i'm really really really tired.

friday was outing with weiting and cheeling and movie.
sad had kidsREAD and ndp training (which totally totally sucked cos i'm totally totally clueless) and met nicholas for movie.
sunday was sentosa outing with the knights team and now i'm really really burnt.
and everyday im sleeping less than 5 hours and im super duper extremely tired.

and my burn really hurts like hell. i want to scream everytime somebody touch me. i cant even laugh or make faces anymore cos my face is sore and tight from the burns.

EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER OVER OVER!

omfmg. i'm so damn bloody screwed for my papers i tell you. econs was hell. GP was hell. and math was the worstworstworst thing that ever happened. i dont even know one single question on the paper. i even forgot how to do partial fraction i tell you. wth. i'm so gonna die when i get back my results. i hope i dont fail lit.

and i realise jv exams are so diff from sec sch ones. i dont even sit in reg number. oh man. i miss miss zhs exams la. i miss sitting next to ling and watching her sleep and drool. i miss sitting behind nigel and listening to him say he's wearing lucky red underwear. :(

went with the katong laksa gang to novena fish and co aft the papers. they have damn good service there la! go look for BONG when you're there! was supposed to go for movie after that la. but end up didnt.  i'm disappointed hor.

we took a lot of sauce. >< the garlic lemon butter sauce is nice!





and that's eugene doing his job as the math rep.




okay. for some reasons the pictures are damn screwed up. do you notice how it's super big and ugly and everything. and jian an's face was supposed to be inside. but some how it got cut out on its own.


and i went to cut my hair today! there's not much change actually. i told the person to cut my fringe and not thin it so much and the person did the exact opposite. so now my fringe is not even cut. but okay la. after staring at it for so long i think it looks alright. but when i tie it up it looks super duper thin ttm. i miss my super thick and long hair la.

went to meet germainelee aft tt. and we watched WANTED! omg i tell you the show is damn exciting and nice and stressing. i almost died inside cos my heart couldnt take it. like, super much actions and everything la. but there are some parts they never explain properly then you'll be like, left wondering what's going on. but it's still damn nice! go watch it!

im going to watch 10 promises to my dog.

and its been damn long since i last talked to germainelee like tt. like, we've been meeting up so little times ever since we went to jc. and everytime we meet up we're like, eating and shopping, and we dont even get to talk much. we should meet up more often alright! :)

and i'm going to be in ndp cheer. like, omg so last minute can. but they urgently need replacement so yeah, i'm nice and i'm helping them. but i'm damn scared though! i have to like, learn the dance and the routine in effing 2 1/2 hours and then its the shows alr. how can i do that la. and honestly i dont know where's marina platform. i think i'll get lost when i go there on sat.

and supposedly there's MAYBE cheer outing to sentosa this sunday. shit shit shit. then i'll have to cancel my meet up with germaine again. i miss her la.

i shouldnt be online now, seriously. but i am. and this is real bad becos even yuenchi isnt online. it's a sign to tell me i should go back to mugging. but i'm bored.

geog was real bad. i laughed when i got the paper cos i couldnt even understand what the hell the question was asking about. and the questions had so many hard words that i didnt understand and so i couldnt do them. and i even forgot my sec sch work la. i was sitting there thinking "got convergent plate boundary, divergent plate boundary, and shit, i cant rmb the last one la"

and there's gp and econs tmr. which means i'll have to be in sch damn early. i hope i dont fail gp.

studied with xy at tpy library today. freakingggg cold i tell you. i was wearing jeans and jacket and i still almost died.  and i think today's my most productive day by far, even though i kept stoning and staring at xy's paper instead of mine. he's super pro can. totally never distracted at all. and we didnt even talk much.  (ok. maybe that's cos we were in the library)  i think i should ask him to be my official studying partner la.

but if you think about how much more stuff i have to read through, then there's nothing much to be proud about.  and i'm going to die trying to cram geog tmr. just shoot me now please, i dont want to die a slow and horrible death.

and i'm waking up at 830 to meet netter tmr.  crazy shit right. and some more that's like the last day of hols and i'm still waking up so early. :(

okay. i dont know what to blog about but junhao asked me to write something about him. *racking my brain*. okay. i still cant think of anything. lol. go get more slp la!


omfg look at that. they drew that on pavement. it looks damn real please.

rain says:
i shud be studyingg
rain says:
so shud u
rain says:
why we go on msn???

went studying with weiting and ling today. erm. it wasnt as unproductive as i thought, but wasnt really tt productive either, considering how little math questions i did and how much i revised. i planned to FINISH revsing my math, but in the end i only did trigo and the first (and the easiest) part of differentiation, the part where they only ask you to differentiate y. and yeah, weiting keep saying the unproductivity is becos of me. so not true please. they wanted to talk too la. but hey, we havent met up for so long alr. ><

ling went off with erkee early. then weiting was waiting for my bus with me. omg. i missed all those talking sessions. should have missed another bus la. but then she's meeting up with justin. see, couples are all so busy.

