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ok.fuck.so now every damn thing is my fault.
you said you understand.but tt's all bullshitting isnt it.
you just wanted me to always be the perfect daughter.the model child.
well,i bloody cant be.so get over it.
what's with all that fucking attitude.
like you ever fucking cared,like you ever gave a damn about what i wanted.
it's all about what i should do and how i should listen to you
cos i dont know what's for my own good isnt it.
i thought going back to visit you was going to be a happy thing.
but no,havent even gone back alr quarrel until like tt.
what's with you.why must you bloody make everybody so unhappy.
i'm so damn tired of all this alr.
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enchanted is nice.although not as nice as what germaine proclaimed it to be.
hahaha.ok.maybe tt's becos i knew the ending.
there were some very funny parts,but somehow i feel like i was watching sound of music like tt.

and it turned out to be better than i thought la.
although there was this period of time when we didnt know what to do.
hahaha.but at least it wasnt tt weird.
looking forward to go sing k. =]

and ppl,i'm leaving tml.
i'll miss everybody. =[

this is gonna be a long long post.

omg.i'm finally home for the night.
hahaha.i felt like it's been aeons since i last ate at home la.
and now i'm not even interested in tt 7 0'clock show anymore cos i dont know what the hell they're talking about.
so is tt good or bad?

and staying at home is so boring.
i kept thinking tt i should be changing and heading out.
but i'm gonna stay home on friday again on friday.
cos i have to pack. =( i hate packing la.

and i keep getting this sick feeling that my eyes is balloning up again.
cos it feels damn apinful and dry.
like,wtf.stop torturing me la.

and i'm finally watching enchanted tml!
woohoo.i missed the game plan.i'm not gonna miss this.
hahaha.and it's been so long since i stepped into a cinema.

and the 3 of us went to sing k on monday.
cheeling,weiting,and me.
so long since we last went out tgt la.
and as usual,the late queen is late again.
but you know what,omg,go k garden and sing if you wanna go k.
the amt of money we 3 paid doesnt even equate to one trip to kbox per person.

and seriously seriously seriously.
thanks to those friends that wished me happy birthday.
thanks to those who i didnt expected,who wished me as well.
thanks to those who wrote me testimonials.
thanks to those who called me so early in the morning.
thanks to those who gave me all the cute presents.
thanks to those who celebrated my birthday with me.
thanks,everybody,i love you all.

heys!i'm finally back la.
and i'm still energetic like hell.

the chalet was much more fun than what i expected.
i thought it'll be like,damn weird and everything.
cos i only know like,3 person there.
but it wasnt boring at all la.
and it sure changed my views on certain things. =)

and yes.it's going to be tuesday soon!
woohoo!

ok.i'm feeling so offish now.
i spent hours playing this flying game on my hp.
cos i just couldnt get past level 4 no matter how i try.
hell.i dont even know what they're referring to when they ask me to knock into the oil spray for the next level.

and grace is not going to vj.
so now all's left is me and germaine and shujun.
i hope shujun makes it through.
is there anybody else in zhs tt's going to vj?

and i'm going to watch the game plan tml.like,finally.
and then i'm going to ton at germaine's house and then i'm going to erkee's chalet.
like,yayness!i no need to go home.
cos ever since my ahma came back ytd,she's having awful lots of mood swings.
like,her menopause is soooo over,so why's she behaving like i owe her money anw.

she's been screaming non-stop at me for the past 24 hours.
and it's all over so minute minor stuff.
and i'm finding very difficult to ren la.
i dont care if you think i deserve to be strike by lightning for bad-mouthing my ahms,
and it's not tt i dont have filial piety either.
you dont have to live with her,so you dont know what it's like.

and i miss my bestf.ok,so like,i'm gonna see her tml and everything.
but it's been so long since i've last seen her!
and she claims to be sick.
well,i'll just see for myself tml.

hey,ppl,do you think w580i in gray is man?

ok.i think the PAE just took 10 years off my life.

