions i didnt do were those tt gives away marks.
like how do you recognise CBD.
i feel like killing myself la.

and i hate my seat.
cos the 1e3 ppl are just super duper noisy
and it's super duper hot.

and tml will be 100x worse.
cos IT'S BLOODY CHEM.
and i'm hopeless in chem.
and i just know tt no matter how much i study i'll still fail.

but well,the only gd thing about tml is tt it's FRIDAY.

and then i've got 3 days to wake up late AND slack before taking those crazy paper again.

first day back to school sucks!

we got back so many tests.
and i flunked everything except geog.which i just passed.
and then i realise out of 8 subjects,my ppr will show tt i failed at least 5 of them.

and now because of the mocks,i'm far far away from dinesh and jordon and eugene.
and i'm not going to be able to talk to them for at least another 2 weeks.
and jordon didnt do his twist today. =[

and then there was tt dumb bird.
i hate HATE HATE tt bird can.
i hope it knocks into a lamp pole and dies a horrible death.

and like,every tcher wants us to do well for their own subject.
and it's just impossible to score well for everything la.
i mean,i'll be super grateful if i can actually pass all of them.
and there's just not enough time.
the school only gave us two bloody weeks to study,
and we still had to go back to sch during these two weeks.
and all you tchers can say tt you've given us half a year to study for it.
but puh-lease,there's so much hmwk every single day eh.

and i'm ultra scared of doing badly for my mock.
it'll be so damn damn demoralising.

and pls ppl,friendster IS NOT cancelling our accounts.
stop sending me so many of tt fucking messages everyday
telling me tt frienster is going to delete our accounts FOR REAL.
go for something else to do if your life is so boring.

i was bored.so i went youtube to look for ISWAK2.

this is jiang zhishu's new hairstyle!
hahaha.looks better than his long one.
his long hair makes him look gay.
but i love his mom!!!
she's damn damn cute la.


no wonder it's banned.
he's so damn sick and psycho la.
he cut her up and frame up de parts eh. -.-

and i'm hungry now.
ytd no lunch.then today no breakfast.
and i dont even know whether my ahma's cooking lunch or not.sniff. =[

and omgomgomg.sch's starting tml.
which means i have to wake up at bloody 6 again.
and mock is on tues!!!

i hope everybody flunk it with me.

maybe germaine's right.
dont love,dont hurt.
cos the hurt is just too intense now.
and you're making everything out to be my fault.
maybe it is.i just dont know what you want me to do anymore.

i love KFC!hahaha.not like you dont know.
but how can anybody resist KFC.it's so so so so nice.
and although my bff is super irritating,i still love her!
hahaha.and she appears to be pregnant to some ppl.
i wonder who's the father.

and i'm watching nancy drew and transformers with germaine!
hahaha.i hope she rmb to print the thing out though.

ok.i think i'm going to die soon.
i've got short termed memory!
like,i told somebody something a few mins ago.
and when he bring it up again,i was like,HOW YOU KNOW.
omgomgomg.i'm dead.

and i think i over estimated my feelings.

i planned to do my studying today.
the keyword is planned.
cos the only thing i did today was read two pages of the geog textbook.
and then i went on to do other things.

and i just finished watching whywhylove ep3.
and wang chuan yi is just damn shuai. ^.^
i wouldnt mind him cleaning my wound for me.haha.

i cant wait for harry potter to come out.

and old ppl are just more unreasonable.
i shld just bear with it anw.

ok,i'm upset.
i wanted to ask you about it just now.
but then i didnt know how to without sounding unreasonable and bitchy and starting a quarrel with you.
but it's like,you went out with your ex again.
and just conveniently forgot to tell me.
so what if she's now your supposed best friend.
you met up with her.you took photos with her.of her.
and i'm supposed to just laugh it off and feel nothing at all?
i'm not tt magnanimous.

i love my bff!
hahaha.shopping trip with her ytd was fun.
and yes,the trip's not wasted.
cos i bought things!
and germaine keep saying dumb stuff.
anw.fyi.germaine likes ugly things now.
she said it herself.hahaha.


this girl is damn cute la.
and it proves germaine wrong cos she doesnt believe tt a baby girl can be cute.
she's so sexist!hahaha.
but like.ok.cute baby girls are rare to come by.

went back to sch today.and it's like,the LAST time i'm going back to sch during the hols.
though the hols only left like,5 days?
and yes,i HAVENT started my revision.
unless you count reading one chap of geog.
and i'm so so so dead.
i'm gonna drown tgt with my mock prelims.

whywhylove is like,getting more and more boring.
the only reason why i'm still watching it is tt wang chuan yi is shuai.
he's the only pull factor la.
the show is damn draggy pls.

i thought you werent going to talk to me aft you told me those things.
but glad you didnt mean it tt way.
it doesnt matter whether you like me as a friend or more.
i aint going to avoid you.
cos you're still my godbrother. =]

my eyes are freaking blood shot now.and no matter how i try to blink the blood wont go away.so think tml i needa go wash my eyes again.it's so troublesome la.been aeons since i did tt.dont even know where i place my stuff alr.