anw meeting them on friday again. lol. exactly 7 days from now. hope there wont be any change of plans. cos we're going to accompany weiting to zhs to collect her cert and (yes!) eat my fishball noodles. zhs has superb fishball noodles.

going tpy library to study with xy tmr. hopefully i'll be able to wake up on time and i wont be late. and hopefully the library will have seats since so many ppl think tt the tpy library isnt nice. and hopefully i'll be able to do a lot of econs. see, i'm full of hopes for the future.

and seriously i feel like dropping one of my subjects to h1. not like i should be thinking about tt now but yeah, no point taking so many h2 also leh. and i think the logical choice will be for me to drop math to h1 since i suck suck suck at it bigtime. but math is important! so like, okay, maybe i should drop lit. and seriously great ex is the most boring-est book i've ever read. i dont even understand what's the point of charles dickens writing so much shit. even far from madding crowd was much much better. why cant we just get another book like "outsiders". i loved outsiders at that time and it made me cry so many times can. outsiders rule a million over great ex.


i was looking at cindy's blog and i came across this picture. super bloody funny laaaaa. look at where junren's eyes is looking. he's eyeing not only the trophy BUT THE PRIZE MONEY. hahahaha. too bad you CANT bring the money home!

dont mind me. i still havent reconvered from the talking sessions just now and i'm in a superrrrrrrrr good mood now. i just feel like blabbing continuosly. but germaine's weird. something's wrong with her. -.^ i guess i'll find out ltr when she calls me. or maybe i'm just being oversensitive. (but i dont think so)



she's my bunny sweetheart. :)

oh shit this is crazy. i came online just to see whether he'll be online by chance. im turning mad.

i went to the library today and i finally started on studying. and oh well, it COULD have been more productive but yeah, wasnt that bad alr. at least i finished 1/5 of my geog. physical geog is seriously BORING. i studied the mass movement chapter and in the end i got so turned off i spent the rest of the afternoon reading human geog notes. why cant they let us just study human geog. and alvin is right. it's productive studying alone. hope tmr wont die studying with weiting and ling. cos seriously i dont think they even plan to study.

see. i even made notes out of the notes. even though i only managed to fill up 3 papers.


tmr i'm going to study math as much as i can.
sat i'm going to chiong econs.
then sun i'm going to study geog again. (and meet tt irritating blog shop girl to get like, half my money back. i seriously hate her i tell you.)

and what about lit? i dont know. i guess i'm just going to go into the exam hall and crap as much as i can.

i need more time. seriously. and i'm feleing damn inbalanced now becos if you go and take a look at germaine's blog, she's enjoying herself and playing like mad. and here i am, trying to cram stuff inside my head and failing miserably.

okay. and i finally uploaded the pictures. so this is the day of the kungfu panda trip. seems quite lame to post it up now but oh well, nvm.
i secretly think that yuenchi looked beng in this picture la.


and yuen chi said this.

rain says:
chen is cute juz like me

i'm much cuter thank you very much.

cheryl big bums posted this on her blog.

If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. It can be anything you want - good or bad. Comment and I'll:

1. Tell you why I friended you. (You can comment even if you're not my friend on LJ)
2. Associate you with something - random, a song, a colour, a photo, etc.
3. Tell you something I like about you.
4. Tell you a memory I have of you.
5. Ask something I've always wanted to ask.
6. In return, you must post this in your LJ.

and i tagged. so this is what she wrote for me. xD

1. Phoenix cheer! and you brought me to vj knights (:
2. FOOD, cos you're always eating HAHA.
3. you're so hua chi HAHA, like me D: and okay la, you're nice la xD
4. the first time during training at potong pasir, where you forgot to run out after the gymnastics thing and set all of us in laughter HAHAHA :D
5. i'll ask you in person! xD

I DONT HAVE A BIG BUM D: (okay la i do -.-) YOU HAVE TOO HAHAHA. love you too! :D



i still cant upload my pictures laaaaaaa. so yeah. next next time. >< but i CAN talk about my SLV cos all the pictures is with janard. YAY! hahaha.

so yup. we went for our SLV part one ytd. we were supposed to help this kindergarten paint their walls, and think we were damn slack. i think we only added four ducks and a sun to their wall la.


okay. that's me trying very hard to copy the duck onto the wall.

a14 ppl are all slackers.

what's tunny thinking?



i look damn sleepy i know.


my duck is nice right!



went to katong eat laksa with the usual ppl after that. the laksa is damn nice i tell you. and we went for durian puffs aft tt! omg we're damn greedy.

and i want to post about the record challenge thing today la! but my comp just refuse to upload the pictures like crazy. omg i hate my comp. i want a new comp.

and cheer lunched and cheer dinnered today. i spent like so damn much money just eating with them! we're damn pig la. dinner was thaipan fried rice + thaipan fried rice + yangzhou fried rice + phad thai + salted fish fried rice + butter squid + honey pork chop + jade tofu with floss. i felt so damn full aft i couldnt even walk straight.

and i'm so gonna start studying tmr. i wish.

and i hate irresponsible blog shops.

went to mr tan's funeral with the e3 people today. although i wasnt close to him, he was a great teacher.

