i walked five bus stops home.is that insane or what.

i think everybody is chiong-ing PI now.i should go chiong mine also,after my inspiration finds me.

pictures are finally finally up. xD















and here are the pictures of me and bestie on thurs. :)







i love you bestie! ^^

i was supposed to update all the photos today cos in this week that i wasnt online,i took more than 50 photos.but hell,i cant find the laptop.i think my uncle brought it out or something.so ppl,you'll have to wait for the pictures to be uploaded.

so sorry adeline,LOL,you'll have to wait some more.

and guess what.horribly,i got 18/50 for my maths test.tt's a U grade i think,if i'm not wrong.and i'm like,the third lowest in class.and the teacher was super mean to me.i seriously dont like her can.

can somebody pls teach me maths,i want to pass my mid years at least.

i have stuff to tell you,but since you're too busy for me then forget it,we can become friendly strangers again.

and some ppl are just sick.

i feel like eating the tom yum from opposite zhs.
anybody want to join me?

i've been like,really really busy recently.and i'm reaching home so late everyday.and somehow tt sucked,cos i;ve got no time for hmwk and stuff.and yeah,i cant catch up with my work.

went to meet my besties ytd.
then met nic to watch rule #1 at night.
then met wr for supper.

rule #1 was nice.though i couldnt really grasp the whole story.but there's like,twists in the story,and shawn yue is good looking.lol.

and it was good meeting up with wr.cos it's like,i havent seen him for so long.and it was really comfortable talking to him.

and i watched sky of love too.and tt was nice.although the story is like,super cliched,and once you've watched the first few minutes you knew how the show will end.but it's like,i still cried like crazy.

i dont know what happened.but it's like,i cant relate to you anymore.one moment you're super nice and everything,and then the next you're like a totally different person.you tell me one thing,and then you dont even act like you mean it,what am i supposed to do?

i quarreled with my mother.our first fight after upholding peace for so long.i really thought she understood what i was going through at the moment and all the rubbish that i'm facing in my life.i thought she knew.and i thought she wouldnt be the source of my unhappiness becos she knows how stubborn i can be.

but i practically cracked when she called and started using that damn harsh and accusing tone.it's like,i alr told her tt i would be very busy during the hols and everything.and today when she called,she make it sound like i didnt tell her any of that stuff at all.and i felt so bloody irritated la.

and then it's like,when she sense that i'm also getting annoyed she just suddenly changed her tone and pretended to be all happy and jolly.and she expected my mood to change along with hers.but HELLO,CANT DO THAT CAN.

i'm not some seesaw thing that can just change my mood as and when you please.and i felt so hurt when you took that tone with me cos it's like,you didnt trust me after all.and you didnt understand.and i'm sick of crying over all this lame stuff.

and i really wanted to sms him aft the phone call.but it's like,X alr told me i might be sending him the wrong message,and i didnt wanted him to get the wrong idea,or maybe he didnt even care.but yeah,at that moment i just really wanted to talk to him.and it feels bad that i have to think so much about doing something so simple.

okay.shit.this is so gonna spoil my mood for today and tmr.
X|

went to meet the cycle crew + tunn ytd.



we watched step up 2!the dancing's like,damn damn cool.i wish i could dance like tt la.but they're like,super pro.
but somehow i dont think the storyline was very nice la.it's like,a duplicate of step up 1?and even then,the step up 1 story plot was better.

then went to jac's house aft tt.i took 1 1/2 hour to reach there please.for some reason the public transport at night is SUPER crowded.so by the time i reached there it was almost 10.




and some retarded ones.



i seriously missed them like crazy can.and we spent like,most of the time taking pictures.and i didnt even get to really talk to them!
we should meet up again soon.

shir left earlier,tt's why i only have like,one picture of her.and we left around 11 plus.

stupid me went to the wrong bus stop la.then when i finally found the correct one i missed my bus cos i was smsing.so like,the next bus took more than half an hour to come and by the time i reach back srg there wasnt anymore 105.

and while i was at the bus stop i was damn damn scared la.cos at first there were like,nobody.so it was totally dark and silent and eerie.then along came two indian men.not tt i'm racist okay.but then they looked damn scary la.

so when i reached home it was 1 alr.and yes,many many many thanks to nicholas for accompanying me home.

met my besties today.

went asian kitchen for lunch.then went to eat donuts again. -.-


dumb game we played cos we were bored.

this guy picked up our balloon.

and that's where the other balloon ended up. :(


we watched 10,000BC.
not tt bad actually.the plot wasnt tt good.but at least it was quite interesting.was worth my SGD7 though.

and i spent $90 today.and i still owe germaine $50.omg.i'm going to die from paying my debt.





okay.i'm sorry i agreed to meet too many ppl and i just cant seem to please everybody.but it's seriously not my fault that the hols are this short and i only have this many hours everyday.

