sucks to be sick.

i cant even figured out what exactly made me sick in the first place. its like one moment i was okay, the next im thinking feels like im going to be sick soon, and then i really fell sick.

from sleeping non-stop except for meal breaks, to not being able to stand without feeling lazy, to not being able to read or do anything cos my eyes just cant focus, to vomitting three times in a row, and thats not it.

the ultimatum was vomiting on my hair.

think about how gross it actually is, but the vomit came out too fast too furious and i had no time to gather up all my hair first la. yuck.

and now im coughing excessively. i thought i GOT OVER IT alr! shucks. hate this hate this hate this.

and i dont want to procrastinate cos prelims' in five weeks. but how to study like that. ):

and aunt and cousin's coming to stay with us tmr for two weeks. my minuscule house's going to be even smaller i dont want. ):

well, on a lighter note, at least i got a D for econs.

school ended early today, techically. but somehow it felt like there wasnt any difference cos we only got to skip lit, and usually i dont listen in friday lit class anyway. wanted to go ION to look at their nice toilets, cos jaime said she took polaroids with the toilets cos they looked so cool, and i saw the nice escalators and all and i wanted to go check it out even though i probably wont be able to afford the stuff inside, aside from the food.

but in the end what did we do? watched some lousy traumatising show thats bound to give me nightmares tonight. even janard said so. -.- but i shouldnt make val feel guilty anymore aye? lol.

oh anyway we caught murderer, the show is sick cos everyone looked like some psycho, val practically suspected everyone, even the guy who was lying on his deathbed in hospital with more than 20 holes on his back. lol. and aaron kwok just really looked mental towards the end, and the kid/adult was seriously creepy. honestly honestly honestly! i think he's going to have some mental breakdown just acting in that role la. it makes me think twice about giving birth honestly, and to die that painfully (getting baked in the oven, or drilled and left to bleed to death for that matter, or getting drilled and then having nails through your eyeballs and then getting run over by a truck) must have hurt hell lots. omg its traumatising just to think about it. i swear only chick flicks from now on for me.

on the way home, i suddenly had this urge to go jogging. jaw-dropping please, cos i totally didnt know where that came from. i thought i hated running (or jogging). but even if i did go, i think i would have given up after the first 200m or so.

and tmr's college day. freaking stupid to report back to school at 7.40 on a saturday to watch some people take prizes is just dumb, even if they made it up with full day on monday. but i bet i'll waste sat away too, just like how i did ytd and today.

and.

i wish people would just stop complaining that they got a B (or C or D or E) for math instead of an A. i mean, get over it wouldya, there are people out there (like me) who scored far worse than you. its not as if getting a B for CT2 is the end of the world right.

i get annoyed by insensitive people.

went for tomyum session with lynette ade and janard. seriously, i think only zhs-rians and lynette is crazy over that tom yum cos everybody else just goes 'nice meh' and gives me sceptical look.

then accompanied ade and nette to cut hair and then we ended up at eng wah watching harry potter cos tix at cathay amk were sold out. the cinema is just...nothing to say omg i'll not even try to go there if i can help it la but the movie tix is freaking cheap its even cheaper than cathay. but i guess its justifiable given the crammed seats and all.

and harry potter sucks. omg i dont know if it's just me but i seem to dislike every movie. i mean, when you compare it with the book the movie just seems so crap! even the jokes were not funny! and i managed to laugh and cry through every book no matter how many times i read it and then when im watching the movie my mood totally never changed except for that once where they had the 'boo' and i got spooked. and they keep trying to change the story line and it just sucked cos it doesnt make sense. like, why would snape tell potter to 'shh' and then go up and kill dumbledore. and dumbledore haven even drank the water he's supposed to be unconscious or something how did he freaking conjured up such a big fire!

okay conclusion, just go read the book. although i know its like a must-watch. the feeling is so ironic please. like, i knew the movie would be bad but i still had to watch it cos like i read it and i watched all the previous movies and all. but i swear, they should just get j k rowling to direct the movie or something.

i can foresee how bad part 7 will be esp since they're going to split the movie up into part 1 and 2.

supper session at chomp champ again tmr. wa i dont want to keep going back to chomp chomp alr! but i like the wings lol.

and hopefully i get to watch my fireworks.

terrible moodswing for the past few days.

2009 is getting to me. i cant wait for year-end.

CTs are finally finally over.

but A's are coming in four months.

so should i be happy or not.