i realised that there was something wrong with my form A.
cos they didnt have my chinese score on it.
so i called up MOE,and then they say "go to your teacher."
so i looked for mr lee,and he said he'll get a teacher to call me.
so this chinese teacher called me and asked me to pass it over to mr lee.
and then i called mr lee,and he said he wasnt sure.
and so i called the chinese teacher back and she said,
"oh.ok.try going to the general office and ask for the person in charge"
and so i did.
when i went there,the staff told me to look for mrs lee.
and then mrs lee said she didnt know what to do about it.
and then she told me to go to MOE.
!^@$#*@#*^!)#*@*^)!&@#&^%@(!&8

and so i said,"the MOE ppl told me to come to the sch" in this really strained voice cause i just felt like screaming.
you would too if you had been going round and round like tt.
and then she said,"sorry.there's nothing i can do."
and so,i went down to MOE feeling like shit.

but yeah.at least now it's ok alr.

and you know,tt new 7pm show on channel 8 is killing all my interest in law.
i thought,i dont like science,i dont like maths,so maybe i can study law.
and you know what tt lawyer did in the show.
fine ppl for spitting and cleaning their blankets in public.
wth.tt's so boring and senseless and a total waste of time la.
what if i end up like tt.
then i'll be old and uptight and suffering.

ok.shucks.i dont know what my 12 choices are going to be.
i just hope i'll get into my first choice.

met up with shujun ytd.wanted to catch the game plan.
but didnt managed to.
oh well.i just have to watch it some other time.

this is our song.
and i hope it'll keep repeating.

i've been so busy going out everyday.
and my leg is like,breaking alr.
and anw i bought most of the things i wanted alr.
so i'm a happy girl. =)

celebrated my bday with the girls ytd.
a bit early la.but bo bian.
everybody going overseas different days.
and they bought me so intimate stuff la.hahaha.
went to eat sakura buffet.
so like,super full.hahahaha.

anw.everybody's telling me the game plan is nice.
i wanna watch la!
anybody want watch with me?

they bloody didnt count my chinese as one of the subjects for my l1r5.
so now ,y aggregate is 10 instead.
walao.if i cant get into vj i'm gonna kill somebody.

i finally bought my air tickets today.
and it's from 1 dec to 17 dec.
so great.i dont know how am i going to go for the class chalet.

do you know what it feels like to miss someone?
the painful tugging on your heart tt you cant stop.
this is making me so depressed.

你说你也会难过我不相信
牵着你陪着我也只是曾经
希望他是真的比我还要爱你
我才会逼自己离开

不用担心的太多我会一直好好过

the girl is not chio.
but i cried like crazy when i saw this video.
i know ppl are going to say it's so cliche and blah blah blah.
but at least it's so much more touching la.

and jay's new album is superb la.
at first when i listen i'm like,his last album is nicer.
but it sort of grows on you.
and now i love it like crazy! =)

and on a happier note.
o's is gonna be over soon.
so now all i've got to worry about is what phone to change to.
hahaha.

great.the computer screen burned out.
how am i going to use the comp like tt.
win liao lorr.

pretty dumb and blur of me,i know.
but the album has been postponed to 6 nov.i just realise tt ytd. =P
but.i got the preorder stuff alr.

the calendar's damn damn hot man.
and it's not even like the card type two years ago.
it's a desk one.super happy la.
hahahaha.and i esp love july and oct.
cos tt's when his face is the biggest. ><

but.there's something i super bu shuang about la.
where has the big,glossy and man poster gone to?!?
where has the big strong plastic casing gone to?!?
the poster is getting smaller every year la.
and this year,it's so minute and flimsy and it doesnt even have a casing like the previous two years.
they just wrapped it up in some plastic.
and you know what.i was full of anticipation when i unrolled the poster.
and then when i saw it.
TOTAL SIAN-ness la.
not tt jay chou is not shuai k.
he's as man and strong as ever,and his killer smile hasnt changed.
but why is it a poster of bu neng shuo de mi mi?
i want him in his cowboy hat and everything la.
and now,i have this poster of him gazing lovingly at gui lun mei.
how am i suppose to fantasize about him with another girl smack right next to him.
walao!!!return my jay to me la.

>.<

jay's album is out.
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