"dear chenying. education isnt just about filling your mind with knowledge but more importantly it's about shaping attitudes and reinforcing beliefs as part of character development. if you cant remember anything about the Nazi State or about education and healthcare in Singapore or me, then hopefully you will remember to live your life guided by the words on the front of this poster. Yours fondly, mr kelvin tan"

this was what he wrote on the poster that he gave to each and everyone of us. i'm going to miss him.





today was meet-bestf-day. her naval piercing looks damn painful. ouch.

and i finally bought the shoes that i was eyeing ytd.

went to the kidsread training ytd. at first it was okay. then it got more and more boring cos it's too long. i lose concentration easy.

and yeah, we didnt study, as expected. went to roam around bugis and tt ws like, such a wrong decision. my wallet is like, concaved now. it's way past flat alr. and okay, at least i'm happy i got my tops. and i went to pierce another ear hole. it was a impulse decision la.

went little india with adeline to get her bangles. that was so wrong man. like, omgomgomg, we shouldnt have went there. not that i'm racist or anything, but that experience was seriously horrifying. like, i'm not going to step into little india anytime soon.

met yuen chi at night, with only 20c in my wallet. but yeah, now i owe him 10. caught kungfu panda. the show was cute, and its funny. but it wasnt really veryveryveryvery nice as what ppl claimed leh. maybe i went in with too high an expectation. and yuen chi is damn retarded. lol. "if you want anything you just ask" hahaha. hello! i was trying to be subtle la. but at least he sent me home, though he was complaining he was missing his maple the whole way. and i realise we two gossip a lot whenever we're tgt.

pictures soon i hope. ><

met up with the germaines for a little while ytd. wish i could stay longer though. its been forever since i last saw them (esp germaine lee). and i finally bought my basics. my first purchase since GSS started. but it wasnt even on discount. ><




and omg. i actually teared reading germaine baby's blog. i really really missed the days in the past la. all the tears all the joy all the heartbreaks all the laughters all the fights all the confusions, and all the braving through everything tgt. i seriously want those days back. where we dont even have to worry about when will be the next time we see each other cos we'll meet up almost everyday. you guys are the best things that happened to me too.

went for bbq at kell's house after that. it was a horrible disaster! like, the worst bbq that i can ever recall going for. i think they forgotten to bring everything but the food and charcoal. there was no fire starter no tongs no plates no brush no butter no oil, about 5 cups and 1 bottle of drink. and they were like, trying to start the fire with newspapers and flipping the food with chopsticks. -.- and then almost everything burned. and the chicken was gray and tasted like charcoal. omgomgomg. thinking about it gives me a stomachache alr.

and see. evidence of our not-so-successful studying session on thursday.

today's studying was DAMN NOT FRUITFUL. like, omg, we started studying 2 hours late cos we were having breakfast and we gave up like an hour later. went back to zhs with ling to collect our certs and omgomgomgomg, we saw mr lee. i seriously miss zhs a hell lot. went to ps with jac to get her stuff and then accompanied her back to srg to get the rest of them. i love my girl. :)

and then becos of the failed session today. i'm only left with 5 days to study from now till my first paper, if i exclude out all the other days tt i'll be heading out. i'm so damn dead.

and seriously i'm not sure how i'm feeling now, cos i have this feeling that i'm suppressing all the emotions. it's definately not sadness, or not possibly a lot of it. and it's also not a lot of anger, cos i have no right to be angry at you. maybe it's disappointment, but i thought i foresee this happening beforehand alr. maybe everything happened too fast and was too overwhelming. so much so that we cant even grasp what's happening. but that very first conversation should not even have started.

i guess this is it.

okay. the bbq at xy's house on monday.

met melvin zach basil nette and cheryl and we went to tpy to play badminton. havent played badminton for yrs. and nette says she twisted her wrist in tt few seconds of playing. -.-

anw. we ended up doing this.








then aft tt we had to stop. cos melvin caught us. and i still banged my leg against the chair when i hurried out can. so now i have another blue black on my leg.

then we left for xy's house. and then had pool. and i lost every game. so pathetic can. throw my face like crazy.


look at the difference betw my leg and eugene's.

sexay sexay legs. guess which is mine. lol.







and finally the bbq started and deniseandboyf and melvinandrachell and evil came.



and then it got too dark to take anymore pictures. cheryl took a picture of me on double base extension, and you cant even see anybody in that picture.

then stayed over. i thought i was going to watch sex and the city la. then all thanks to peter i didnt even watch it until now. but yeah, at least slpover was fun. we watched final destination 3 again. gross show. but i think would have been more exciting if we watched wishing stairs. melvinandrachell left at 2plus3 though. then eugene and evil were arguing all the way throughout. they're so entertaining! they can even argue about who gets the blanket blah blah. and i didnt even know how and when we fell aslp la.

went mac for breakfast aft tt and tt's all.

:)

meeting up with germaines on friday. and germ baby, you're not meeting us separately, it's just that i'll be leaving earlier. ><