i just realised that i'll be seeing the HOD of arts again.
why the hell is math so so so difficult you tell me.
four questions in freaking two hours and they're just simple partial fraction and binomial ones.
omg how am i going to survive a levels.

and zc just bought a camera ytd and its like deep hot pink (if there's ever such a color haha) and yay i self declare half of it is mine. (: no more shitty VGA photos from his LG phone, and i get to change my phone at the end of this year too. (:
support sony ericsson cos it rocks.



was at toys'r'us (do you spell it like that?) during the first ten minutes of earth hour and then we realised and then we went to the roof garden to talk. and yes unpleasant stuff happened on that day but at least its over.
and rollerblading's fun and i didnt fall down at all. praise me praise me! (:

oh yeah! i show you all retarded jaime's art work.

star-shaped watermelons. she's really too free right hahaha.

and reading germaine's post on our blog just makes me miss her so much suddenly, even though the post is not about me. haha.

i want everything to stay lovey dovey always.
it'll make me life so much more perfect.
(:

in case you dont know my CT results sucked. i got 29 for math and 32 for econs i dont know what im going to do for A levels seriously.

okay i was quite happy until i saw something from facebook.
(-.- this sounds like exactly what germaine said on her blog)
but yeah, i was quite disturbed when i first saw it cos i sort of knew about it but i didnt know it was like until that extent and all and it just made me felt...weird.

and you know i just suddenly felt so much after last night. like how i used to be so close to some people and i hang out with them all the time i eat with them laugh with them rant to them cling on to them. and now that school's out and we've all headed in different directions its like each other doesnt exist anymore. we go for those scheduled once-every-few-months to catch up superficially but at the end of the day nobody really cared very much and nobody is bothering to catch up on what is REALLY going on in our lives and all. and i know i shouldnt be complaining cos im doing that too but its just heartbreaking when you think about it.

and yuetseng came armed with ben and jerrys last night just becos i saw him at the coffee shop and mentioned in passing that i wasnt in the best of moods. and it really really surprised me. like, it just dawned to me that besides germaine he was actually there for me the the most and for the longest time. he was the one who came down to find me after my break up with weirong and he sat there watching me cry and all and its really comforting to just have him there. and though we dont like talk very much but he goes all the way to have birthday surprises for me and all and his talks are really effective.

okay im ranting but bottom line is that im really very touched.

i shant be so negative anymore and seriously if i cant take it im just going to run away from it and not care about it. kuku and cowardly i know but i dont care anymore.

oh and yuen chi just tried telling me very lame jokes.
yc says:
confuscious say...
yc says:
men who drop their watch in the toilet
yc says:
will have a shitty time
yc says:
another one
yc says:
confuscius say...
yc says:
man who run behind cars get exhausted
yc says:
muz think wider
yc says:
see if u get this one
yc says:
confuscius say
yc says:
mushrooms are funny and are male
yc says:
becoz they are fun-guys

KNIGHTS I LOVE YOU.
even with your retardedness and all. (:
in fact i think the retardedness makes me happy haha.
good job for SKMs.

i think everybody went retarded after that. must be from drowning in all those hair sprays huh.
which is more retarded?





thats all of the retarded people hahaha.







and seriously everybody is addicted to this song i dont know why.
you just feel like dancing whenever somebody plays it.

i want nobody nobody but you. (:

okay i dont know why but im addicted to blogging today. this is like my, fourth post. -.-

but yes. i want to show you how childish johnson is.


imyourhappypill. says:
RUBBISH IS YOU
imyourhappypill. says:
why you keep forgetting. hai
JOHNSON - is simply excited to see what the future has in store for him! WHOOHOO! (((: says:
NONONO rubbish is YOU
imyourhappypill. says:
hahaha
imyourhappypill. says:
exactly
imyourhappypill. says:
rubbish is you
JOHNSON - is simply excited to see what the future has in store for him! WHOOHOO! (((: says:
RUBBISH IS CHENYING!
JOHNSON - is simply excited to see what the future has in store for him! WHOOHOO! (((: says:
fullstop.
imyourhappypill. says:
you like KINDERGARTEN KID
JOHNSON - is simply excited to see what the future has in store for him! WHOOHOO! (((: says:
no I'm not a peadophile
JOHNSON - is simply excited to see what the future has in store for him! WHOOHOO! (((: says:
i am not interested in kindergarden kids sorry

YOU KNOW IM ALWAYS THERE BITCH. (:
forever and always.

okay im so kuku. i spent like one hour trying to figure out facebook and just when i thought i finally, sort of, i guess, i think, i've figured out what i wanted to figure out, i totally lost interest. how lame can i get right.

and anw if you were wondering where did i disappear to, i went for GEOG TRIP to kuantan and KL and finally putrajaya and it just rocks so much cos its really interesting. i guess there were some unhappiness during the trip at some point of time but hell, im just going to remember the good parts.

and YEAH WE WENT TO STAY AT A HAUNTED HOTEL. all thanks to mr najib and mr josef who claimed that its all for experience. -.- like, is that lame or what, but oh wells, we got out alive. (:

im going to slowly sort out the photos and upload some of them. cos there are really too much. we're all camwhorers. (:

you know what,

CTs freaking suck my ass.

its so freaking hard and i have no crap what im writing about AND THERES PRACTICALLY NOTHING THAT I WROTE ABOUT.

one side of a fullscap for a 25 marks essay. oh great.

just shoot me now.



and theres still three more papers.

i feel like i have so much to say to specific people but i just dont know where to start.
but somehow along the way so much things have changed, so much friendships have started disappearing or turned sour. so much expectations that led to disappointments.

im trying to manage everything to the best of my abilities.

expect the unexpected.

petals once so bright and gay,
are now wilted and faded away.