today feels like the last day of exam,although it's only been like,3 papers.and today's was the worst cos i wrote so much my hand felt numb.and it's been such a long time since i wrote so much for compo.

but i think i screwed up my ss.

and the calendar's made! ling says it's pretty.well.guess i'll see it for myself tml. =]

and i still dunno whether i want to go back yzps tml or not.everybody is not making up their mind! cant they just decide so that i can decide too?

and i'm meeting grace and sj tml.i've like,totally loist contact with them alr la.looking forward to it! =)

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ok.i know you're having a lot of fun belittling me on your blog,because then you feel more superior,which is like,totally pathetic.pui.but sorry to disappoint you.it's boring me.so i'll stop entertaining you now.and if you feel tt w/o me things are not fun anymore.then pls go study for your prelims,it's more meaningful.tata-
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i read your blog,bitch.i guess it takes one to know one,isnt it.i dont know whether you're referring to me or germaine.but it's all the same.

and here's some information for you.

1.i'm a bitch.i know it.i admit it.and i never denied it.are you trying to insult me by calling me a bitch? because if you are,you're failing badly.and does it matter whether you know who we are? we arent trying to hide anything.unlike you.

2.HA!do you think you're jennifer lopez or brad pitt or somebody?are you so famous that ppl care about what you're doing and who you're with that they will want to keep spreading it and talking about it.dont think so highly of yourself.yes,we atlked about it.but it's soooo old news now.so dont think we'll be gossiping about it anymore.

3.and please please get your facts right before you blog.

in case you didnt know, taking a picture in public w/o ppl's concent is against the law.

well.in case you didnt know.it's not.and i repeat.not against the law to take a picture in public w/o the person's consent.it's only illegal if the picture taken is obscene.so you think your photo was obscene?oh.i get it.HA.if it is illegal,why dont s'pore just ban tourists from photographing totally.you ignorant minute organism.

4.are you trying to say you're ashamed of your boyfriend?because if not,what's so bad or unsightly about him tt you dont dare to show him to the public,dont dare to admit tt he belongs to you,and kick up such a big fuss just because ppl managed to find out.or maybe your r/s just lacks love and you dont want ppl to know tt?

how can you still deny it tt you're tgt when the truth is staring right at you in your face.or maybe your eyes are blocked.tt's why.

and you can say tt you're not tgt,whatever.if you really arent tgt with him,then what's with the hands-holding and the waist-hugging.if you arent tgt,can you pls have some decency.


ppl told me what you wrote.i still said nvm.but until i read it,it just got me so angry.you're so crude and ignorant and you think so highly of yourself.FYI,i'm not interested in your life.and unless yiou're interested in mine,it's no matter of yours whether i'm miserable or not.so there's no need for you to wish me bad luck in life.

oh puh-lease.save it all for yourself.no one is interested.

oh.my.god.my life is so fucking screwed la!!!
my left eye is swollen eh!and it's the worst case since i was born la.
now i'm left with one double eye-lid and one single eye-lid.
and my left eye is only half the size of my right one.
how to go to school tml like tt!?!?!?!?!

can somebody please please please tell me what to do about my eye.

and x-family is getting so crap.
at least the story last time have some sense.
this time i dont even understant what they're going on about.
i'm just laughing at their lame actions.

and my father bought me a new phone.
but i still like mine now leh.
tt one is so big. =[

and i decided not to buy black jeans alr.

i just realised i bought a shampoo instead of conditioner. -.-
i'm so blur la! must be all the prelim stress.
but tt means i've now 5 shampoos and 3 bath gels. o.0
haha.but it smells damn nice. so it's ok ba.

and anw.i feel like cutting my hair.and i feel like cutting another fringe.
but i'm like,so scared that i'll look weird la.
but yeah,wait till i rebond again then say ba.

and now we started tt wed-fri mock exam thingy alr.
and maybe it works? i'm not sure.
but at least i'm getting practice.tt's for failing my mock prelim ba.
but the boys are really really noisy. ><

the weather this few days is so cold!
and i'm slping alone tonight.
i'm scared of the dark! -.-!

i need more slp.

p.s:there's a 4E/5N hike coming up.i may just faint before tt.

i'm dying on my testimonial.why is the school making us write this kind of stuff?it's already bad enough to be BHB for tt few times,and now it's one whole testimonial to complete.and i have to keep going on and on about how good a person i am and all the contributions i have made. o.0.

and sometimes i really love germaine. =] she has been here for me for 4 years, and she's been with me through all sorts of things, be it good or bad. she's really a great friend.

prelims are coming.someone give me motivation please.

yesterday's fireworks was the best i've even seen.it was so nice and captivating and everything.i cant wait for next year's. =]

i think i'm going shopping next sat.it's all germaine's fault.hahaha.it was supposed to be go bugis to buy my jeans and then we're going to mug.and now she wants to go to marina as well cos there's a lot of nice things there.if i do badly for my ss i'm going to blame her.

i'm currently in love with this song. =]

Haylie Duff -A Whatever Life
Did I hear you say Whatever
Turn and walk away forever
Was it my mistake or did we just get too close?
Well till we meet again you had better learn to

Live for the sake of living
Love till your heart is breaking
Give your all and dont hold back, tell the truth and dont forget to Laugh till your body's aching
Cry till your hands are shaking
Wherever you go, whatever you do dont live a whatever life.

Betcha think its cool to never
Care about the things that matter
Was it just a dream or did we feel something real?
You'll be all alone until you finally start to

Live for the sake of living
Love till your heart is breaking
Give your all and dont hold back, tell the truth and dont forget to Laugh till your body's aching
Cry till your hands are shaking
Wherever you go, whatever you do dont live a whatever life.