i went to read qingting's blog.and she thinks tt playing vortex=paying ppl for suicide.which is so not true!vortex totally totally rocks.and it's thousand times better than escape.and it's like,omg,if you dont try it at least once in your lifetime you're seriously gonna regret it.

anw.i went out with weiting ytd.and it's been so freaking long since i met her.and it's like,i totally didnt know what's going on in her life la.so like,the first few hours was just mindless gossip?until she finally decided to tell me her juicy life story.hahaha.but yeah,i missed her damn much.

ok.and some ppl just think tt slashing is so cool.but seriously.it's not.at all.i mean,you wanna show tt you're angry,go scream at someone,go throw something,go indulge yourself in food.but hey,cutting yourself is like,so fucking painful.it doesnt prove tt you're strong,and hey,it isnt even big news anymore so nobody is gonna think tt you're cool by doing tt.

some things are better not knowing.

i've got craving for KFC suddenly.
KFC rocks. =]

finally.no sch starting from tml.muahahaha.no more waking up before 8 every morning.

i wanna go UK fun fair again! the vortex rocks!

devil in disguise if i had one wish <3 - says:
he really always empty talk de lorr
devil in disguise if i had one wish <3 - says:
i hate him lorr

if he really still doesnt get it.i'm really gonna mean what i say.

finally blogger doesnt hate me anymore.i've been trying the whole night to post my entry,but blogger just refused to load.

today's been such a bad day.bio was so long.and i got 2/12 for my quiz.and then i have to retake it on tuesday,which means i have to go memorise the whole 15 explanations word for word by tue.

but at least geog was loads better.i thought two hours was really long and it was going to be super boring.but in the end it wasnt la.cos bird keep saying dumb stuff.at least now i know my plate tectonics better.haha.and the donut was nice.

and some people are really really dense.they just cant seem to get it no matter how hard i tried telling them or how many times i actually say it.

everybody should just go look at our class blog.because bala had so much free time he went to do a lot of lame stuff.but it's so funny.haha.

i'm jealous of germaine.hahaha.

this video is funny.

today's been a fucked up day.everybody is trying to screw my life.can all the sadistic ppl just get out of my life pretty please.

the only consolation was tt there was nil maths lesson today.and we went to s11 for late lunch.if not for tt i would have hated today a lot a lot.thanks jac and shir.love you two. =]

i seriously seriously hate the canteen.for the past one and a half weeks,only the malay stall and the chicken rice stall is open.which means.i've been eating the same thing for one and a half weeks.if you dont think that's miserable.try it.and you'll understand.

and some ppl are just being so xiao qi.i mean,i dont even think tt i'm in the wrong.AND i apologised.what more do you want.is that minor thing worth you being angry for 2 days,and more.what's the big fuss about anw.

and i seriously dont know why i'm feeling this way.i know i shldnt be.cos it shldnt change anything.but i just cant control myself.this sucks.

and i miss germaine.i havent seen her for so many days alr.and it feels like forever.

i went to germaine's blog just now.and i got a shock.haha.i kwen that she was going to change her blogskin.i just wasnt expecting tt.and i still looked up to double check the url.hahaha.awwwwwwww.germy.i know you love me.hahaha.

ok.i'm so bored.i wanna go watch kang xi lai le.bye. =]

went to watch shrek today.i LOVE shrek.hahaha.he's like,so cute.and his baby is so cute.and the donkey is so cute.and the puss is so cute.so the whole movie was cute.hahaha.but the only bad thing is that lido has a super cold cinema.it's so so so freaking cold.i was right not to go there so often.hahaha.
and i think he's so cute today.

and for tml.i'm gonna do my two chinese compo tt's due.and i'm gonna study for geog test.though i think it's quite useless to study development.not like i'm doing tt topic for o level or what.
so yupp.tml is a hardworking day. =]

i feel like going shopping.

i'm like,so scared now.cos there's supposedly something wrong with the comp.so i hope it wont just hang on me or something.

this has been a weird week.i dont feel like going into the details.but like,erm,i never ever expected myself to cry in class.tt's like,total embarassment.but whatever,it's over alr.and like,i didnt even get anything on the shopping trip on monday.tt's so depressing LA.and i've been waking up so early every single morning for school.and it's so weird going to sch now cos there's so little cars on the road.i can practically just walk in the middle of the road and nobody will care.

and i so screwed up my bio test today.i mean,yeah,i couldnt really get anything into my brain.but i didnt expect it to be TOTALLY empty.so like,i finished the paper super fast and then i had to pretend tt i was still doing it.i'm so gonna fail with flying colours.

and there's like,geog test maths test and history test next week.thank god the ss test is cancelled.so i have one less thing to drag.

and there're really A LOT of psychos and perverts out there in the world.i mean,tt uncle on the MRT was plain scary.and just look at jay from yuan dian.not like he super ugly or what,but he has to go around stalking ppl.i mean,go get a life la.(although i know it's just a show la.=])

my life is going to get better.