and please please stop giving me attitude ppl.i dont deserve it.and it just ends up pissing me and you both in the end.

okay.today is basically a bad day becos i'm having cramps.
like,HELLO,this should happen one week ago can.and now becos it's one week late i'm going to die at sentosa tmr.
how do i even go into the water please.

and seriously,this march hols suck.i'm so bloody busy everyday that it feels worse than a school day,apart from the fact tt i can slp in occasionally.and what about my damn homework!there's so much la.can somebody please do it for me.

and seriously ppl,lit is crazy.firstly,GREAT EXPECTATIONS is not GREAT.it's getting on my nerves.cos it's so uninteresting and i dont even know why the hell we're studying about it when we can,say,study something much much more captivating like harry potter.great expectation is all about ppl speaking in weird languages,thinking weird thoughts,and leading boring lifes.i think my life also more interesting.
then comes the stupid poems.there's the practical criticism kind that numbs your brain,becos you have no effing idea what it's trying to say,you have no idea how to interpret and annotate it,and YES,I HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA HOW TO DO MY HMWK.i'm damn damn frustrated by this.

and yes,there's also the war poems that sadly,i have to read finish by wednesday.and there's seriously a lot.and yeah,you guessed it,i dont understand one word also.

i seriously have no talent for lit. -.-

omg.my comp sucks.i've restarted 8 times in one and a half hours.
someone help me pls.

cycling club activities was suspended for one week.cos everybody had something to do.and so,we went to the assisted pull up bar to play.

unicycle and tricycle.





and then we decided to take a mini class photo.cos only like,half the class was there.




and anw i went to watch leap years ytd.the show was nice la.but i was crying and i wasnt exactly sure what i was crying for.cos it's not tt kind of uber touching one.but they said a lot of meaningful stuff on the show.and i think it's quite true.

I CANT WAIT FOR STEP UP 2 ON FRIDAY! :)

ytd was a really really bad day.5march2008 shldnt even have existed because it was totally totally horrible.sch was bad.cheerleading was bad.and the fact tt i have to do correction for gp 550 times is bad too.everything just plain sucked.

today was like,much much better than ytd.and i like that we dont have assembly becos ther j2s are having their common tests.school felt really long today though,with the extra maths lesson.

auyong came break during our break.he's still as retarded as ever,but i've missed him.it's like,the class is really not the same without him.he's so funny and everything la.and now that he's gone,there's no more ppl to help us carry our files anymore.

went kfc for err,tea/dinner aft math.then went home with lynette.and netter is really really funny.we were laughing like crazy the whole trip cos we were sharing all the stupid things we did when we were young.
and she really brightened up my day today with her fall.LOL.tt was like,highlight of the day.she SLIPPED DOWN the narrow stairs leading to the LT when there were like super many ppl moving up and down.and when she fell everybody sort of paused and stare at her.and this kind person even helped her picked up her stuff cos i was too busy laughing.but it was really really funny.
reminded me of that time germaine fell down at the concourse and everybody tt was doing detention was looking at her. :)

sometimes you just wish you could undo some of the things that you did.that you could turn back time and change the outcome entirely.but that's impossible,so we tell ourself to look forward and just make do with what we're facing.but how do we do it when our heart is not beating in the correct rhythm.

我还是介意你的话
总在无意间变化
介意你对爱的想法和我有了分岔
我介意你没忘了她
介意你还放不下
该迁就还是一笑而罢

met up with ms-ass-who-loves-to-pang-seh-ppl today.hahaha.and i forgive her.hadnt met up with her for so long and it's like,when i saw her i didnt even know where to start.but it felt good to see her la. ;) but please,her uniform look like factory clothes.argh.

and my phone's crazy.i just got it back form servicing on friday.and now it's attitude-ing me la.it's hanged up on me.undetect my memory card.changed my dp.and then restarted (including the just located sim,please choose language part) all by itself.is that crazy or what.

and like,i think vj is damn damn unhealthy.i'm eating fried food everyday,every break.and i can just feel all the oil piling up inside me la.not tt i'm scared of putting on weight.BUT,walao,i feel sick from the oil.i can like,feel it floating inside me.and it's giving me a terrible sore throat.
but seriously,i cant find any healthy food.

i'm meeting germaines on friday to pei germaine do hair extension.hope it turns out nice for her.or else i have to listen to her complain forever. ;]

omg.its 10 now.and i just finished my dinner.and i think like,seriously,i'm going to get indigestion.cos like,i finished my dinner in 5 mins,record time for me totally, please.

and there's some dumb econs test tmr when i understand nuts about econs.and i dont want to fail la.everybody's studied for it alr leh.maybe i'll go reach through the notes ltr.but it's really late now and i'm really tired.

and cheerleading prac today was crazy.rach said the pt wasnt the worst alr but i'm totally aching all over.and i'm feeling so shagged.

okay.actually i've got nothing important to blog about so i'm just rambling on and on.i shall end here.