(whatever, whatever...)

It's been a long time waiting till I'm moving on.
I'm ready to be strong and

Live for the sake of living
Love till your heart is breaking
Give your all and dont hold back, tell the truth and dont forget to Laugh till your body's aching
Cry till your hands are shaking
Wherever you go, whatever you do dont live a whatever life.

Live for the sake of living
Love till your heart is breaking
Laugh till your body's aching
Cry till your hands are shaking

(A whatever life...)

Live for the sake of living
Love till your heart is breaking
Laugh till your body's aching
Cry till your hands are shaking

Whatever you do don't live a whatever life

i feel paisehed.cos i'm talking to some person right now.but i've got no idea whether he's tom,dick,or harry.and i'm too embarrassed to ask.

had my oral ytd.and it was...ok.it's the first time in my whole damn life ever tt i was the last candidate.
and guess what,i was the last one to leave the room also.and it was really scary cos it's like,so quiet and so cold and there's lots of weird noises coming from everywhere.

and the topic wasnt tt weird or difficult.and the examiners were super friendly to me becos they keep smiling at you in this weird way.so i infer that i did ok.haha.hope my inference skills are up to standard.

and i finally managed to steal germaine from her busy schedule today.cos she's been saying she's busy for the past few days.so tt left me with the other germaine.and i miss her like LOADS!hahaha.and anw.in the end germaine came to join us too.so it's like our usual gatherings.

and there's fireworks tonight!and tml as well.but i guess i'll just have to miss this yr's fireworks festival. =(
but it looks damn nice from the view at my house.and it's long.

and for all those people who thought that jay chou's movie was crap.you shld consider tt it's actually his first movie he made.WILL your movie be actally brilliant the first time you made it?considering all the shooting skills and the numerous twist in the movie and all the not-bad acting,it's downright fantastic for his first show.
and i said all this in an objective view.so stop putting him down just because you feel that jay chou is not someone you like.

and some people think that i'm mad because i cried during the show.but i cried because it was something sad happening and it was something that i could relate to, given everything that has been happening recently.it makes me think back about my life and it makes me feel sad for him.and some ppl like me just tends to be more emo.so dont give me tt look tt says 'i think you're mad.or maybe you're just overreacting.'

and sometimes i look at you and i feel disappointed.

i've been like,studying for the past few days.
yes,i really did studied.=)
though not for the whole day.
but at least now i know what are the effects of smoking and about the carbon cycle and blah blah.

and we saw shuk man ytd!
oh man,i miss her so much la.
she reminds me of the days when i was still sec two
and all our sectionals tgt and how yujia will always ask us not to talk.

and becos of tt i went back to read my archieves.
and omg,i used to be so twit la!i cant stand myself.hahahaha.
but yeah,i've actually forgotten quite a lot of things alr.
like how timothy use to call me and germaine sophisticated ahlians.

and germaine tells me tt rush hour3 is superb.
so like,i'm so tempted to watch it.
anybody wanna watch with me?

i dont wanna go back sch tml.
i want more holidays! ><

there was cross country today.
and it sucked.
and we were one of the latest few.
all thanks to the dumb 133 tt took so long to come.
and it was so hot and there were SOOO many insects,and i hate insects.
and cheeling kept freaking me out by claiming tt she think she has chicken pox.
and if she really infect me with her chicken pox i'll kill her.hahaha.

then went to germaine's house to change
then mrt-ed down to ps
and because germaine is still living in her own childhood fantasy,
we played daytona.
but it was fun la. =]

and SECRETS is a must-watch!
anybody who watches it and not cry is cold-blooded.
and the story is so nice and jay chou is so shuai.
and it makes you want to treasure all those around you.
and it makes you love jay.hahahaha.

and yes!omg!i seriously seriously seriously love jay! =)))))))))

and i've still got ssp on sat.
and i've forgotten the timing.><

tc went msia.i miss him.=(

tml is national day.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE.=]

i'm getting really really confused by relative velocity.
how do you even draw tt damn graph?
how do you even know which is Va,Vb,and Va/b?
tt's so hard la.it's just like rate of change.
i'm so gonna flunk my a maths.
but I DONT WANT!

met my darling germaines aft sch.
they're simply so lovable la.hahahaha.
ok.i'm lying.
but yeah,germaine,it's over.dont worry about it yeah?

and germaine's right.
after all her raving about noel and joel.
i found out tt YES they are really cute.
esp noel!
oh man.he should have been born earlier la.

anw.watched alone with jac and ling.
and although they keep laughing at me,but i know the story horr.
it's quite nice la.cos there was tt twist.
but yeah,it's scary enough.
and plus it's not as sick as vacancy.

and i seriously want to watch secrets and perfect strangers.
but secrets is a must must-watch.
my lun is acting inside can.
though jac keeps fantasizing that he belongs to her.
but we all know tt's not true. 0=)

and yes.i'm finally finally done with council.
although ironically tt last day was the first time this year tt i felt a bond with the councillors.
but it's only tt crappy few.
haha.cos i realise we can seriously talk a lot tgt even though we dont usually talk to each other.
but the investiture was so damn screwed can.
i dont even know whether to say it's funny or embarassing.
but one thing's for sure,i dont think i'll be forgetting about tt soon.
hahaha.

there's cross-country next wed.
and i think it's lame.
cos they're having it at bishan park this year.
i'm so not going to run.


and i really really like this phone.
although my phone's supposed to be better la.
but dont you think tt it looks so sweet?